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| Hello everyone. As you can tell my name is sarah. I am 21 years old. I am looking for friendship from anyone who is willing to give it or receive it. I am usually a happy person. My favorite quotes are....Laugh often love much.....Never frown because you do not know who is falling in love with your smile......no one is perfect until you love them.....and last but not least.....we cannot do big things, only little things with big love. I am an open minded person, i have a son who is just a little over a year old. I am in a relationship with my baby's father who is my bestfriend, although he is not Dom at all. I do not have any intentions of ever getting married........thats the leading cause of divorce if you didnt know lol. If you wish to get to know me better or would like to talk just drop me a line. Have a wonderful day!
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Well i hope everyones day is going better than mine. i woke up this morning in a good mood and within a few mins my old man is bitching and itching to have an argument, sigh, i'm not even going to go into all the details there, but then less than five mins after he says some stuff and makes some nice lil comments about me and how i do things then he wants to give me a hug and tell me how much he loves me, awww, f**K that, ya done went and pissed me off i need more time t o cool off than that, dont make me mad and then wanna hold me, god that just makes me even more mad than what i already was. then i leave the house and almost have an accident,with my son in the back seat, just because someone didnt bother to look before they pulled out of their driveway. but we barely missed and all are okay, but that did nothing to improve mymood, i get to work, only to get the day off, yeah!!! but only cause i'm going to start working seven days instead of six cause we are fixing to lose a worker. i leave work to go home and i've had horrible cramps the rest of the day, and i'm not even ragging! Hell i shoulda just stayed at work. okay i feel much much better now after getting all of that off my chest. LOL thanks for all who listened. i hope Y/your day was alot better than mine.
luvs and hugs to A/all |
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HAPPY NEW YEARS TO A/all. I have met alot of wonderful people on here who have given me alot of insight and advice and for that i thank Y/you. i have very much enjoyed the time that i spend here and love talking to all different kinds of ppl. Dont get me wrong there are still a few who do not bother to read my profile and all of that good stuff. So again i will say, i am not looking to be owned, if You are looking for real time or 24/7 slave, and i say this with as much respect/ okay not very much at all since its already posted, look else where. i am on this site looking around, meeting new ppl, i dont care if Y/you are red,white,yellow,green,purple,man,woman,dom,sub,
vanilla, it doesent matter to me. i still will not date you meet you or whatever. anyways back to nonbitch mode lol i got a new puppy, he is sooooooo cute. (so if u dont like animals, i dont care lol) i have discovered that yes i am very much submissive, but i am very much vanilla and enjoy both alot. while i do enjoy my submissive side, do not think that just because You are Dom/Dommee that You may walk in and talk to me as though i am Yours, i am not. i have discovered one thing, and this is just my personal opinion so feel free to comment and write me with your thoughts, i am sub yes but i am equal to a dom regardless, i am allowing You and giving You the control over me, its as much an equal thing with a dom as in.....the sub trusts and gives herself to You, but without her consent You are nothing to her..making any sense here? i can think of it in my mind but for once i'm having trouble writing down what i am thinking. anyways i hope everyone had a wonderful and safe new year. i would love to hear from w hoever wishes to write
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Good afternoon everyone. I hope everyone had a wonderful christmas. Mine was perfect, could not have been any better. My son made mine. I worked so hard for him to have those toys, getting them out of the box i mean, oh he loved it! he grabbed the boxes and took off lol. So much for whats inside, or how long it took to get those damn things out, its probably easier to rob a bank or something than it is to get those toys out! anyway just wanted to say seasons greetings and hope everyone is well |
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It is another wonderful monday morning. I have just got out of bed myself and i am waiting for my son to wake up. Tell me, how many thirteen month olds do you know that will sleep till nine, ten oclock in the morning? LOL i'm not complaining, he doesent do it all the time but usually when he hits a growing spurt or cutting teeth he sleeps longer like that. The evil thought comes to my mind all the times he has woke me up early and different things like that, and i think i should go in there and wake him up, let him see how it feels lol. So then i go check on him and he is snuggled up under his blanket and looks so comfy, and warm, and sweet, and innocent. Funny how people look that way when they are asleep, but it all changes when they open there eyes, lol. It wont be to long now and he is going to crawl out of his bed and stagger in here to mine and crawl up beside my just to snuggle. Its amazing the power that little boy has over me, it is sure going to suck when he gets old enough to realize it lol. Everyone morning after he crawls in bed with me he gives me that smile or i will hear that laugh, and it just makes my whole day. It only last for a few seconds, that calm, sweeot little boy. LOL then its holy terror, and i'm chasing after him saying, no, dont do that, stay out of that, i swear that kid would climb to the moon if it were possible. Okay i guess thats enough of me bragging on my son . THe quoets and poems that i put in here the other day...some of those are mine, some of those are wrote by somebody else and i do not know who the author is. well its getting close to that time lol, i have to get ready for work. until next time. lol |
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A Child’s Prayer
Dear God, I am just a child
But in my heart I know
You are my Lord and Savior
The one who loves me so
The one who’s always with me
Through all the storms at night
The one who listens to my prayers
And makes everything alright
The one who loves and keeps me safe
And lives within my heart
The one who leads and guides me
Each day right from the start
So I pray this special, little prayer
For I want you to know
I’m thankful for your watchful care
And I love you so!
