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I've been on this site on and off (mostly off) for the past 6 years. I like the feeling I get from talking to and making friends with people who are involved in this lifestyle, especially since I'm from a small city and find it important to be discreet. There are only so many ways of meeting others interested in D/s and this is the method I prefer :)
I'm drawn to people who are open and honest, sincere, genuine and kind hearted. I like people who look beyond the surface and take the time and effort to really get to know someone. It shows a lot about what kind of person they are and what they're really looking for.
I appreciate the small things in life and hope to meet others who feel the same. I try not to take anything for granted and to enjoy what I have instead of focusing on what I don't have, even when that's hard to do.
It feels like it's been forever since this side of me has been focused on and fulfilled. More and more I feel like I need it in my life and don't want to have to push it to the side or ignore it. I've had vanilla relationships and they've been good...but I need that deep connection, that indescribable trust, that it seems only D/s relationships bring.
I am shy and reserved at first, I don't trust easily and am skeptical of people's true intentions, but I try not to let that get in the way of the opportunity to meet great people. This is why I prefer talking with those who are patient and sincere and who like to take the time to really get to know me. I just find that so much more rewarding...
What I really want is to have that deep connection with someone, to give myself to them completely, knowing I'll be taken care of and never neglected. I want to learn and experience and do my best to be obedient and to please that person in return. I want our relationship to be a priority to both of us, which means putting effort into making sure it's not taken for granted and that we're constantly working at communicating and being open with eachother. I believe this exists, although I've never truly experienced it or even witnessed it. I don't want to give up hope that it's possible...
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