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I've reached a point in my life, whereas, I'm seeking fulfillment. I hold a degree, after the holidays, I'll be returning to a classroom. I love my job/career, I can appreciate my vanilla lifestyle...my family is my life. The bond of friendship, without head games...a committment that involves structure. A divine friendship of trust, honesty and I dare say...sexual pleasure. From what little experience I have within the lifestyle, I know this type of friendship can be enjoyed. It won't happen overnight. How does a person reach this decision? Trials and tribulations...having been married, divorced with no children...having placed myself into the dating arena; I seek an avenue of understanding. In other words, my heart is leading me in this direction. My luggage is empty, I carry no baggage...I'm very happy and content with my life. The question I face...will I find a person (female) a couple that will invite me into their lives? Family...a family setting and yet, my purpose will be to serve. I would hope that I could continue teaching, to assist with the household. I'm seeking a person (s) that is secure within their life. Life is meant to be enjoyed and perhaps, we can find this meaning together? I'm troubled with the idea of downloading a photo. I would be more than happy to share myself, my photo to those who show an interest in knowing me...as a friend, as a woman...as a slave.
9/6/2007 5:49:33 AM
To all who have contacted me...no, I didn't move back to Calif.  My contract was re-negotiated and so, I'm very happy to say...I still reside in Texas.
This has been quite a journey.  To meet with someone, only to see...that the photo's I received weren't genuine.
I'm not looking for perfection.  I'm not perfect...still, I believe in honesty. 
I've been doing alot of soul searching as of late...I even tried the vanilla path.  Dating a vanilla man...just doesn't quench the happiness I seek in life.
I realize more than ever, that the lifestyle will be a part of my life.  More than a lifestyle...to know her name, their name...to serve in an unconditonal way and manner. 
It will come to be...
5/22/2007 5:08:01 AM
I'm sensing that my letters are not being received and truthfully speaking, many wonderful people have contacted me.  I'm moving back to Calif. at some point during this summer.  Please include your e-mail address...I will respond in kind.