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The Months I carried You
Dedicated to Gage
My precious little baby
I have loved you from the start
You are a tiny miracle
Laying closely to my heart
Each day I feel your presence
Each day you quickly grow
Each day your heart beats softly
As only I would know
So I’ll keep this in a special place and remember each year through
Of this very special time of life
The months I carried you! |
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Grandma Shoes
When I was very little
All the grandmas that I knew
All walked around this world
In ugly grandma shoes
You know the ones I speak of
Those black clunky heeled kind
They just looked so awful that it weighed upon my mind
For I knew when I grew old
I’d have to wear those shoes
I’d think of that from time to time
It seemed like such bad news
I never was a rebel
Wore saddle shoes to school
And next came ballerinas
Then the sandals pretty cool
And then came spikes with pointed toes
Then platforms very tall
As each new fashion came
I wore them one and all
But always in the distance
Looming in my future, there
Was that awful pair of ugly shoes
The kind that grandmas wear
I eventually got married
Then became a mom
Our kids grew up and left
And their children came along
I knew I was a grandma
And the time was drawing near
When those clunky, black, old lace up shoes
Was what I’d have to wear
How would I do my gardening?
Or take my morning hike?
I couldn’t even think about
How I’d ride my bike!
But fashions kept evolving
And one day I realized
That the shapes of things to come
Was changing right before my eyes
And know when I go shopping
What I see feels me with glee
For in my jeans and Reeboks
I’m as comfy as can be
And I look at all these teenage girls
And there upon their feet
Are clunky, black old Grandma Shoes
And they think they’re really neat
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Decisions I must make
I am the only one to choose
The road that I will take
I can choose to take the road of life
That leads to great success
Or travel down the darkened road
That leads to great distress
Please open up my eyes, dear Lord
That I might clearly see
Help me stand for what is right
Bring out the best in me
Help me, Lord, to just say “no”
When temptation comes my way
That I might keep my body clean
And fir for every day
When my teenage years are over
I know that I will see
That life is lived its very best
With you walking next to me
A Teenager’s Prayer
Each day brings new beginnings |
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FAVORITE QUOTES
“Only God can judge me”
“Get busy living or get busy dying”
“It’s better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all”
“Found the truth in a box of lies”
“I live for one thing, to love you”
“I would rather be alone than unhappy”
“Never frown because you don’t know w ho is falling in love with your smile”
“Fight for what you believe in because you may never get the chance to fight again”
“Laugh often love much”
“We cannot do big things, only little things with big love”
“Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them” |
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TAMED
Dedicated to Gage Mikael Joiner
I am wild and I am free. I do whatever I want whenever I want and to whomever I want to do it with. No man, woman, or beast will ever tell me otherwise. Time progressed things began changing. My appetite grew along with my belly and you. Sickness came and health evolved the most beautiful creature that I ever saw. Through my goals and determination I never imagined something so small could change it all. Before I realized what had gone I had became tamed once and for all. Not by man, woman or beast no not at all, I would never ever be at their beck and call. Instead I was caught by a creature so tiny a creature so small. Only weighting in at six pound four ounces and nineteen inches long, this lightweight champion was the toughest of all. He is a beautiful baby boy. The only man in this world, no matter how small, who will forever keep me at his beck and call. The moment I looked at him he put me in my place, my heart in the palm of his hand, and a smile on my face. He gently placed the rope around my neck, the one I did not fight, and lead me away from freedom and into a tamed life. From that simple gesture my life has changed a bond of love that will never break. I hold you close and dear to me and in my heart you will forever be.
