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	I am seeking women with the need to be controlled and used as cum sluts. In saying that, I ideally would enjoy the use of a woman at my feet, but also a woman I could enjoy the vanilla world with as well. Age, race does not matter to me. I am a self made man, I do however raise my Grandson and my three youngest children so if that could be an issue then of course we could enjoy each others kinks, but my focus is being a father first and foremost. My children do not live with me full time, but do half time and my Grandson does live with me and my oldest daughter full time. When all is said and done he and her will live within their own home but for the foreseeable future they will live within my home. Also even though my ex and I are no longer together sexually and have not been for several years, she is the mother of my children. And she has been my friend long before we became a couple at age 18 and that will not change. So if you can see that to be an issue within a relationship with me then it would be best if you move on to the next profile, because I have no desire of changing that dynamic. I have and will remain having the up most respect for her I am not in love with her as a woman but as stated she is the Mother of my children and my friend. No ill will is between us we just simply decided we could not in good faith remain a couple because the passion and love we once felt was not there any longer and parted ways but remain partners when it comes to the day to day life of our children and family. I have taken a 4 year break from being involved with anyone. No I have not been a Saint but no commitments so I could decide what I want out of life and anyone involved in that life. Before that however since my ex and I parted ways I have had two long term relationships. One vanilla, the other was with a cum slut. The later I enjoyed far more and crave to have the best of both worlds. The vanilla person was very up tight sexually but she was wonderful to talk with, spend time with out and about. She enjoyed camping and fishing like I crave. She enjoyed being on my arm as we walked through the casinos in Vegas and Reno for example. But she did not enjoy my kinks. The Cum Slut relationship would have spent her entire life on her knees at my feet craving cum rushing down her throat, bound in my bed waiting for my attention. She enjoyed my way of deny her Cuming and then forcing her to cum on demand. She enjoyed when my hand or crop turned her ass to a nice pink color and her head banging against my head board. But she could not be trusted out and about, constantly flirting and cheating so I would punish her and it grew out the disrespect of me and my home I provided her. So what I am looking for is a lady when out unless I drag you off to some dark corner and use you as I wish, but a total submissive cum slut when alone. Someone I can speak with about current events and whatever in life and you be able to hold your own within the conversation. But someone who craves to be at the feet of her Master doing his will at the same time. If interest or if you just wish to chat feel free to contact me. One can not have too many friends in Life. My profile will be a work in progress and will add to and remove as I see fit. Master Sick.

2/28/2013 4:09:35 AM

I do not know if this is the proper place for this, but I am going to use this venue to have a place to vent. Put to pen what I am thinking, going through. For example this week I have been helping my children’s Mother pack and move along with work and raising my Grandson who lives with me. My ex was able to buy with my help a large older home in Indy. More room than we ever had during a marriage, 5 bedrooms, a office she will use to home school our three youngest children, a great room close to the size of my entire front of my home. And a separate living area, (similar to a mothers in law apartment) which my daughter and her choice has moved into with my other grandchild.

My oldest Son who also bought a home in Indy recently just found out he possibly has cancer throughout his body. He has fought diabitis since he was a child, and he has done wonderfully through that nightmare. He has always been brave, and positive. He works for a local company and has worked his way up through the ranks, has published several novels to date. And in his spare time has played as a extra in the Walking Dead Series, and is under contract to write a screen play for contacts he has made in Atlanta since becoming involved in that series last summer. As I am sure you can tell I am very proud of the boy. I comforted him today, and all I could do is hug him and assure him I have his back. I have been the same issue last year, the Cysts throughout my body was not cancer, but my right kidney it was, and they removed it, my gall bladder and part of my liver. So I know the fear he must feel, and wish I could take his pain and make this go away for him. I would gladly go through what I did last spring and summer so he would not have to go through it.

And on top of it, I have been fighting Colorado DHS to keep my Grandson here with me. I picked him up last Spring from Foster Care which he had lived in for 19 months. He was a scared tiny little rabbit, wouldn’t meet you eye to eye and speak. Had nightmares every night, he was 12lbs under weight at age 5 last spring. I nursed him back to physical health and emotional health. But Colorado will not let him go, and even though they have never found anything wrong in my life or character keep extended out the final court date I assume to hold on to the money they collect each month from the Feds to keep him in Foster Care. I will not give up, it’s not me and I will fight as long as it takes. But with everything else it is taxing at best.