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{As a storm brews, a females writes. Alone infront of her pc thinking of a way to describe herself, wants, and needs.
Staring blankly at the screen before her she comes up with nothing. Not one single thought, just a simple sigh.
She thinks of herself as sane, content, and open minded. Yet from what she has seen none of that seems to mater. Rather it seems most either want to be degraded within in an inch of their wellbeing, or tied up and whipped into oblivion. All of which is not her taste nor style.
She thinks of herself as strong willed and intelligent. Yet again that doesn't matter since most think of life as a game for the foolish. That certain things in life are nothing more than flings lived out for a moment. To then be cast aside as if they never exsisted in the first place.
She knows she wants nothing more than friend. Since one can have nothing without a friendship. So like so many others she searches. Perhaps this hell hole will prove more worthy of her attempts to find what it is she wants.
After a sip of her coffee, and a slight shiver from the roaring thunder outside she thinks. Thinks strongly as to what it is she truely is looking for.
A kind heart, strong soul. A strong individual, with intelligence. One who can continue a conversation, as well as maintain respect when expressing themselves.
She doesn't want a doormat, toe lickin freak. She doesn't want a "yes Ma'am, whatever You say Ma'am." type. They must beable to think for themselves, and understand all she truly seeks is to control the moment.}
So many in life think to be dominant means you controll all, and they must agree with what you want no matter what. Yet that is not true. Why would someone want an individual who only said yes? I mean what challenge is there, what added spice?
I seek human friends, and respect all as human individuals. Everyone has a voice, and that voice should be heard and respected. For I feel to be a good dominant, one must not only uphold themselves in a respectful manner, but as well respect those of which they claim as their own.
And with ownership being mentioned I don't mean as in property, but rather as a binding of emotions, thoughts, and feelings. Since in my eyes no one owns another, but rather we all own the feelings felt between two.
I don't claim to be perfect, or better than the rest. I don't claim I can offer you more, if not all you need. To do any of that would be bullshit. Cause I think there is not ONE person who truly can offer you it all.
There is, and always will be another who can offer something a bit more. Just have to do your best to keep what you have, as well let it go without a struggle when your time is up.
Anyhow enough has been said, and if more is wanted to be known, feel free to email me. Till then take care, stay safe, and I wish all nothing but luck,a nd happiness in life. We ALL deserve it.
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