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i have always been drawn to strong dominant women and since my early teen years have dreamed of being in a slave role to a dominant woman or women. My own fantasies cover all different s of play from CBT to Strap On to body worship to humiliation, water sports and cuckolding. I have however, discovered over the past years with my limited experiencethat although I enjoy these methods of service it is not these specific acts that my urges are driven and norare my desires actually fulfilled by them specifically. I made this discovery while in a dating relationship where we would play as her being the Domme and I her submissive. We played a great deal during the relationship but I always found myself feeling as though i had not accomplished truly pleasing and satisfying her. I believe the challenge was that she had no expectations and was not truly a Domme but playing the role for my own benefit. So no matter how many of my fantasies we acted out - my own burning desire was never satisfied. In contrast - I later had a one-time experience with a truly Dominant Woman during a chance meeting while traveling. She did not ask me what it was i liked - she simply told me Her expectations - gave me Her commands - and did with me what She pleased when She pleased. I left that experience feeling as though i had truly accomplished something of purpose - i selflessly served this amazing Dominant Woman and truly satisfied and gave Her enjoyment during the time i had with Her - i had delivered on my purpose. The underlying challenge is that i am a dominant male in my public life and generally the women that are attracted to me are attracted to this part of my character.
i am not in a position of my life to seek a serious relationship here. What i seek is the opportunity to selflessly serve - selflessly - to those that by their own internal make-up are dominant strong and have their own purpose for me - whether that be for regular meetings or a single event. i have no expectations other than to exceed the expectations of the Domme who decides to bless me with Her time and presence.
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I am having absolutely insatiable cravings to give oral service today...driving me mad! |
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| Age: 28 |
| Westminster,
Maryland |
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