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Seirei

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Here's me in a nutshell; I'm a Black, Native American, Irish, Rumanian, German, Jewish, Polyamorus, 2nd generation Queerspawn, kinkster with rather extreme sadistic tendencies. It's fun being multi-adjectative. I grew up in a interfaith queer household (thus the "Queerspawn"), my father being a MtF trans christian woman, and my mom a bisexual Jewess from the midwest. I was raised in the first openly LGBTQ synagogue in the world, and was surrounded by some of the most brilliant and compassionate queers that the Los Angeles Jewish community had to offer. As for kink...
I'm sexually attracted to female and GQ identified individuals. I am however, as I said earlier, an extreme sadist. Watching and causing pain causes me an excitement all it's own, regardless of whether my sub is male or female. If that pain brings pleasure to someone whom I'm attracted to, then all the better. I also REALLY love ropes. I find the act of binding to be an incredibly intimate and beautiful art form and ritual. The levels of trust and connection that must exist before the rope first touches skin, and are in turn created and expanded through binding are things which I find to be near sacred. Elemental play (earth, fire, electricity, water) also are thing I enjoy greatly. Fire and electricity are especially fun (not surprising since I'm a Leo). The aspect of water I'm most drawn to is blood. When I was young I actually liked getting nosebleeds because that was the only time I could taste blood. The sight of a person's life essence flowing freely ignites a primal heat within my being (there's that fire again). In terms of relationships...
I've recently come to the understanding that, at this point in my life, I really don't want to have the kind of casual play that is so often taken for granted in the kink world. For me, kink is not "play." It is something which deeply impacts every aspect of my life. I spent years suppressing my inner beast, because, when I let it out, I scared people away from me. When something about you scares others so readily, it's easy to become scared of oneself. I am not so proud to say I don't fear myself. In truth, I think most people are afraid of themselves, on one level or another. For me, it's a matter of fearing seeing people I love turn from me due to their own fear. Because of this, I don't feel comfortable with doing any more than light bondage/impact play and rough sex with someone who I do not have a genuine, shared emotional commitment. To show the parts of myself that I keep locked in the dark corners of my heart, I need to be able to temper them with an equal intensity of love and devotion. Without that balance, both within myself and my partners, I am unwilling to loosen the chains that hold my beast confined.

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subdiamond27
 
 Age: 24
 NAPOLI, Italia