Hmmm... so being the smartest guy in the room is sort of gratifying, but seriously... I'd be MUCH happier working with a pile of geniuses.

I don't even know what to say to these idiots lately.  ....other than, "here's a toy, go play in the corner so I can solve all these problems you made"

Dark side...

  Its the part of me that takes absolute control of a situation, and brings my full strength with it.  When I was very young, I was told that I had to be careful around people because I didn't know my own strength.  After that, I tucked that part of myself away, only to come out when no one else was around.  I loved playing individual sports like track and field, because I could let that side of myself come fully to the surface.  I was seen as a snarling maniac by others, but I always won, and people knew to simply stay away from me when me eyes went cold.

It is the side that can override cultural taboos and focus completely on a situation.  In the "regular" world, one must often take many irrelevant things into consideration.  In my world of darkness, the things that aren't important are pushed aside.  From that place it is the regular world that looks dark.  The people slopping around in their silly world trying to look like they're doing the right thing look so low.  ...in shadow.

The other place makes sense.  There are natural consequence to actions, and strength is rewarded by success.  I am more like an ogre who doesn't care about cold, or heat, or "fitting in", or about frightening others.  I do things with deliberate purpose.

This is one reason I live in the woods.  My nearest neighbor is a mile away.  I can stand naked on the edge of a cliff in a rain storm, and no one is there to "save me".

I can see through people, and interract with the part of a woman that isn't tangible.  Vanilla women get scared, those who are comfortable with their other side feel alive.  I've only had experiences with a few such woman, and it has become clear that a woman who cannot let go of her uptight vanilla self is unsatisfying.

Well, we had a girl.  She lasted 2 weeks.  Apparently, she didn't like being told to pick up after herself.

What is up with these sorts of people.  There's this huge segment of immature adults now who's mothers walked around following them everywhere wiping their butts, and fixing their messes.  That is so totally not acceptable.

I had presumed that it would be understood that any adult, especially a sub would be responsible for themselves to the degree that they don't put a knife away thats covered in peanut butter.  I seriously stood there for like a whole minute looking at the knife trying to figure out if I was imagining it.

Soo... do I have to put in my profile.... "must be willing to pick up/clean up/organize own shit" now???

Unfortunatley, she was vanilla.  In other words, not much correction to do other than tell her to get the hell out.

I'll just chock it up to one more reason a sub would be better.

I just read on a girls page (not a potential partner) that she can only get off when her breasts are in pain.  I find it amazing that there are people out there in the world who aren't turned on hearing that.  :-P