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Trying to 'enhance My calm'. Not working so well. |
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Step back in time to before you were conceived.... (if your mind cannot cope with that concept move on and come back when ready...)
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Before you were officially a "person", you were a sperm. At a distant time in the past, you were ejaculated and propelled from your father's penis.
You weren't alone either - you had other sperm for company.
How many? A thousand? 10 Million? How about 500 Million.... and only one of them - YOU - made it to the finishing post.
Take a moment to grasp the immensity of this incredible event. Its an awesome concept... a concept that is proved to be true by the simple fact that you are here, reading this. Before you were even born you were selected to be put on this little blue marble floating in space....
You out-swam, out-matched and out-maneuvered 500 MILLION other sperm competing for the same prize. You went through the wringer and came out swinging. You come from a legacy of greatness, beating 500 million other sperm AS YOUR FIRST ACT.
You were born to conquer - you beat half the population of China and double the population of the United States of America simply to be born.... before you did anything else. You defied astronomical odds simply to achieve LIFE.
You're reading this because in the opening scene of your life you kicked some serious arse. Forget marathons with 100,000 people or boxing fights where one person fights another. You conquered five million or so other sperm for first place.
Why? Who knows yet it is jaw-droppingly incredible that you are here, reading this.
The longer you live, the longer you defy the odds. If you've made it through birth, early childhood, teenage-hood and finally became an adult, you are doing FANTASTIC. You have cemented your place in the world amongst the elite.
It's easy to get caught up feeling sorry for yourself, wishing you had or were something else... feeling helpless, complaining, being negative and otherwise being totally average.
Hell, it's what most people do.
You better start taking yourself seriously.
You have an enormous amount of unrealised potential.
Are you gonna let it sit there, untouched, or will you give your gift to the world in all its glory?
Stop doubting yourself.
Stop talking yourself down.
Stop trying to be humble and start letting your light shine.
Stop minimising your achievements to make others feel comfortable.
Stop trying to be small and unnoticed and instead be yourself.
Remember - you beat 500 million other sperm for a *reason*.
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You are reading this.... ask yourself - why, what brought you here and for what.....
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500 million sperm it turns out, not 10 million. , but same idea. |
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Seriously thinking of getting an au-pair in for a few days. *Mostly* housework... msg for details / read |
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+++ Spot mark for future edit here +++
Turns out I'm shit @ predictions.
IDEAS
FOC Au-Pair for a week. Yum + a clean house. Double yummie..... might have to take a few days of work for 'educational' reasons ;)
c - ???
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Just decided I'm an 'eyes' man. You know - some are 'boob' men, or 'legs men'....
If eyes are a window to the soul as they say then .... Wow. |
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Thought for the day.....
I wish I could find the profile that had the original quote for this one so I could quote it properly..
It went something like - "Remember that you were all once in a race with 10 million other sperm cells and (for some reason), you beat the others and were born into existence".
Paraphrasing it as best I can remember.
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Unrelated to life style but for some reason often asked about favourite song. For some reason never could answer that till now - the definitive answer is -
Crockets' Theme by Jan Hammer (or at least the first 1:20 of it).
The bass line stirs the left side of Me - the haunting melody stirs and provokes the right side of Me. Plus I'm a 80's sort guy ;)
Hey - it's late and been a long week - but made a decision to leave this one up here for some reason. Maybe in a few years time I will read back on this and smile.
++ Edit - for some reason hit delete and cancel +++ |
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Starting to have a little more faith in the web-site. Sure there are weirdos, fakes, haters and other types of idiots here BUT - the majority of people that I have interacted with so far have been great, so who knows what the future might hold? |
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(15/1/2012, PM) Just back from a weekend playing in the Midlands. Physically feel much better - but emotionally wished I hadn't bothered.... Just feel so empty inside... never was comfortable playing with anothers toys. |
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So - just worked My way through the online chat thing - Very dissapointed. Run it through the web site and get loads of "flash" ads from Alt.com (fair enough, you gotta pay for BW somehow)..... but turns out that even though it takes a REGISTERED nick to get in - you can change it to "hotsexygurl" easy as typing it.... WHAT IS THE POINT OF THAT?
Enforcing registration is a *good* thing.... being able to change it at will makes the whole thing pointless to the extreme. |
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