Love always Your mom |
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Good afternoon everyone. i have caught up on my emails for the moment, i think lol. just got off work a little while ago. i cant believe that christmas is already so close. i have added a story in my profile, it is not my story but one i found on literotica, i am pretty sure i left the name of the person who wrote it to make sure she got the credit, it is a great story in my opinion and if you get a chance i hope you can read it.
i have noticed that through all of the emails that i receive i have not received any from any females or other sumissives i hope to talk with you as well. i am seeking friendship with males,females,doms,subs,switches,black,white,red yellow and blue people, lol, i am not prejudice in anyway and would love to make friends with one and all. although ,yes i have a bf, but just would like to state for the record, i do not mix. i am not prejudice so please do not take it that way, but it is how i have been raised, and sadly i have seen what can easily happen to a child because they are mixed, it is unfair, but life is not always fair. so if you are of another race, please do not contact me for something sexually, i do not mix. and please do not take that as disrespect because i really mean none.
also i would like to say that i like everybody at least once. weather i continue to like them after that, everyone has at least one chance that i do like them.
i am a very forward person, i state my thoughts and feelings on subjects, weather people like what i have to say or not, but it is my feelings and thoughts and if you do not wish to know them or may be offended, then please do not ask. there is nothing i hate more than to hurt somebody's feelings.
i have a big heart, my favorite quote is laugh often and love much. i also have a paper that i wrote for my son after he was born, i think i would like to put it in here as well, it is called tamed and is dedicated to him. he is my everything in my life. i would not even have to think twice to give my life for him. i can honestly say i have never know what real love is until he has came along. sometimes i look at him and just cry, because the love i have for him is so overwhelming. so just to say that i do not care if you like me or not, you can do and say whatever you wish about me, but do not fuck with my son. i do not care how big and "bad" you are lol, but if anybody ever messed with my baby you will regret it, and thats a promise.
you might be thinking what is this girl talking about.
this is my journal, i do not care if anyone reads it or not, but is also a way for me to express myself, and it is actually very healthy for a person to have a journal. alot ofppl hold their feelings and thoughts and concerns inside of them and never express them, thatis unhealthy in my opinion, so on here i can express myself and thoughts and alot of times you will probably see that i am more or less talking to myself instead of actually talking to anyone else. but feel free to comment on anything you may read in here. i do not mind at all. i hope everyone has a good weekend be safe and happy holidays
hugs and kisses always
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hello again everyone. i hope all is having a good week so far. i'm preparing for bed myself. slowly getting around to replying to emails so please dont be to upset if it takes me a while. i went to the dentist today had some crowns put on my front teeth, they seem to break easy after my pregnancy, but now i can smile again without feeling selfconscience, which is something that really lifts ones self esteem. also had a tooth pulled, for the same reasons but man that really hurts. i had a chance to read some of the emails although i havent replied yet, for the information to some people, not being a smart ass at all so please dont takeit that way, but i am not married, i have a boyfriend yes but i have no intentions of getting married, at least not anytime in the anywhere near future. LOL its the leading cause of divorce didnt you know. anyway that is enough of me for now, have a good evening everyone and happy holidays as well |
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GOOD MORNING EVERYONE.
I AM GETTING READY FOR WORK MYSELF. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ONLINE OVER THE WEEKEND AND SOMETIMES MY TIME ON HERE IS LIMITED. IF IT SEEMS TO TAKE A WHILE TO HEAR A REPLY FROM ME, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT AS RUDENESS, I SEEM TO GET AN OVERWHELMING AMOUNT OF EMAIL IF I DO NOT CHECK IT DAILY AND IT TAKES A WHILE TO REPLY TO ALL OF THEM, OTHERWISE I WOULD FEEL I WAS BEING RUDE NOT TO REPLY. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY, YES EVEN THOUGH IT IS MONDAY.
OH AND SOME HAVE COMMENTED ON MY PROFILE AND THINGS IT LACKS, PLEASE GIVE ME TIME TO GET ACCUSTOMED TO THE SITE I HAVE ONLY BEEN ON THIS SITE FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME AND I'M STILL LEARNING MY WAY AROUND IT AND I AM SLOWY ADDING THINGS TO MY PROFILE AND MY JOURNAL AS YOU CAN SEE, THIS IS MY FIRST JOURNAL ENTRY. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME AND I WILL GET BACK WITH YOU AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE.
HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY
SARAH |
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