This life is about trust. To give yourself to another you need to trust them. I don't trust easily. I've been hurt too many times and deceived.
I am large, I won't hide that. But I can and will get slimmer.
I'm single and looking but have no expectations. I don't believe you can have kink without vanilla. I believe that there is a dom out there for me who I will devote my life to making happy.
Come talk to me if you want to learn the sub behind the size
5/19/2016 3:30:20 AM
No longer looking. Very happy with my life
5/8/2016 12:27:10 AM
Recent events have made me see quite clearly that I'm really not sure what I seek anymore. I am open to conversations but not looking to meet anyone...
2/28/2016 1:51:56 PM
This weekend I have been incredibly lazy. I am appalled by just how lazy. But I have found the person meant to make me a better me and for once the weight on my shoulders does not feel so heavy.
2/14/2016 7:26:12 AM
My favourite day of the year and it's never seemed so lonely
2/10/2016 3:37:48 AM
Sometimes in life you just need a rolo
2/5/2016 3:47:27 PM
Time heals all wounds, it also brings new ones with it. Recently fell for a Dom way too fast and got hurt when he rejected me. Rejection - if you attempt to do it with silence therefore taking the easy route, don't .... It's not fair on anyone.... Honesty will rip a person to shreds but once it's done the healing begins. Silence just lets things fester.
12/26/2013 4:20:20 PM
Currently in the land of naff wi fi
12/24/2013 9:51:58 AM
A little hurt by a friend. .....
12/22/2013 12:17:35 AM
Starting to wonder if my potential dom is just fantasy.
12/20/2013 4:02:29 PM
Seeing how things go with a potential dom so just here to chat to friends.
12/19/2013 11:33:58 PM
Unhappy and shattered. And wishing the particular friend I need to lean on would get in touch.
12/16/2013 11:20:33 AM
One day I might find a decent dom instead of getting a casual dismissal.
12/12/2013 11:35:34 PM
Ratty - I am truly sorry for being the nightmare pain from hell. I realise that I have lost you as my friend and that there's nothing I can do to get you back. Be safe, healthy and happy.
12/12/2013 4:08:17 PM
What do you do when you feel like you've messed up so completely and there's no way to come back from it?