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We will be having fetish meetups here in Austin, I will also be having Sensual Healing Meetings........... to explore all aspects of sensuality and spirituality |
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I have relocated to Austin and am enjoying this city more than I have any other. I am doing private training sessions and cucking my husband. I have a SensualHealing meetup groupl here in Austin and we are exploring all aspects of Sensuality and styles. |
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I am in Waco Texas right now. Anyone want to spoil me and take me to dinner tonight? |
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Many Blessings!!!! Need slave to come do my yard and pool TODAY!!!!! |
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Live in the REAL World Guys..... |
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If you don't believe in yourself how do you expect others to believe in you?
We are going out to the Rail's Head tonight if anyone wants to come by and say Hi |
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My last entry...... people dont give a shit anymore. I am hitch hiking to vegas tomorrow. you have all become sheep that pretend to be others and all you can do is tell me your fetishes. fuck off and get out in the real world |
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hmmmmmmmmm such a naughty girl in the bible belt...... naughty girl thats only vice is that I love who I am....... Guilt trips never work on me....ask my mom!!!!! hehehehehehehe
Luis, I watched all those shows and caught all the messages. Is the game over yet? |
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Just a Quick Good Morning to all........... and thank you for all the words of support |
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Lets try something absolutely new. Lets meet and have some fucking fun! Lets plan a party. A Texas Freaks aNd MisFits Ball! Why should Vegas have all the Fun???? I been so serious trying to get this fucking business off the ground that I forgot who I am......I am a partying bitch that loves fucking freaks, trannies, sex addicts and All other Americans! And we are going to do it in a small Southern Town in Texas! email me for more info |
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I get it loud and clear, I have no business in business. Too many months on this obsession..... and no life. Anyone want to play real world? I wanna go have fun and say screw it. One of my favorite hookers said it perfect today. If they arent feeding you, funding you or paying to fuck you........FUCK Them. And that is exactly how I feel. I get 500 stupid emails aday and maybe 1 real one...what a waste of life hours. How many hours do you spend here on fantasy hours rather than finding a real Domme? I have 50 fucking IM's from idiots that think they are going to get to wack off to whatever I type. Fuck that. If I had the friggin money to get out and enjoy the world I would. You fuckers sitting out there and not even realizing that there is life out there amazes me. I am watching dirt poor people enjoy more life than the well off on their computers! And Guess what they have REAL Sex. |
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I got 20 emails asking me not to leave Texas.... I can't make a living here and there are no people that believe in me enough to invest in my dreams. I know for a fact that if I had money that I would invest in dreamers and not big companies. Dreamers are the ones that have a stake at what they are doing. |
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I got 20 emails asking me not to leave Texas.... I can't make a living here and there are no people that believe in me enough to invest in my dreams. I know for a fact that if I had money that I would invest in dreamers and not big companies. Dreamers are the ones that have a stake at what they are doing. |
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There are No Accidents...... there is always a reason for things that happen. There are innocent victims, that should never be left to suffer. A Persons lworth should not be measured at their death.
What you give when your alive speaks so much more than what you give after. Set the world straight while your alive. Bad things will always be a part of the good things and what does not kill you makes you so strong. i am a living testement to that.
I have been manipulated by some really bad people that saw me as a gold mine. They wanted what I had so bad that they were willing to kill me for it. But some amazing intervention came along. I still lost everything, but I have also gained so much. You see, I found worth. not as Vegas Adult Talent and Production, but as Carla Holland-Strange |
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I really want a Goddess Temple to be honest.... my wellness retreat would make the perfect Goddess Temple. A place of Love and Healing |
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BE Fucking Literal! I am sick of messages and hints! I want out of this I am NOT happy, and I have earned a fucking break. I am about to go to bed and stay there, Waiting for signs is wasting my life! I would have started hitching except for the puppies, life on hold is no life at all. I have always lived life, but I always have to sacrifice my loves to do it..... my background as a country girl, my morals as an old-fashioned person, my beliefs in God and Country, truly knowing that friends and family are more important than anything else in the entire world......... all to do what I truly love.
I am an escort and an adult producer/agent...... and I am proud of it! Other people can make it an ugly thing...... with taking advantage of children, robbing clients, disease. What about us that do all of this because we love it? I mean I enjoy laying in bed and listening to everything pour out of a client that needs to vent and there isnt anyone to vent to.
