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I so love intelligent strong women and being able to connect on different levels. In the daily vanilla world my life is challenging and rewarding but deep with me is my true inner submissive nature craving to serve, to explore and grow and most importantly to please. |
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What a roller coaster this site has been the past couple of days. So very frustrating to say the least. I hope it has settled down now so that communications can resume. |
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My desires consume me and I so wish I would meet an intelligent strong woman where we connect on all levels and I can let go and give myself to her. I crave to be owned |
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It is an interesting conflict for someone like myself. I am seen as confident and even strong in my day to day life yet there is my deep inner desires to meet someone who is intelligent and strong where we connect both mentally and physically and I can let go and submit. |
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I realize that as a sub I must be patient and wait for the time when a Domme wishes to talk with me. I crave that so very much though and needless to say patience is a real challenge. Even so I know the reward at the end of the day makes it all worth while |
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what is interesting is that in the day to day world I am not at all seen as being submissive. I have held leadership positions and led several hundred employees. I am seen as someone people go to for decisions and more. Yet even so I have this burning void within me longing to be taken into service |
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I truly crave the day when I meet a Domme where we connect both mentally and physically and she takes me into her service. That will be the happiest day of my life without a doubt and I will be one very lucky happy man |
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Meeting someone where the connection both mentally and physically is there and where I can then let go of control is so very difficult. Submission is truly a gift yet so difficult to give |
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Pain is not always of the physical sense but rather in the mental loss |
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How painful it is to meet someone you are so drawn to and wish to serve but to not have the chance. Life does not always provide that which we crave |
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I continue my search and am learning more about both myself and others along the way. So many seem to be game players and not take BDSM seriously for what it is and give it a bad rap. I know there is more to it though and how submitting control can be so freeing. To have an intelligent strong woman take control of me and to want to explore my submission with me is a true gift that words cannot do justice. |
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I continue to remind myself to be patient yet it is truly a challenge for I crave the power of a woman to take control of me and to be taken into her service. That is a significant void in my life and I remain persistent in my search. |
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It is truly a challenge to meet someone where there is the right connection and I remain patient yet hopeful that one day it will happen. Life is a continual learning experience and I grow with each and every opportunity.
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I find it interesting that many here are attempting to be more than they truly are as if it is a fantasy world or game they are playing and not something they are looking for in the real world. There are those too who assume from the very moment one talks to them that they will immediately and unequivocally submit without first establishing the trust, the bond and chemistry for a true connection. That being said respect is a given. |
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Life presents so many challenges to us. One of the most difficult is meeting someone where we connect both mentally as well as physically and where there is a desire to take the journey together. Adding the element of this lifestyle into the equation makes it all the more difficult. Even so I remain patient in the hope that one day I will meet a woman who is strong enough to allow me to submit to her and serve and please her as she deserves and desires. |
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It is so difficult to find the right chemistry where more can be possible. I have had to learn patience with the belief that one day she will enter my world and the stars will align. My life has been good but I am unfulfilled. It is one thing to have an outgoing personality and be confident and strong in public yet something entirely different to let go behind closed doors and to serve my Mistress and lover as she deserves to be served. |
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I have so much passion and love locked up inside me wanting to share it with someone. Without a real connection nothing more is really possible. |
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What a beautiful day it is today here in S California. The one thing that would make it even better is to meet someone where we connect and can begin our journey together |
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