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It turns out I was the one who couldn't stick with it and now I'm on my own again. I was warned by some that most of the men here were desperate phonies and sadly those warnings were true. Thanks for flagging me.

Don't ask to add me without first getting to know me. I will delete anyone who demands I become their slave in their first message. One line messages don't cut it. If I don't respond within minutes of reading your message don't feel your insecurities run away with you.

4/23/2011 12:08:51 AM
Just came back from my local bar. Chatted with a guy and liked him. Told him I just wanted to suck him off. I did so in his car, he had to go home to his wife. Going to meet another time for more.
4/22/2011 9:13:35 PM

I ended up fucking my co workers 19 year son while he was helping me move some furniture.  It was fun and I enjoyed all the energy.  Ended up taking a few things he suggested and that led to him recording us on his phone.

 

He's coming around a lot, funny that I don't mind. 

4/7/2011 8:58:51 PM

To those who asked, I'm not writing fantasies.  I'm journaling my experiences.

 

Okay, going out again tonight.  I'm going to meet someone who didn't think I was real.

 

Tracy

4/7/2011 8:44:51 PM

I met him at his loft by the pier.  Went in, he offered me a glass of wine and after a few sips he said enough with the chit chat.

 

He strippmed my clothes off and then took his off.  He got on top of me on the sofa and we fucked.  After he came he stayed inside of me and laid on top for a while.  When he finally pulled out and got up he sat back and had me suck on his balls and then go down on him.

 

It didn't take him long to get hard again and he took me to his bed and had me get on top and ride him.  He squeezed my breast till they hurt and made me scream and moan everytime I bounced down on him.  It just made me cum harder and harder.  When he finally came I laid down on his chest and fell asleep that way.

 

He woke me up in the morning and pushed my head down and I sucked him fully hard and then he put me on my back and pushed my legs up to my chest and fucked me till he came.

 

He had me dress when he was done and I went back to my hotel and got cleaned up for work.

 

 

4/6/2011 8:41:05 PM

I've been doing a lot of stupid things in my personal life lately.  So here goes another, I'm free and on my own again and I'm going to meet the first local Dom who messaged me from this site.  I just want to lose myself for a while.  Good night everyone.

 

Tracy

3/10/2011 9:38:53 PM

I woke  to his ordering room service for breakfast.  When he hung up the phone he saw I was awake and kissed my forhead and then pushed my head into his lap. I knew what he wanted, so I sucked him till he was rock hard and then he had me straddle and ride him.  he squeezed my breasts and pinched my nipples hard while I rode him.  I rode him that way and started to cum.  I came a second time while riding him before he came as well.  I was shivering from our sweat.  We layed there for a bit till there was a knock on the door.  He told me to just put on his shirt and grab his wallet out if his pants.  He gave me a 20 and told me to let room service in.  I was just wearing his shirt and he was sitting up in bed with just a sheet over his middle.  It was very obvious what we had been doing. The room service guy was surprised and smirked when he pulled off the food covers and wished us a good morning when I gave him the 20.

 

There was only bread, fruit and coffee and one other thing.  He had me serve him a cup of coffee while I snacked on the fruit.  He finished his coffee and then had me back on my knees.  I spent at least 10 minutes sucking his cock and balls, getting him hard again.

 

He got out of bed and had me kneel in bed with my head down.  I felt him pour something on my anus and I knew why he ordered the olive oil.  He began working the oil in my anus and I told him he was too big.  He kept working his fingers into me and then I felt him climb into the bed. I felt his hand on the small of my back and then he started to push himself into me.  I moaned and screamed while he pounded into me.  He kept going till he came.  He layed on my back after he was done and whispered in my ear that he had promised that he would have me in everyway.

 

We showered together after and I got ready to head into the morning meetings.  He watched me get ready.  He got dressed and told me he might be a little late to the meeting.    He left first.  I sat in my room and cried then cleaned up and went to the office.  I had a hard time sitting in the chairs and even harder time looking at him during the meetings.

3/10/2011 8:01:36 PM

I got into a serious relationship and stepped away from this with a Dominating man.  Over time it stayed exciting and fulfilling and I was happy and content.  

A couple of weeks ago I was on a business trip and went out for dinner then drinks with clients.  Everyone went home, but one man who shared a cab with me, he insisted on walking me into my hotel. 

