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Sindil

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So, Hi there.
My name is Sindil. My entire life I have been searching for a path. I've seen dark and gloomy ones, sunny and leafy green ones, and winding and confusing ones. Something I have learned through years of hiking, is that all paths wind around the place, but eventually they can call connect. Even if it involves a little rough bush-wacking in between. I'm a friendly kitty that loves art, books, the outdoors, adventures, and animals. I currently own my own small business and am as well as preparing to go for my third college degree (Going for grad school in the fall! crosses fingers). I love to learn and discover new things. I'm currently studying the German language as well as refreshing my limited knowledge in Spanish. It's refreshing to be able to work the brain muscles like starting over to a new way of thinking. I am also getting quite serious in a Buddhist lifestyle. I am trying to come to terms with parts of my personality that are contradictory, and am finding the entire path of actualization extremely refreshing and exciting. Also, I have been really getting more serious about helping myself and others to better themselves. Whether through actualizing or through health. I feel like it's a great way for us all to work together and heal ourselves both inside and out. For most of my life, I've battled my sexual/mental urges. I have associated myself with being a submissive/pet, but recently, I've been able to experience more topping. I've been able to finally try things on my own that I have only had experience in - from the other side. I am definitely discovering that I have more switchy behavior than I had thought before.

Quotes I enjoy

“Becoming "awake" involves seeing our confusion more clearly.”
― Chögyam Trungpa

Side Note:

Please send me a message before you send a friend request (if we haven't met before). I don't mean, "hi" or "how are you?". I mean a conversation. A reason why we should talk and be friends. If you don't know me, why do you care how I'm doing? I love meeting new people and having friends, but I don't really understand why you're friending me if we haven't met and haven't had communication of some sort.
Please do not use text speak when messaging me. I'll assume you haven't graduated from elementary school yet, and therefore shouldn't be on this site as there is an age restriction.
Please do not use pet names with me. It honestly makes you look sleazy and pathetic. Just don't.
No. I will not skype/kik/snapchat whatever.
That also being said, actually make an effort to talk to me about nonsexual stuff when you message me. Thanks. Just because I am on this site does Not mean I am here for random hookups. Just because I am a submissive does not mean I will obey you or allow you to control me. You have to Earn my submission. :) Oh and because people are clearly just going to message me whether or not I say something, I'll just throw this out here: I have age restrictions from 25-39. Thanks.
Gemima
 
 Age: 41
 Billings, Montana