Its been a bit of time since my last journal entry ..I dont seem to be finding what I seek here ..some think that I dont talk the talk ...But I am who I am ..I dont talk everyone elses way I talk my way ..I talk to many interesting woman here ..that say they want real time ..but when I ask them to commit time to talking online so that we can get to know each other they have other things to do ..that just seems ODD to me ..How can you get to know someone if you dont commit to taking the time to get to know them ..anyways ..I have been talking to someone that I hope will turn into something ..So in the mean time those who read this ..if you understand what it means to submit to a Mistress with out question .. and you like what my profile says email me ...

It has been a great deal of time since I wrote in My journal ...I have to wonder if We as people really know what We want out of our lifes and if We do then why do We seek what We cant always have ...perhaps what We want is right under our noses and are just waiting to be found ....