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NO MEN Thanks. No Trans Men, pre or post-op. Sorry, Not into that. Post-Op Nullo's tolerated.
Hello, and THANK YOU for checking out my profile.
(Profile in Transition - Currently Being Updated - Last Edit :10-53pm, 17-07-2013 AuEST. Thanks.)
I am a Trans Lesbian Nullo Domme/(sub). Pre-Op. I am, mostly, a Butch Lesbian by nature.
I AM currently looking for a female slave, or perhaps two,
I seek to be Sexually Nullified, preferably by a Lesbian, or Lesbians. I don't believe normal SRS is right for me, although I am considering having a sensate neo-clitoris.
My basic personality is that of a Dominant person, but I generally have no need of violence to achieve this. Nor am I what is typically thought of as "domineering" - for that, is in reality, a bully.
Instead, my style is more one of mutual consent through an earning of respect, and a recognition of the fact that I am simply the best one to lead.
But sexually, in regard to my male genitals, I have a true, and deep seated wish and desire to be taken by the balls, and have my cock and balls completely sliced off by a woman, and see my whole package dangled in front of my face, completely de-sexed, and sexless, never to orgasm again!! Castrated and dickless, completely neutered and orgasmless for the rest of my life. And then made to lick her to orgasm, as I look up from between her legs, between her breasts, as she holds my severed dick up, with my severed balls swinging in their sack, as I lick with gusto, with an excruciating agony of relief between my legs, where the stump of my cock, screams it's agony of defeat, to the lesbian I AM, in my dreams.
In this regard I am a sub. After I am castrated, I assume that I will be a Domme, but without balls, and the hormones that they release into my blood, it's hard to be certain what I will be, except a lesbian. A Nullo Lesbian!
The Choices I am currently considering are:-
a./ The photo with the "Chasity Piercings" is what I am considering for my Nullo crotch - using the remains of my scrotum - I really, really, really like the look of that an awful lot !!! I am thinking of the sensate clitoris just above the top of the V, or maybe a little higher, standing proud and clear, but just pimple sized. Of course, there is NO vagina beneath the rings, no hole there, probably not even a split down the middle, less hygeine and infection issues that way. And a piss-hole where my dick was.
b./ I think (a./) would look the best with my urethra re-routed to my anus, so that I piss like a bird, out of my anus, rather than from a piss-hole where my cock was.
c./ I also like the idea of a completely empty crotch, with just a pisshole where my cock used to be. Completely sexually nullified and orgasmless.
d./ Completely barren; no clitoris, anal re-route, with nothing between my navel, and my anus, but uninterrupted skin, completely sexually nullified, and orgasmless,
e./ Completely barren; but with a small, pimple sized, neo-clitoris, and the anal re-route.
If you are a Lesbian, or a Bi-Sexual woman, I would especially appreciate your thoughts and feelings on these choices; even if you, personally, have no interest in me, as you are the group of women that are the best match for me. But I am interested in women exclusively, and if you are hetero-sexual, please, I'd like to hear from you too.
I fall somewhere between what is a woman, who is a lesbian, and a man who is attracted to women. I am definitely on the female side of the divide, but it is difficult to determine exactly how much. This is not an easy thing for me, and I am, like most people traveling through lifes roller-coaster, a work in progress. Never finished, always improving, and quite often in the process of renovation, re-assessing and re-inventing myself when, and if necessary.
I sometimes think that what I need is one or more subs or slave women to Dominate, that I can slowly engage in sexplay and order them to pleasure me, including eventually castrating me, and cutting off my cock, in the manner that I choose, and that pleases me. And then to have an ongoing, long term, Lesbian relationship with them.
