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First and foremost, let me tell you about me. I think I'm special. I'm vain. I'm funny. I'm caring. I'm outgoing. I don't have any problems making friends. I enjoy life. Oh, and I love myself.
I also know how it is to be in the submissive role, since that is where I've been in the past year or so.
Coming into the lifestyle, I never knew which way I wanted to go, until I'd been through a position that I knew wasn't completely me. I have since discovered my dominant side, and am looking to explore that more.Being a switch in this lifestyle isn't easy. It's hard to find other people who enjoy both sides of the spectrum. I find it to be more fun, and easier to collaborate on things between both parties.
I enjoy both bottoming & topping. However, it depends on the individual on which role I would take on in the relationship.
I'm looking to get to know some new people that share similar lifestyle intrests as I do. I'm looking for real friends, and real life partners. I don't hold any expectations from this site, but I won't deny the possibility of something good.
To give you a bit of insight to what type of guy I'm attracted to... Lookswise, I am completely captured by guys of the 'gothic' or 'dark' look. I love longer hair, and typically I go for thinner guys. I'm a little picky, but I have a right to be.
Personality is what I look at more than looks however. I want to find someone who I can totally enjoy being around, in any situation. I need someone who can match my sarcasm and my outgoing nature. Someone who is not afraid of being embarassed.Ultimately, I want to be me, with you at my side. Or at my feet...depending on the situation.
If you are interested, let me know...and I'll do my best to let you know whether or not I'm interested back.
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Finding my path in this lifestyle is proving to be more difficult than I originally thought.
I keep receiving messages from people that show their true colors on this website. I see a lot of trashy people come through my mailbox.
If you don't know how to spell, or speak eloquently, then don't bother wasting my time.
I don't want a dirty mountain man, I think I stated clearly what I like. If you message me, and don't fit into what I obviously am looking for, then I know you didn't read my profile, and you should know that you won't be receiving a response.
Also, if you are searching for something that I am obviously not...please do not bother messaging me. I'm not a slave. And if you can't spell the word collar, when it's right in front of your face, then I sure as hell don't want to be yours.
That is all.
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Tonight I attended a play party. I played the part of the silent observer. Allthough not completely silent, I tried to sit to the side and watch what was occurring around me. I witnessed some awesome scenes, and enjoyed being able to see the techniques of new faces.
I enjoy watching others session, because every time I do, I feel as if I learn more. I watch closely, not for any perverted sexual benefits, but as a student. I notice the submissive's body, and how it is posed. I notice the reactions after every strike or whip of a flogger's flail. I listen to the tones in the Dominant's voice when speaking to the submissive. I notice the stance that is taken when holding different toys, and just how they are implemented upon the submissive's body.
I try to take in the reactions of other observers as well. To see what they look like as they watch the beautiful scene in front of them. Are they smiling? Are they looking worried? Are they staring intently like I am?
Tonight I enjoyed the company of others, and the show that I got to witness. I am so very lucky to have friends like these.
Perhaps there will be another opportunity for me to observe, or participate here in the future.
I'm getting a little tired of self gratification.
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| Age: 30 |
| Jersey City,
New Jersey |
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