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| FIRST: I am not exclusively for canadians Masters, if you live somewhere else and things seems to work out I dont mind moving to whereever, not like I plan on seeing anything other then a basement anyway... :p
ok no longer 19, im an old decripit slut now, says My owner, my life.
hate him oh so very much so, he is great :p
here looking for fun while i wait his return, earned myself some internet, for not escaping when given the chance, altho its a holliday thing, and will be taken away soon. I can be a little not dominating, but i got to enjoy sadism, and it was fun.
young submissive slave.
in between BC and ONT. (nope, in a basement, caged and shackled now)
WAS new to the lifestyle.
being taken control of and played with as if a toy is fantasy of mine, always was ever since... well always...
turns out I have much darker fantasies then He could handle, i made him freak out... and here i moved back with my big brother and looking again
i used to be too scared to admit it and do something about it.
i am willing to relocate, because it what a good slave does, no?? how can you say you need to serve a man, if you are only willing to do so within a 20 minute drive.
i am not sure what i want, sometimes in my head, my master is harsh and sadistic, degrading and such, NO LONGER is he ever protecting and caring.
not sure about the sadist/abuser/daddy dom paradigm and what it means to me, but in my head my fantasy master rapes me, and hurts me when he damn well please.
i wish to explore and be made to explore many things, and descend into arrrrrrghhhhhh wish I knew precisely, just know that it needs to be perverted, dark and dare i say brutal.
sick and twisted stuff always turned me on...
i have a few 'hard limit' such as permanent damage (selective scarification might be alright), blood and any type of 'shit play', and illegal stuff such as children being involved. But age-play might be ok.
as for age, weight etc. my only limitation is no one over 55, and if black you need to be really big and scary looking (he!he!), altho i would prefer a white master, if it is going to be more then one night.
I do not think roleplaying here is dumb, and don't mind doing it for a while opens the door to see how creative and what Someone's is into.
I do NOT mind the "repressed" Doms, i means I am not exclusively looking for confident and self assured ... i am looking for someone demanding, controlling , sadistic and very nasty... which I think more confident, truly self assured dominant men lacks, they are so complacent in their securedness (is that a word?) that They can lack in what I seek...
which are impatient, aggressive, explosive temper, NEVER knowing what will happen or about to happen or how you will react... super confident Men tend to not show any of these...
rape, abuse, cellars... a cage, a box... slapped and smacked, torture is not punishment, it is because you find it fun to torment and toy... cocks burried deep spitting sperm into me is also fun.
what do you have? what would you do?
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super horny :(
need to get laid...
would take to long...
just need to come...
think name should now read 4mstrss....
anyone up or nasty fucked up rp? |
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phew.... again something else NOT to include in your first mail... do not ask me why he was not intense enough, or gun out all bravado on how much intense you are... and that I couldn't freak you out
i know that already.
somethimes it is just about one in the relationship not being into what the other is. there are things i want to experiment with that he didn't even want to try because he KNEW he could never get into them... simple enough?? if you need a drawing i can make one.
also anyone else thinks that TotalPowerShift is really cute omg... |
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omg. NOT in ontario atm
BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC BC
not anywhere near Ontario. |
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feeling lonely, horny and bored...
any roleplay ideas out there? getem rollin'
plz? |
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OMG had to again mass nuke all the messages I had, I can't possibly go through everything?? can I? any sub out there? that have tips on how to sift through irrelevant messages?
plz at least be entertaining...
no I won't meet you for an "interview"... wth??
no I won't be enslaved because you really really really want to... and whatever
no i dont respond well to the nice guy act...
or the "tough" guy act...
I do respond well to funny people eventho I am not usually sexually attracted to such people.
I respond well sexually to very intense people...
for christ sake pick a picture where you at least look clean if none exist where you look your best or a genuine pic of you doing something where you look like you do everyday...
mommy issues are funny...
daddy issues not so much... :p
I do not like the term fake... somehow feels like it is not appropriate... I know it is teh definition of what goes on... but 'presented fraudulently' seems more accurate, or deceitful pretense... but it take too long and sound weird... I need we need something... everytime i hear 'fake' i grind my teeth.