I'm not really looking for a bi-sexual woman here, but rather to form a long term Lesbian relationship with her, where she recognises that I am a Lesbian first, and a physically trans 'man' (temporarily) second, and that I want her to help me through the transition as my, for want of a better term, lesbian lover. And that this will involve her helping me in removing the unnecessary equipment between my legs. I understand the difficulty that this may involve for a lesbian, but for the right woman, this will lead to a deeper, more intimate relationship between us, and a deep abiding bond that I hope will last for the rest of my life. For what is more personal, more intimate, more sexually bonding, than to bring forth the birth of a new Lesbian, by removing it's masculinity??
However, the thought of ANY sexplay that ends up with me castrated and dickless is a huge turn-on to me, and I would encourage ANY woman that finds castration, penectomy, eunuchs or nullos of interest, to please contact me. Whether it is a fantasy of yours, it turns you on, you'd like to cut it off, watch it being cut off, play with it afterwards, are a trophy hunter, or a collector, or want to be the last woman that has sex with me - then cut it off, or watch it being cut off afterwards, curious, or want to engage in sex-play with a Nullo afterwards. I am interested in it all, more or less,
A switch woman that is into the more extreme, and is turned on by the thought of cutting my cock and balls off, then having an ongoing relationship of some sort afterwards would be ideal. Close and intimate, D/s, or a long term friendship with benefits type arrangement would all be nice - or perhaps a group of lesbians would enjoy a neutered pet to play with. Or as a lesbian group event.
I'm not really sure, it very much depends on who, and what you are, and my response to that - and each woman is different; unique; and I will respond to that uniqueness in unique ways.
I am attracted to women in general, and lesbians in particular.
Ideally, I seek a Lesbian Surgeon and surgical team, or at least female, to perform the procedure; and if possible, the creation of a sensate clitoris. It would probably be too much to ask for a Qualified, Urological Surgeon, but that would be the best.
Reasonable fees considered, and paid for, for any suitably trained and qualified medical personnel, who also happen to be members of the BDSM community, that may be able to accommodate something along these lines.
I would prefer, if it was possible, to do it in scene, or in similar conditions. If you are female, have an interest, have skills, or would simply like to watch, please do contact me.
I'd like it to be a BDSM scene, but that it's done professionally, hygienically, safely, and with a final result that is professional, if at all possible. If you regularly do SRS procedures, or have experience doing this, even better.
Alternatively,
I am seeking a Castratrix. Preferably Lesbian, as I feel I am also mostly a lesbian*.
I wish to be Castrated by a woman.
I wish to be Penectomised by a woman.
Thanks.
* - I am naturally attracted to lesbians, since before I knew what a lesbian was. It's just that whenever I meet or see a woman that I find myself attracted to, and say hi, or ask her out, she usually says that she's a lesbian.
I used to think they were just blowing me off - and I do know what "NO" means - but no; it turns out that they really ARE lesbians.
So what does that make me?? I've tried hetero women; mostly they don't attract me, and they seem to need something from me that I don't have, and can't give them. It's very hard to find someone, and even harder to try to make it last. I am forced to pretend that I am something I am not, a hetero-sexual man, or lose her.
I don't want to pretend to be something that I am not!! I have seriously considered SRS in the past, but it's not for me. I'm not into girly clothes, makeup, or high heels (at least, not on me).
I am attracted to both femme and butch lesbians, but generally get along better with those that lean more towards the short haired butch type lesbians (but there are always exceptions); the feminist biker types that wear leather and cutoffs, and can rebuild their own 'bike motors and know how to swing a hammer if their roof leaks; or, at least, would like to know how to. Self confident, self-assured, and secure in who, and what they are.
Ideally, you have an interest in castration and penectomy, and are turned on by the thought of having your own nullo to play with, and lick you to orgasm. And I'd be honoured if you'd show off my naked sexlessness to your lesbian and female friends.
Myself, I am a lesbian, of the butch persuasion, and loosely fit the above description, and not a girly girl.
I am warm, affectionate, and love to kiss and cuddle in the right circumstances, and of course, a pussy is an all day sucker! I am much too emotional, soft, and sensitive to be a "man", but am emotionally stable, confident, self assured and independent. I am also generally a pacifist, but I do have my limits.
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