It has taken me thirty four years to come this close to finally realizing just how much I have grown, what I have become, and what I have had to lose and sacrifice just to be here. The scars that I carry are the stitched seams that keep me clothed in shadows and I will only allow those that I have taken the time to know ( or they me ) the allowance to see inside me. This is my profile however so there MUST be something for you to read in order to judge me and my character by so here goes.
I carry the mark of a double pisces, sensitive, artistic, creative, and romantic. I LOVE the Violin. Lindsey Stirling is actually one of my favorite artists. I have OCD when it comes to keeping things neat, and clean. I believe if you have the energy to dirty it then you have the energy to clean it. Soap, water, and sponge. It is not that difficult. I am submissive in the sense that if you earn my heart and service that I will pull my out of its socket just to ensure that you have a clean home. However, if your house is the type that brooms run away from and soap hangs from a distance, expect that I will be cleaning within reason my way and with a few demands here and there.
I have an issue taking criticism and that is only because of both issues dealing with my past and the neglect and/or the blindness towards what good I have done. I believe everyone is a chess piece and unless you know how people move and which way they move, you had better quit thinking that there is a victory for you amongst a circle of friends. The only thing waiting for you is a knife in the back from those you have taken advantage of and treated poorly. Now despite all this, if you are willing to both TELL me "and" SHOW me what I have done wrong while also teaching me how to correct said mistake then criticism no longer becomes an issue.
For the moment I am not looking for anyone to serve. I have a lovely partner in real life who has changed aspects of her lifestyle just to better allow me to heal and love her in return. For the most part she is eighty-five percent girl friend and fifteen percent Domme. I am not collared but what need for one when the one around my heart is the ONLY true one that actually matters.
I am not online on a frequent basis so please do not expect to see me everyday. I have a real life doing what it is that I do and I believe in business before pleasure. When I am online, I am mostly seeking someone to chat with and "maybe" flirt with. Occasionally I will allow myself to serve someone online but that is and will only happen if I elect to do so and if "we" connect.
I am not into women younger than myself and more or less gravitate by women that are older than myself. I grew up fast and so consequently I can most certainly hold a "mature" conversation about several hundred topics other than sex. Immaturity is a HUGE turn off to me. Silliness is one thing and acceptable, but immaturity is whole different critter.
I look forward to speaking with you if you have gotten this far in reading my profile and may the fates allow me to keep such friendship with you if the day unites us.
4/12/2013 4:29:22 PM
If anyone would be so kind as to please give me a step by step on what hoops I need to jump thru just to chat here please send a message. I have irc and mirc and have changed servers and I still cannot connect. <facepalm>
