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Actions speak louder than words-
Years of work and an exuberant amount of had been spent on this one of a kind lavish dungeon. Virtually every item has been hand crafted by the best leathertoymakers in the industry. No cheap imitation leather or knockoffs here. Dozens a dozens of items are still brand new and never have been used with original tags still on them or are still are in their original boxes.
From the finest quality leather to iron restraints, sharps, impact toys... You name it. The bed, a king size temperpedic cloud lux with handmade linen sheets to the 8 speaker 3 subwoofer sorround sound and dont forget the numerous custom LED lights sorrounding the dungeon handmade dungeon furniture, hooks on the ceiling for partial suspension, restraints on every corner of the bed and even a real surgical table with full body restraints will give anyone an experience they will never forget.
Escape your reality and walk into to your dream.
(The pictures in my profile are of my actual playroom in my house.)
As for myself, I am a Masochist by nature and heart. I am also a switch at those special times and you can turn me into a slave when Im cuffed up. I do prefer to indulge myself with a Mistress, Dominatrix, and or Sadist.
I favor bondage, interrogation and the darker side of edge play being cut, knifeplay, choked, asphyxiated, fearplay....
Im different than most anyone, I dont seek the sexual desires. It is fun when i am in an involved sexual relationship with the person Im playing with otherwise I go into almost an immediate severe subdrop when the person who I played with departs after playtime thus unless my play partner is interested in dating or some type of relationship, sexual play is on the back burner..
With play partners I seek the pain and then the after care. It helps me mentally because of what Ive been through in life from when I was young to my later years. At those special times, to be broken down (usually pretty brutal) into a ball of mess and then seek the feeling of aftercare and just to be held and cared for, to let me know that everything will be okay.
On the lighter side, on happy days, I dont necessarily have to be beaten into oblivion. I enjoy bondage, being flogged, being choked and experimentingexploring other toysequipment that I have on any given day.
I am very reflective and I treat others they way I am treated.
I pass no judgement. In my mind, I do not see a separation of gender or race, poor or rich, educated or not. Not one is better than another or more deserving than the next. Everyone is born into this world naked and vulnerable. You are given the gift of a brain to make your own choices and decisions of who you are and who you become reguardless of your gender, gender identity, race, religion, background or other. I see you as the person you present to me and how you treat me, who you truely are.
The world that we are born into isnt perfect and things happen to us that are out of our control which ultimately deeply affects us. To me, playtime is a therapy where we can let go of all the things we jar up inside and keep to ourselves. From new unfortunate events to triggers that spur memories of past events that we dewll on or wish that hadnt occured. To allow our emotions to come out the anger, sadness, pain, regret, desperation... etc so that the next day we wake up feeling wonderful and can start anew.
I do adore strong dominant women who respect themselves and empower themselves to reach any goal that they set and strive to achieve.
I am not seeking to give or receive trade, barter, gift, compensation or other. I just want to try new experiences and have fun playing while meeting each others needs.
I do usually meet at least once in person prior to play for safety and get to know each other a little bit.
You may have moments where pain seems to have the upper hand. We all lose what we love, whether at a given moment or throughout a lifetime. I have come to realize that my greatest mistakes have been worthy of the pain that they have caused and I can continue to be my greatest even when the pain seems unbearable. I have definitely loved and lost, but that doesnt make me any different than the rest of you. Life is about tragedy, you become more human with every painful moment but achieve greatness through what you adapt to or become when you feel like all hope is lost.
Ive never been married and do not have kids.
My favorite interests bondage, breath play, knife play.
My hard limits scat, abandonment, humiliation and degradation.
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