Who can you tell that you miss the closeness of your mate? or that your embarassed because your penis doesn't get as hard anymore, or you like dressing up like the opposite sex...........soon as this world realizes that sex is NOT a nasty thing, but a very HEALTHY Wonderful thing we will heal as a Country and a People!
Things are shoved into "closets" because they are not socially acceptable. My own mother would not kiss me because she found out that I loved oral sex, that is like telling someone that they are filthy.
Everyone tells me that I am in this situation because of the lifestyle and profession that I chose, it isn't! Yes I trusted the wrong people.......and lost everything..... BUT that is who I am.
Sitting here right now I look back and see soo much that I woulldn't have without this journey. It has been a painful journey but one of a lot of personal realizations of who I am and the things that I will never settle for. I want and will have my dreams, my friends, someone to really love for the right reasons..... Don't get me wrong I want money, I want success...........BUT I won't settle to get it.
If I found the perfect cucks can you imagine the life that we would have? |
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BE Fucking Literal! I am sick of messages and hints! I want out of this I am NOT happy, and I have earned a fucking break. I am about to go to bed and stay there, Waiting for signs is wasting my life! I would have started hitching except for the puppies, life on hold is no life at all. I have always lived life, but I always have to sacrifice my loves to do it..... my background as a country girl, my morals as an old-fashioned person, my beliefs in God and Country, truly knowing that friends and family are more important than anything else in the entire world......... all to do what I truly love.
I am an escort and an adult producer/agent...... and I am proud of it! Other people can make it an ugly thing...... with taking advantage of children, robbing clients, disease. What about us that do all of this because we love it? I mean I enjoy laying in bed and listening to everything pour out of a client that needs to vent and there isnt anyone to vent to.
Who can you tell that you miss the closeness of your mate? or that your embarassed because your penis doesn't get as hard anymore, or you like dressing up like the opposite sex...........soon as this world realizes that sex is NOT a nasty thing, but a very HEALTHY Wonderful thing we will heal as a Country and a People!
Things are shoved into "closets" because they are not socially acceptable. My own mother would not kiss me because she found out that I loved oral sex, that is like telling someone that they are filthy.
Everyone tells me that I am in this situation because of the lifestyle and profession that I chose, it isn't! Yes I trusted the wrong people.......and lost everything..... BUT that is who I am.
Sitting here right now I look back and see soo much that I woulldn't have without this journey. It has been a painful journey but one of a lot of personal realizations of who I am and the things that I will never settle for. I want and will have my dreams, my friends, someone to really love for the right reasons..... Don't get me wrong I want money, I want success...........BUT I won't settle to get it.
If I found the perfect cucks can you imagine the life that we would have? |
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CAN SOMEONE HELP ME WRITE A BUSINESS PLAN? |
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I want to start a clinic for sensual, spiritual and wellness healing, a place where we can get understanding on who we are and what our purposes are. A place that you know that your ok as long as you don't harm or take advantage. Alot of people hide in these forums because society has taught them that our fetishes are sick... I am a nudist and my own family thinks that is just gross (I think I am a hottie so fuck em)
God knows what they would say to cuckoldry.... hehehehehehehe
I know that as Goddess or Cuckoldress that I am proud of who and what I am. |
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hmmmmmmmmmmm so many lies. amazes me that anyone is soooo bored that they would play mind games ... money apparently does not make johnny a happy sub. LMAO I am poor as hell right now and see you dumbasses that believe your fantasy life will ever make you happy! You top from the bottom to make yourself stay supreme........ but you will always be alone without a Domme that gives a fuck about you. You need to crush a Domme female to believe that you have balls? You can only crush people that care about you....why would I care about liars? |
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A True Cuckoldress that has been thrown to the hells of a Southern Family that does not understand me at all. But it seems that neither do Cucks! If you can't work with my needs above all else why bother writing me? I Do Not need a TOILET! Leather is too frigging Hot and NOT my style. Caring Domination means thatI want to love and respect my cucks....... and yes I said CUCKS as in more than ONE. If you need online fantasy "Go AWAY" I will give you my phone number ONCE.....no call.... don't email me again! All I want is to be spoiled loved, respected and UNDERSTOOD and you can't do that from a distance. |
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A True Cuckoldress that has been thrown to the hells of a Southern Family that does not understand me at all. But it seems that neither do Cucks! If you can't work with my needs above all else why bother writing me? I Do Not need a TOILET! Leather is too frigging Hot and NOT my style. Caring Domination means thatI want to love and respect my cucks....... and yes I said CUCKS as in more than ONE. If you need online fantasy "Go AWAY" I will give you my phone number ONCE.....no call.... don't email me again! All I want is to be spoiled loved, respected and UNDERSTOOD and you can't do that from a distance. |