Yah, I know I know,, but I'd had a lot to drink as well and he really really needed to use the restroom in my room because he didn't like public restrooms. 

Afterwards he sat on the bed where I was waiting for him and I thought we'd talk and I would talk him out.  He walked back in, pushed me down when I tried to get up and then pushed me on my back.  He leaned over me and pushed me down with his weight and told me he was going to fuck me in every way possible. 

I tried to struggle, he tore open my blouse and pushed my bra up and started to bite one nipple and squeezed my other breast hard. I kept telling him I can't.  I felt his other hand push up my skirt and then tear off my thong.  Then I felt his fingers push inside me and he laughed and told me he knew I was a wet slut.  I couldn't help it.  I heard him pulling down his zipper than his pants dropping. 

He pulled me to the edge of the bed than and pushed my skirt above my waist and pushed my legs up over his shoulders  and then I felt him push into me.  I couldn't help moaning as he started slamming into me.  I felt him going faster and faster and I told him I wasn't on the pill and he just kept saying oh yah. I tried not to, but I couldn't help cumming, I hadn't cummed so fast in a long time.  He felt me cumming and yelled out oh yah you fucking slut.  Then I felt him start spasaming.  He started grunting and I knew he was cumming in me and I started cumming again. 

I felt his weight on me after and my legs slid down and we layed there for a bit.  He finally got up and told me to take the rest of clothes off.  He went to the drawers and opened them till he found my panties. He picked out a pair of white laced ones I always keep with me and told me to put them on.  I put them on and could feel them getting moist with our cum.  He stripped and had me put on his shirt without buttoning it and then he sat on the arm chair and had me hang up our clothes.  When I finished he had me kneel in front of him and suck his cock and balls till he got hard again. Then he had me squat on his cock and ride him.  I was soaking in sweat after awhile, he picked me up and pushed me up against the wall and had me wrap my legs around him and he fucked me standing.  I kept cumming and cumming and then he finally came as well.

 

He carried me to the bed afterwards and we layed down.  I couldn't help but cuddle with him while we fell asleep.

 

2/19/2010 2:56:48 PM
Taken,  no longer available.  Thanks for everyones interest.  Only here to respond to long time friends.
10/13/2009 4:11:42 PM
It's cold, the wind is howling and the rain is comming down in buckets.  My Dom calls me to leave work early and meet him at Chrissy Park, so I do.  Funny, say you feel sniffly and people want you out of the office ASAP. hahaha!

I meet him at the Sports Basement and we drive out to the Fort Mason parking lot right off the water.  There's no one else there, duh, it's howling wind and heavy down pour, I'm soaked and cold before we go very far. We walk up one of the side trails that lead up to the Golden Gate, we pull off to one of the viewing platforms.  He pulls me close and tells me I will suck him off.

He stands there looking out over the Bay while it's pouring down rain while I suck him.  My hair is wet, my face is cold, I'm shiving wet and I have his hot cock in my mouth.  I suck till he cums in my mouth and swallow every drop.  We walk back to the car and he drives me back to mine and I drive home.

Now I'm home and am horny as hell.  There's a really Rough Dom I met who lives close to me.  Should I give him a call?  I know he'll just use me, but I can't help myself.
9/20/2009 1:53:05 AM

I just got done with a "Boy's Night Out"  Boys's being a group of men in their 50's.  5 of them and me at a Luxury boy at at Oakland A's game. A night away from their wives and kids. Yes, there were all married.

My Dom had me servicing one after the other while they sat on a sofa away from the front of the window.  The only thing better than a blow job while watching a game on TV is getting one at the game apparently.  It was a bit of a thrill seeing all the people outside of our window while I sucked them off.

After the game they decieded to come to my place instead of going home and stayed at my place for a while at my place.  One face fucked me till he came and the another did really rough anal.  The other's just fucked me for starters.

They all complained about how inhibited their wives were.  I wonder if a lot of "wives" get up tight as they get used to being wives.

They stayed and watched some college football games and talked about the girls they'd check out at their kids colleges.  Which of course got them hard again.  It was a long night.  One of them told me I looked just like his daughter's roommate.  Do all older men lust after their daughter's friends?

