THIS was to be my original profile entry  but i can't see making you gentleman wade through this much to get to know me AT FIRST  so i shortened it.  If you would like to know more about my views and what i am looking  then feel free to read this.

I asked someone earlier if this was too much to digest and he  pretty much validated my opinion of just because i am of "submissive sensibilities" doesn't mean i can't show my strong confident side. However due to short attention spans i should shorten it so i did for my main profile.... but this is the unedited version.

Hello sweetie!
Very curious and ready to try new things, newbie here. Super Newbie, green green.

I am fun, adventurous, well rounded, nerdy, outgoing, extroverted at first glance, but shy when it comes to sex and love. I am a sweetheart who loves to please, but speak my mind with truthful tact whenever i feel the need to.

Beautiful pleasantly EXTRA plump woman (BBW) with more curves and confidence than your average Victoria Secret model.

Simply put, i am a strong woman looking for the right gentleman to give my gift of submission to for the first time. Please be gentle when popping my bdsm cherry.

Ready to read a novel?

A dominate personality in public but am rather submissive when i get alone with someone. Very shy at first, that is not to be mistaken for meek.  I do not need to be "broken" simply taught the ropes.
Due to my perky, confident, hyper active, naturally sweet personality  I've mostly attracted people who i have had to take the lead with, and have been quite "vanilla" so far. I would love to try to just set some guide lines, let someone else take the lead, go with the flow, and slowly see where it may lead and what things i may discover. Just because I am sweet, and often indecisive, does not mean i am a push over when it comes to important matters nor will i EVER do anything I consider may hinder my own self respect and well being..or someone elses.

Respect and trust are very important to me.  I am pretty open to try (nearly) everything once .....from a restaurant, a new destination, or something in the bedroom. ( I say NEARLY because I KNOW there are things out there i couldn't even begin to imagine that would never be in MY ballpark. I may still be new, inexperienced, and fairly uneducated on this subject, but i'm not stupid.)

I tend to keep my sex, love, and home life behind closed doors. If asked i do not mind talking about it to whom ever, i'll be completely open with the conversation, but i feel no need to shout my in home tendencies from the roof tops to the general population.
Have been curious about bdsm and kink for as long as i can remember, and have read up on it a bit, but have not met anyone i trust enough yet to experiment with. A late bloomer if you will. Hahahaheheh!

Pretty 90% positive I am a submissive and have always felt so, but i won't know for sure until i start experimenting more with such things. Of the men I have met so far that have said they were dominant they have seemed to be more over bearing bullies than respectful compassionate partners and have not trusted any of them to start my journey with, or if they were respectfully like minded we simply were not compatible for what ever reason.

EYE Contact! I like it, i've noticed a lot of this "Don't look Sir in the eye, look at the floor!"  BullShit.. (Not)Sorry Sir, but not for me. I love communicating to you with a look.... you know instantly by the look in my eyes that i am thankful for the gifts you have bestowed upon me no matter what they may be.....and can tell with that look, the desire i have to continue to please you. I want a man that can give me a stern look that stops me in my tracks knowing i have done something wrong, or make my soul sing with joy with a simple smile from his lips.  Someone confident strong yet gentle.

My submission to the right man is a gift and should be treated as such. I will not be treated as trash, or as lesser than you, we are equals, the only difference. You wish to be adored, and i wish to be the one to adore you. You want to please that one woman who adores and worships you, who would do anything to please and serve you.


For me it is a circle of trust and respect, i will do anything you ask and submit completely to your will,  as long as you do not ask me to do anything you know would harm me in anyway including mentally or emotionally. I have the desire to serve you, please you, make your every whim and dream come true, use me for your pleasure, as a fun toy , to be your house maid, but do it respectfully, and please return my adoration with fun rewards, what ever they may be,... or punish me if i have been bad. Treat me with respect and i will treat you with respect, i will do everything within my power to fulfill your every whim desire, there is nothing i yearn for more than to serve in every form possible. Physically, emotionally, intellectually, spiritually, if you want it you will have it.

I am aware of keeping up looks in public and will never do anything to bring disrespect to you or myself.


I am glad someone turned me on to this site so i can start learning more about the lifestyle and possibly meet someone i trust and am compatible with to start exploring my interests and desires. I WILL NOT put up with asinine behavior from someone who not only doesn't respect me but doesn't respect himself, and his/our/my room for potential and growth as well. Whether you are experienced, inexperienced or need some ego stroking every so often i am absolutely fine with that, but at least have some confidence in yourself, you've made it this far after all. Go get em tiger! ;-)

If you ask me for a picture i will send you one, but I'm too shy to upload a public one at this time. I am sure that will change in the future as my comfort level with the community grows. I do NOT send out NUDES so if we begin to chat, do not ask. You won't get one. Period, non negotiable.
Do you like what you have read so far? Have you actually MADE IT this far without becoming bored? Then please, do feel free to send me a message, as just a friend, a potential partner, mentor, or what have you. I welcome all, go for it Allons-y!
If you are sweet enough to send me a message I will ALWAYS respond back even if it is only to nicely say i don't think we would mesh well, simply because it is the polite, lady like thing to do.

Edit: Warning, I have a memory condition that causes me to forget things sometimes. So sometimes i have to ask things 2 or 3 times to remember, or forget to do things completely. Some find it annoying others endearing, usually endearing, but in an instance such as this i am sure we can turn it in to some sort of fun, maybe even a game of sorts.

Thanks for stopping by and reading this huge profile.
Have a great day!
Sunshyne