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i am teresa, property of Shadowcat666. I was mostly into role play in the past, however now that i have moved on to real time i would prefer true training and learning experiences. i know a fair amount of Gor and what it is to be a kajira, many things dealing with clothing, grace and sensuality over sexuality and heat, serving, dancing, etc. My knowledge is not that of a 20 year hard core RL only kajira however it is building day by day.
i am 18 years old and i found the Gorean lifestyle at the age of 15. In training myself and learning from others as I traveled through the pathway of my journeys, i met many helpful people and many people who were obstacles. I would like to learn more of the psychological effects and philosophical effects of Gor.. what impact both aspects give to any person in the lifestyle and ways to overcome or learn from them with ease as well.
I aspire to become a Psychologist within the next 10 years after attaining something between my CNA and RN to be able to gain an extra financial support in my life while seeking education for a PhD in psychology. As for now I am seeking a new job and preparing myself for my GED and for my license to drive as well.
in many of the things i have said and done i have made myself appear a fool simply because of.. and not to pin it all on this one particular thing, but mostly due to training or lack there of in this case. I have proper goals and teachers now to look forward to and plan to present myself in a manner which will at very least show others and myself that i am not in this simply because it is here.
I will become the best, or at least one of the best. i would like to take this opportunity to give thanks to Cienna for aiding me in coming to this decision, for all of her assistance as well. Many of my thanks also extend to my own Master and then my father, topsarge3, as well as many other Free persons who have helped me along the way. there are many many names to list but they all know who they are. either way that is who i am and how i plan to achieve the goals i have set for myself.
------------------------Why im here---------------------------
i want a friend not with benifits. someone that i can depend on to be there for
me and talk to me about the things that we may both have in common or things that we may debate over. I would like to find someone who i can actually have a conversation with without them trying to pull me from my own comfort zone.. i do have restrictions and will not hesitate to state them to any and all who do not know already.
i seek a mentor or trainer. i have found a trainer finally and im sure that she will teach me well and help to mold me into something even more beautiful than what i already am. i also look for someone that i can go to that my Master accepts for advice and their opinion on what they would do in a certain situation. someone that wont take to their advantage things they know about me and use them against me to gain what they want.
As far as what i would like to show here on it goes as follows: i would like the chance to show what i know instead of what i have been trained... i have called myself many things and in the past thought that was what slavery was about. it is not about being a whore nor about being beaten, degraded, and humiliated. I have learned that it is more like a state of mind.. a point of living. it is freedom and in the same breath it is captivating. which is okay. I have realized now that i do not need all of what i thought i did before. all i need is my Master, my knowledge, and my friends.
i am here to explore and learn about Gor. i will act as a kajira and do all of the things that a kajira does with pride and loyalty. I will receive all knowledge and tools provided to me to create the best kajira possible from myself. I know what is expected of me and will strive to accomplish each and every order and expectation with grace. I would like to learn much more than what i know now however i am not sure where to begin.
the biggest reason that i am here is to meet new people and explore myself and all of the things that i do and do not like. i am here also to find things that may perhaps build upon my character, things that will bring me to the ultimate submission i crave to offer.I am also looking for new and exiting ways to please my Master and remind Him each day the reason He chose me out of the many He thought of collaring.
------------Ya know what really grinds my gears?---------------------
ah the famous question from peter griffin haha gotta love family guy.
the things that upset me and piss me off about people.
1) Liars Cheaters and Thieves (LIFE LONG DISPISE!)
i cant stand those who lie or cheat or steal it is low and wrong.
2) those who question what others like and bash on it
if you dont like it dont look and there are no issues, dont go hatin on others
just because they dont like what you like or you dont like what they like. there
are no two persons exactly alike. there is ALWAYS something that makes each person different and that is what makes us exiting and beautiful true to who we are.
3) people who think they are better than everyone else
to those people like i said before nobody is the same and nobody is perfect.
accept who others are because where you think you are perfect and have no flaws another person could easily point yours out to you
4) i hate it when people use my age or experiance especially when they know fuck all about it to play against me in a game or piss contest i should call it of i know more than you so you are in no position to correct me. >.< people no matter their age at least learn i am only reminding you of what you may have forgotten or what you neglect to see
FAVORITE SAYINGS/Motto's/Words to live by
---- slave litteny----
He is Master i am slave
He is owner i am owned
He commands i obey
He is to be pleased i am to please
Why is this?
because He is Master, i am slave.
-----Assasins of Gor-------
Q: what are you?
A: i am a slave girl, Master.
Q: What is a slave girl?
A: A girl who is owned, Master
Q: Why do you wear a brand?
A: To show that I am owned, Master
Q: Why do you wear a collar?
A: That men may know who owns me, Master
Q: What does a slave girl want more tham anything?
A: To please men, Master
Q: What are you?
A: I am a slave girl, Master
Q: What do you want more than anything?
A: To please men, Master
QUOTES
"In denying it we deny our nature. In betraying it we betray no one but ourselves. The master will never be happy until he is a master. The slave will never be happy until she is a slave. It is what we are."
Page 159 - Explorers of Gor
"Is it not safer to cower in the caves of lies than to stand upon the cliffs of truth, surveying the world? Yet when one stands in the sunlight, and feels the winds of reality, how dank and shameful seem the dark shelters of falsehood, and how foolish it seems then to have once feared daylight and fresh air."
Page 103 - Fighting Slave of Gor
"The 97th Aphorism in the Codes I was taught," I said, "is in the form of a riddle: "What is invisible but more beautiful than diamonds?" "And the answer?" inquired Labenius. "That which is silent but deafens thunder." The men regarded one another. "And what is that?" asked Labenius. "The same," said I, "as that which depresses no scale but is weightier than gold." "And what is that?" asked Labenius. "Honor," I said."
Page 304-305 - Vagabonds of Gor
"You may judge and scorn Goreans as you wish. Know as well however that they judge and scorn you. They fulfill themselves as you do not. Hate them for their pride and power they will pity you for your shame and weakness."
Page 11 - Beasts of Gor
"Do not ask the stones or the trees how to live, they can not tell you ; they do not have tongues; do not ask the wise man how to live for, if he knows , he will know he cannot tell you; if you would learn how to live , do not ask the question; its answer is not in the question but in the answer, which is not in words; do not ask how to live, but, instead, proceed to do so."
Page 9 - Magicians of Gor
"More than one master, I suspect, has been enslaved by the beauty who kneels before him. It is one of the excruciating delights of the mastery to expose oneself fully to, and yet skirt, the dangers of the girl"s beauty, to keep oneself strong, to draw the absolute fullness of pleasure from her, and yet to resist her wiles, to get everything from her, and yet to keep her on her knees, completely."
Page 36 - Slave Girl of Gor
The greatest obstacle to discovery is not ignorance; it is the illusion of knowledge.
—Daniel J. Boorstin
If you don’t make mistakes, you’re not working on hard enough problems. And that’s a big mistake.
—Frank Wilczek
Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow.
Melody Beattie
Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.
Anthony Robbins
When one door of happiness closes, another opens; But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
Helen Keller
One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.
Ida Scott Taylor
It’s not the critic that counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena.
Theodore Roosevelt
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