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hmmmmmmm almost done with this site. Not really found a true cuckold here that understands my wants and needs. A bunch of toilets but that is so not my thing! oh and what part of I am not ooking for penpals do you not understand? |
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We Open April First.........Dungeon won't be ready till a month after that
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Getting Closer to the Grand Opening ...I am so Excited! We are building the new dungeon..... any ideas? |
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Lifestyle and Adult Industry Party this weekend......email me for more info
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I have been in the hospital for the last couple of weeks,,,,,,,,,so if anyone wrote and I did not respond................OH FUCKING WELL
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Merry Christmas or any Holiday you choose |
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New Photos....Ya got to ask for them like a good boy |
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I need a slave! I work too hard to scrub these floors........comeon little naughty bitch you need to scrub my toilet |
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Time for a partyyyyyyyy swingers/lifestyle party tonight!!!!!!!! |
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Well it is Fri the 21 and We open tonight I am thrilled................ vegascluberotica dot com |
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My adult lifestyles club starts this weekend in Vegas!!!!! BDSM, Swingers, All Lifestyles Welcome |
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Well still alive but they let him out of the nuthouse yesterday. Been working on casting the pilot for the reality show...... need to get out and have some fun. |
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My Gawd I have had a Lifetime movie of the Week horror week.......... Ex Hubby and Fired Porn wanna be put a hit on me |
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Found the "cost" of the new house was too much. and decided to hold off. I am going on tour soon and will wait till after AVN to make my choices.
Still no hope in finding a loving cuckold relationship |
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Lmao........guess no one reads anymore. still getting idiots that think I am going to support them and give it to them up the as* Look if any of you that respond to me can read, then read my friggin profile. I have a toilet..dont need one. i want a CUCKOLD look it up fucktards |
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Ok guys, I am getting tired of the fantasy seekers. I am looking for a REAL Cuckold/slave relationship. No long distance fantasy. And if anyone else tells me they want to be 24/7 and me support us I will hunt you down and dip your balls in battery acid. And as for the freak that keeps asking me to kill him, I am turning you in for wanting to endanger yourself....what happened to safe and sane on here?
Fucktard and I got our divorce finalized on 911 and that made me really think. See he wanted to live out his fantasies before he even knew that he would like them. and that brought me alot of pain. If you write me please be sure of who you are in your lifestyle choices.
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Well bummer, I am tickled that I lost the 57 pounds lately, but none of my sexy stuff fits anymore |
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Gosh along time since I logged in .... the "slave" turned out to be an idiot.
I really do need a service slave to keep my house clean....and my body worshipped.
No topping from the bottom like that idiot |
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I met my slave 3 months ago on here......amazing how time flies. I had given up when he emailed me wanting to buy my drinks at the kinky karnival.........but to be honest........as much as we adore each other......there is room for one more in our life....we have a very loving home, where servitude is all that is expected |
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OH MYYYYYYYYYY I am moving into a new home and am looking for a couple of SUB roomates.......non smoking and tidy a must |
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Good Morning my darlings......been awhile since I posted. I have been so busy. I got a new car and I am trying to get out of this tiny apartment since I don't get enough privacy here.
I did go to the Munch on Fri. night and met some really great "real" people..it was great |
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Well it has still not been good in the Cuckold search.....I am a total BITCH and Do not like all the friggin typing that they need to get off at my time and patience.
You fake sissy sluts are making me mean again. I am about ready to take on a couple of slaves just to take my distain out on.
All I wanted when I joined here was a loving cuckold marriage......but most have made a mockery out of this. |
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More and more Idiots....I love fuckin dicks........but you give one out and it makes idiots,,,,,,I HAVE BEEN SO ABUSED HERE......dickedheads get real.........i am a great domme,,,,,,,,,,,,,,no fantasy |
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