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| My mind is German, my roots are Latin-American, my soul is Zen and my heart is that of a Gypsy and maybe of a slave...dunno yet, trying to figure that out *g*
My new year's resolution brought me here, let's see how long I stay before shy away *eyeroll*
Oh...if you want to know me, well, I try to blog (also a new year's resolution) at shadowdancing . tumblr . com
My mind is very active and needs input, so diminishing me only into a "sex slave" or "service girl" wouldn't work with me - I get crazy. I guess I am one of those "high maintainance" people, talking to me can be very easy and funny, but I also need deeper, life questioning conversations after which you need to have a break for talking that heavy stuff (even though its fun, fun, fun).
Also trying to demand from me things right from the beginning without any further getting-to-know time leaves me scared and I usually run away screaming. Trying not to do that too often, but it's just habit *lol*
I am also not the most confident person out there, like everybody else I have my issues I have to work with. For me it is not easy to trust someone with my "inner self" that fast - just give it time. Also I need to be the one and only to get confident. I do not say that this has to be forever, but right now it is needed.
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