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not looking as im owned by shadowinoz

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10/4/2006 2:46:36 AM
part two of the life of rose lol sounds so silly but Sir has required i write so write i will.

Spent alot of time in chatrooms trying to find where i fit in.  Filling in the fetsh checklist was fun some things i had never even heard of.  Still have no idea on some of them but have changed that list several times as i tried new things and discovered oh boy i liked em.

First time i ever experienced any BDSM play was at a club tied to a cross topless blindfolded and flogged wow took 3 days to come down i know it doesnt seem much but to have come from vanilla house wife to that was huge for me.  grins more later

9/23/2006 10:18:43 PM
A new task Master has set me, to add at least one journal entry a week to my profile on my journey as a sub/slave.  First few entries will be catch ups so Y/you who read this can get to know me a little.  i look forward to sharing my journey with those of You who keep coming back

my journey really begins in the middle rather than at the begining thought the early years helped form the person i have become today.  i have no shame in admitting i am submissive and i dont really care what 'those' (vanilla)  people think of me.
this journey is so fill of self exploration for me at times i must admit to wanting to run away and hide often thinking of quitting but knowing i would not be true to myself if i did.


as a kid i was always one for seeing to other peoples needs first, making sure others were happy, helping where i could.
never saw it as anything until i discovered the world of D/s and through research and exploration i found myself i wasnt wierd or odd i was a submissive.  Finally i had purpose.  More next time lol bye for now

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susansmett
 
 Age: 38
  Texas