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I never thought I would come to a place like this. I don't really yet know even enough to ask the right questions or look for the right books. I would have never worked up the courage to explore this part of myself but for a wonderful man who showed me in fifty years none of this will matter and if I am going to do it I need to do it now.

I have spent my entire life in the space of "If Only". Maybe it is time to take a dare and test out an "if only" for myself.
6/3/2009 11:08:03 AM

To those who read the last entry with the tiny-tiny font, ACES! you passed a test!  Well 2 tests, 1 that you would take the time to do it, and 2. you don't use a laptop.

And what is it with couples looking for a girl playmate, and the absolute fanatism which borders on homophobia about NO MEN NO MEN, I've read it on dozens of profiles.  If you are so insecure about having another man around maybe you should rethink your job title.  But what do I know. 

6/1/2009 5:20:17 AM

It seems I must explain the "playground" thing.  (upon numerous requests, all of which I am very flattered to receive)  It isn't a real playground, that might be icky, given the general snot conditions of the average seven year old. 

My gentleman who is, leading me through an interesting part of my life, has a jungle gymn set up in his, I guess they call it a playroom if I understand the use of the term properly. 

I won't go into details but let me say it was very interesting.  and snot free! (always a plus!!!)

As always thank you for your patience to those who have sent notes which are more than one line pickups, I am doing my best to catch up in my replies. I think I might need to set up a filing system so I can keep people straight, which is meant in the best of ways not the worst.  I hope that made sense.  

5/31/2009 11:04:50 AM
I just can't wipe the smile off my face.  It will be years before I can go by a playground and not blush. 

As Mae West said, if I had to do over again, I'd have made the same mistakes I'd have just started sooner!
5/16/2009 1:59:46 PM
What a difference a day makes!
My picture goes up and my mailbox explodes!!
With resepct and graitude to the people who wrote real notes rather than <clearly> cut n paste one-size-fits-all posts, I am doing my best to get through them.  Thank you for your time and understanding.

5/15/2009 8:20:55 AM
I am so glad I came to this site before I jumped into real life as I planned.  To the man who suggested it I will always remember you saved me! 
I have received some very nice notes, some just had no style.  I hate to sound like a girly girl only looking for romance because this is not the case but a little style is welcome. 
If I haven't answered please don't assume you are in the group with no style, Iam just simply overwhelmed and hope to get to everybody.
Unless of course my kind gentleman changes his mind and actually becomes my gentleman.
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 Age: 25
 Zamboanga city, Philippines