I like doctors who are mean... somehow I feel like they care more...
I like door to door salepeople, i always invite them in for coffee... so far none raped me :( hehehe...
I DO NOT like jay leno, but love conan...
two and a half men sucks, always the same 5 jokes...
i miss scrubs... and dan stark... :p
I love ccr and micheal buble...
i do not like slipknot and all those... similar.
master sure... a mistress sure... whips look silly in a man's hand but hurt good...
is it weird to want to be "whipped" with a chain??
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again a new entry to respond to all the very frequently asked question in all Your mails in the quickest way possible: posting.
Un: He ended things very nicely, so I would have time and energy to look for what can actually satisfy my desires. Which i would not have been able to do while serving Him 100%
Deux: If your "Big Plan" is too do this and do that and make me cum or cum endlessly or whatever... don't bother i am not looking for someone who cares enough about me, to spend even one second working on letting me have pleasure in any form... i want to be hurt and abused, i want to be throwned down flipped over and savagely fucked. Not tied down and "tickled" until i cum... i dont care about cumming as long as You simply get to use my body as an instrument with which you bring yourself pleasure... with which you bring yourself to satisfaction...
Trois: No more please NO MORE... please be careful out there blah blah blah... i know there are sick fucks out there, i am hoping to meet one... the dangerous part I AM aware of... and i WILL be careful in selecting Someone who would call emergency services if something went wrong, or at least get dump at the emergency room, am i not stupid, just extreme in what i hope will be done to me. Thanks but i do not need obvious advice. These mail where as helpful as being told to look both ways...
Quatre: Bleh!
Cinq: to come i am sure...
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thanks for all your mail.
wish i could have answered everyone, but could not spend 20 hours a day writing back.
just back here to say that i have found a Master.
did not plan on it, when i joined i told myself not before a year. But he was just too.... well you know...
we talked, met, played, and loved.
i do not get why the subs here all say that everyone is fake and lying. I have found the man, the Master of my life here.
people here we're pressuring me into serving an older more experience Dom, because of the risk involved, which made sense until i spoke with someone who made me change my mind.
anyway, My master is as inexperienced as i am but sane, slow and careful is as safe (at least i feel that way)
we are taking things slowly, might not be as intense as we both would like it to be, but everyday he is intensifying it, and we are slowly getting there.
i just love him so much...
i just want to say that this site can work, i have found the man for me, who i want to serve for the rest of my life if he allows me.
I would like to say a big big BIG f you to that b**ch heather.
and a BIG BIG BIG thank you to GeniusGeeks who made me see the lifestyle in a new way, opened my mind and eyes, which prevented me from burning the bridge that led me to my Master before he could cross it.
glad i did not listen to heather... glad i listened to Genius.
huggles GeniusGeeks wished i had the opportunity to talk to your elizabeth, glad i spoke to you. wishes you the best in your search for your beta slave, and in your life. Thank you so much for opening my eyes.
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In my profile i said Master with a cage for me, I have now found something that holds much much more interest to me. A box. don't know why, it is just so much hotter in my mind. Not having done anything in the lifestyle, reality may prove different, but a being stored away in a box sounds hot to me, more then a cage. :D
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Someone thought i was lying today, and it hurts me really bad.
I AM from Toronto, just away for a few months, because i could not afford life in GTA, anyone who has lived there knows how expensive it can be.
Any sub/slave who actually had to work at some point in their lives would know that money just don't drop into your lap when you are on your own. (who the fuck are you to judge, the situation i am in my life, i did not choose it)
Situation came up where either i lived under an overpass in a cardboard box, or moved with my family until things settled a little.
I am not in BC to make my life here, if I do not meet someone here on cm i will move back to Toronto. So when the stupid profile asked me WHERE I AM FROM i answer Toronto, not the place i have lived at for 5 months and plan on leaving in the next 3 or 4.
I do not know if it was an attempt to scam info out of me, or something. But today i was hurt for the first time here. And not even by a Dom.
(you know who you are, see the Dom there, i at least came out with something.)
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| Age: 30 |
| London,
United Kingdom |
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