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SensualDeviant

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Hello. My name is Darryl. I have just moved to Grafton from Brisbane and would like to find like-minded individuals to enjoy the company of and possible play with. I enjoy being around kinksters or any gender as they are the most open and honest people I have ever met. I feel as though I can be myself around them and there are rarely and subjects that are too taboo to discuss. A bit about myself... I spent the majority of the last decade working in remote Northern Territory working for a mining company. During this time I tried to live as a normal citizen and adopt the values of what most people expect me to do to be 'normal'. During this time I went through mental battle between wanting to explore and live an alternative lifestyle with activities that are considered taboo for most people to understand. In 2009 I began to let go of trying to be normal and let my creative and strong wants of dominance and submission take me to on a journey of self discovery. Since i have allowed myself to do this my life has greatly improved and i have enjoyed meeting some great and wonderful people from all walks of life that all have a different perspective on sexuality, life and everything in between. I had initially let my submissive side out and I became a slave to wonderful Lady who has helped my to reshape my life and thinking from being self critical about myself to give and share my life and qualities to those who wish to participate and share with me. I was for a period of time collarred to Her and wore a thin steel collar 24 hours a day for about eight months. I was of course required to work for Her and do all the things that She commanded of me. Although I am no longer Her slave, we are still great friends and continue to be of great influence to each other. Since our parting, i had initally tried to replace Her with another Mistress, but to my disappointment, one Dominant will not fill the shoes of what I had come to experience under Her initial guidance. In the last 2-3 months i have been wanting to explore my Dominant side. I wish to follow in much the same direction as another girl I know who has become a much sought after Dominant simply by treating Her chosen submissive in the way that She wanted to be treated when she was formerly a submissive. So let me be truthful with you. I am not a Master. I am not looking for someone to use and abuse. It takes someone with great strength to be submissive. I know this for a fact and it is something that should not be broken but something that needs to be kept intact and nurtured. It takes the greatest strength to be submissive and surrender yourself over to another. In all honesty I cannot write on this profile that I am a Dominant. What I am is a strong person who wants to be Dominant with a submissive partner. I do however also enjoy being submissive to the right person. And in being submissive, it makes me stronger as a person. What I seek first and foremost from anyone on this site is friendship. It takes friendship to begin building trust. Only in trust can anyone open themselves up to another in honesty. I look forward to hearing from you.
queenjane
 
 Age: 41
 Salt Lake City, Utah