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jamesxavierx
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| This user is soley the property of Sir Rapten. While she is stubborn, needy, naiive, clumsy, forgetful, selfish, and often plays dumb, she will never be mistaken for less than her Sires fool. If you wish to contact her you may find her under His hand, for no other less they be guided by His own will touch upon her. You may find her in his eye, for even when his back is turned she will always act as though he gazes upon her. You may find her napping with her head in His lap for even when she rest her head she hopes to be His pleasure box. You may find her at His feet, for the bitch is clumsy and on her knees is the only way she keeps up with His pace. These are her own words. Respect my will to kneel before Him or expect the deafdumbblind cunt to remain such.
I will not call myself a slave for I fall far from such beauty and grace. I hope to find myself there someday. I am nameless till He will name me before you.
I am here to learn more about the lifestyle through new acquaintances... Female subs/slaves humbly welcomed to share stories and experiences.
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I'm collared... Yes, He would have me, and I feel secured again.
So.... Now time to start planning for a costume... And planning for a new beginning. Final cut, make the grade.. Aspire, to grow..
I will be attending the winter fetish ball.. I'm so excited and honored to again wear my collar before the masses.
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Little words mean so much... |
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#Humble Princess
Well it's true!! I do love Him. No, the English langauge only has one word to communicate such a complex emotion. Still, it's true. Now that I have come clean of it I am so much happier. You dont need to accept it, respect it, appeal to it. Just You knowing is enough. I am Yours....... Even when you won't recieve me. |
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#OVERCOMING THE BREAKING POINT
Last night I found sleep to be quite elusive. I rotated pillows, layed in opposite directions. Turned this way and that way and the other again. Then I decided to set up hookah with tobacco plus other herbs, created an appropriate play list and...... "played". All the time meditating on my Sire, with skin white as jasmine. : ) Sleep overtook me all to abbruptly after. Your girl wants no other |
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#PRINCESS BITCH TODAY
No, I dont feel bad for giving the coffee girl my stank face and matching attitude. Cunt came in between me and my morning sugar dosage. She should be greatful she still has all ten of her dainty delicate digits. *LADY FINGERS, YUM*.
I was exhausted last nite and stumbled in bed after getting drenched in a flash flood. Nearly drowned getting out of the taxi and slushing around to find my phone which fell into a 15 inches of storm water. Then walked in and right up the stairs to peel off my dripping layers in the hallway before entering my room and passing out. I need to be bound and spanked with a firm hand on my bare bottom. I want my daddy..
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I'm torn between my roles in life. I don't want to be domme, Im tired of warrior princess... I wanna be a good girl. I long to surrender, but have few alternatives to fighting....... I miss Daddy. |
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The first day, of the rest of my life.... 8 )...
and I am, "Tragic Beautiful" |
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And then, as you enter my bedroom read, "all hope abandon ye who enter here"... Must be so |
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Okay..... What don't you get?... (long sigh) |
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Love me love me
Say that you love me
fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
So I cried and I begged for you to
Love me love me
Say that you love me
I dont care bout anything but you.... |
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It's always the little things I get caught up on, both when getting acquainted, and too when walking away. |
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Btw.... Cant wait... My costume for Saturday is bound to be pleasing....
Hint:
Some people stand in the darkness Afraid to step into the light Some people need to help somebody When the edge of surrender's in sight
Don't you worry It's gonna be alright Cause I'm always ready I won't let you out of my sight.
I'll be ready I'll be ready Never you fear No don't you fear I'll be ready Forever and always I'm always here.
In us we all have the power But sometimes it's so hard to see And instinct is stronger than reason It's just human nature to me
Don't you worry Its gonna be alright Cause I'm always ready I won't let you out of my sight.__ lyrics by David Hasselhoff
Gotta clue? Brownie points to who guesses my costume. |
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And so it is....
With every offense, I return wanting to try a little harder, bend a bit more. So a transformation is in the works. I've Faith that seeing this through will lead towards a more virtuous me. |
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The ancient story of Nandi's redemption
It is said that during a game of dice, Nandi the sacred bull complete devotee of the Lord Shiva was called upon to umpire. Shivas witty and virtuous consort Parvati defeated her husband, and clearly should have been named the winner. Nandi, in his utter devotion stated his master the victor and was then cursed by the beautiful Parvati to suffer and die from an incurable disease. "Blessed mother, wife of my Lord forgive me," cried Nandi. "It is for my Lord I live and life has purpose. He commands my path. I would surely lie again for His benefits no matter how vain. But must i suffer so severe a punishment for honoring the Lord we both serve. Please, do not condemn me for my devotion!"
And knowing in her heart such tribute she spoke in the loving but stern manner that does. "Nundi, soon comes the birthday of my son. On this day you will deliver to him that which brings you the most pleasure, and offer it willingly as his gift. And then you will live."
The month and the day came and surely Nundi was ready to keep his word. He had been resting for he had grown weak with the sickness of Parvatis curse, but he dare not graze. He went out into the rolling pastures and collected not some, but all the green grass he could carry upon himself, and in the heat of day journeyed to the home of his Lords holy family. Seeing the babe in his mothers arms, he layed the grass before him, and immediately felt relief not only of sickness, but too of heart.
The price of atonement is your own greatest pleasure sacrifed in the name of your lord. Do you remember mine, Sir? |
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There is a family of dragonflys who apparently designated my back yard as their clubhouse hangout. Its amusing. I dont know where they come from, but when they do they chase each other round and round up and down all within the perimeter of my backyard. I know what youre thinking.. SO WHAT?!.. Wait. Now the day i moved, there was a single dragonfly zipping aroud while i overlooked the guys loading up my uhaul. That was on the other side of the city. So i get here, and theres about a dozen of them the next morning, and at different times the past week or so..... Hmmmmm |
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I just told my best friend about O/our dynamic. She had been very concerned about "the way he treats," me. She was growing ill with him. At the same time, I grow more and more hungry for his eye, and his hand( both sides of it). I want more from this lifestyle, and though I may get less, I thought she should know. What a friend, not a twitch of her lip. I think she knew...... |
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| Age: 26 |
| Australia |
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