5/17/2009 2:09:41 PM
Why do some Dominant men insist on holding your head down on them when they cum in your mouth? I'm clearly going to swallow all their cum, there's no need to jam themselves down my throat.  Is it really a dominating thing?
11/25/2008 8:28:14 PM
The Dom I'm seeing when I'm at home allows me to explore with others when I'm traveling to client sites.  I don't always meet Doms, but I do meet people.

Last week I was in Lexington Kentucky and I met an older Dom after work.  I spent a couple of nights at his place and extended my stay till Sunday night.

He was 50 and I enjoyed his company and experience.  On the weekend I met his son, who was 25.  His son was a Dom in training.

We ended up role playing where I was the son's young wife and the strong father seduced and raped his young daughter in law.

They reversed that the second night and I was the fathers young wife the son used.

Father and son took turns together Sunday morning.

Did I go too far?
8/8/2008 2:28:39 PM

I've come to realize I'm not into all the formal ritual and all the pagentry.

I want a man who's Dominant, Domineering, Totally Self Confident, Easy going in his Control, both of himself and me.  At the same time he's Rough when he needs to be and Demands what he wants when he want's it and doesn't take no.

Things are looking good so far.

8/6/2008 5:37:55 PM
To answer some often asked questions, the easy going Dom is who got the blow job in the car and before dinner.  He's taking things slow and though he's teased me, we haven't gone beyond blow jobs.

The Domineering Dom is who's gotten everything, including the meeting at his office.
8/3/2008 1:19:45 AM
One of the Doms had me stay home tonight because he'd call me when he was ready.  He called me after 10.

He had me meet him down town, where he took me up to his office.  He had me sit in his personal assistant's  chair and suck him off while he stood over me. He told me I was playing the part of his married PA who he's always wanted to fuck.  After he cummed he led me to a conference room where he had me strip.  He played with me for a while till he got hard again. I was ready for more by then.

He turned the lights on and I could see down to the street where people were walking around, catching cabs and site seeing.  He pushed me faceing out against the windows so my breasts were pressed against the glass and took me from behind.  I knew if anyone looked up they could see me.  I was worried and thrilled by the possibility of people watching us.  I couldn't help cumming.  He couldn't either after a while.  He had me clean him off with my mouth.

He sent me home then.  Is this typical?
8/2/2008 4:46:47 PM
One of the two Doms I'm meeting picked me up for dinner.  Before we went out he had me go down on him in the entryway of my apartment.

When he cummed he pulled out and cummed on my chest and breasts.  He let it all drip down and had me rub it into my breasts.  Afterwards he had me put my top back up withouth cleaning up and we went out for dinner.

I could smell his cum and feel the stickyness the whole night.  He told me this was humiliation training.

I was nervous and a bit embarrased the whole time we were out, but I was also turned on.

Is that strange?
7/31/2008 1:24:30 PM

So I've met 3 men from here so far

One was very easy going and relaxed.

One was a overbearing arrogant jerk.

One was a domineering, intimidating and controlling.

One got a hand shake.

One got a blow job in the parking lot.

One got what ever he wanted at his place.


6/27/2008 12:22:15 PM
Is it strange to meet someone for the first time and know that person wants to ravage you completely? To sit across from him at a table and know that if you don't say No he's going to assume that everything is yes?

I met my first person from this site Thursday after work.
6/25/2008 1:35:31 PM
I'm learning more and more about what I don't want every day. Thank you all for helping me narrow my focus.

I'm not interested in Bodily wastes like urine or feces.  I'm not interested in blood or anything that draws it.

I have no problems with a certain other fluid.  I can swallow as much as you can provide and to be honest I don't like using condoms.  When a man cums in me he should leave it all behind.  It's where it belongs.

Thank you all for being patient.
6/23/2008 3:17:39 PM
Ok, here are the answers to some questions that are quite lame.

1. I am not a Pro
2. I have a great career so I don't care what you make.
3. I have a life in the real world so I'm not interested in being chained up 24/7 durring the weekday.
4. Spam? Not
5. One sentence doesn't add up to much.

I would like to thank everyone who's written a real message, I'm working my way through the mud.  Thank you for your patience.
6/22/2008 1:43:08 PM
Thank you all so very much for taking the time to write me.  I've recieved a ton of mail since my picture went up and will be working on the ones I got prior to that.

I would like to say I'm looking for someone older, preferably over 40 and have put my settings to that.  Thank you all for your interest.
REDSUCKER
 
 Age: 21
 WASHINGTON, Washington D.C.