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| I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, and possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. (quoted)
I am not looking for any Dom Males or Dom Cpls.
I have my Sir. I am looking to chat with other sisters, learn more and chat.
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Sir has been binding me nightly now for bed, and i can't explain how much i am loving this, i usded to be an insomniac and now 15 mins after Sir lays me beside him and fixes my pillows and blankets i am sound asleep. I find an amazing calm with my ropes, tranquility ad security. Sir is beside me, i can feel the warmth of his skin against mine and the constant pressure of my bonds remind me that i am safely tucked away next to him. Every fel like this? That is, feel the need to be in full bondage but not have it to do with anything sexal other then how sexy a woman looks with ropes caressing her skin,,,, |
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last night i finally asked for something i wanted, i have always had a hard time doing that, just always seem to come natural to do what i was tolf, or what my Dom wanted, anyways last night I told Sir about ow much i like to be bound and that i wished to be bound more often for long periods of time and that there need not be anything sexual about it, i just want to be kept bound and so he humored me, after we played he took me up to the bed and bound me, just a simple binding, not overly tight for the first time i spenta night sleeping amongst ropes. So he bound my wrists infront of me and to my my ankles which were bound to so all i could do was lie on my back and if i wiggled just right my side.
For v-day i bought Sir some new toys for us to play with, one being a newset of nipple clamps which actullay are tiny ropes seured to my nipples instead of clams, which i love, they don't come off, they don't slip. I found with actally clapms Sir often had to reattatch them, with these new clamps also came a device for my clit, something i had NEVER worn before, i have never had anthing attatched to my clit untl i bought these for Sir's toy box... i shyly asked him after he bound me if he would put the nipple clamps and the clit device on me aswell ( i fell in love with the clit thing the moment he put it on my the first time) and he happily did so, so i spent the night with these and my restraints on.
I DID manage to escape his bed and hop to the stairs where i slid down carefully. while managing to arrange myself in the computer chair i discovered a way to escape. i really had only planned to speak with another sub or two and asdk them how they deal with a constant physical reminder when they need to sleep...
because no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get past the excitement of the ropes and that torturous litle clit devive which i could use to bring me near orgasm if i flexed my pelvic muscles, but once i realized i coul;d escape i spent another 45 mins staring at my ropes, taking tem half off without untieing then slidg them back, i really wanted to get out of the ropes, not to be free but to show Sir he had better find a better way to bind me, though i know that would have got me flogged real well, at the same time i know he did a light job of binding me since it was my first entire night tied up and he didn't want me to cramp or lose cirrculation.... but now i am intrigued..... since i LOVE to be bound, if i sit and think about how i am tied like i did last night, can i escape something more difficult, i think its becoming my new obsession, escape MAsters bonds.
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Well hello A/all, its been awhile since i visted the site and life leads me back here once again. i see many new faces which is always good, would be terrible to live in a closet sexually, so i just wanted to say hello to E/everyone and send out best wishes for the new year, i hope to chat with Y/you soon.... |
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