Wow been a while. So, here I go. They say they are now going to make 50 Shades of Gray into a movie. OMG, such a mundane book is being produced into a movie. I guess that they are getting desperate for something "new and exciting" for Hollywood. I hope they don't think that is a true showing of the lifestyle.

Rant over. Back to life.

It's amazing that after having a good weekend with my daughter, reality is there to bitch-slap me back in place. We are getting to the hot part of the year, so what decides to quit on me? My A/C; ya know the whole house A/C, not a simple window unit. Uggg, over 200.00 to fix the damn thing. OK that was my rant for today.

Go to this vanilla site to read confessions that people have; well now the little housewives have found a "startling new book" 50 Shades of Gray. This book describes spanking and light BDSM stuff. I think it is halarious that these little wifeys are now getting their spouses to spank them!!

looking around here at work wondering if anyone would miss me if I crawled under a desk to fall asleep.

Someone tell my nipples to calm down because they are just too excited today!!!

hate  my job today! I really don't want To go in there. I think I may have maso tendencies because I go every freaking day! 

Ok this day needs to be over so I can go camping. the fire, the woods, the silence! Just thinking about it is such a tease!

Had a good weekend camping and sitting around the campfire. wash my fleece because it still smells like the campfire. must be my heritage influencing me on that one. But it is back to work and being bored once more. 

love my Kindle, gotta love free BDSM stories. helps to get the juices flowing!

game set and match. Games are over time to get back to work.  Come on end of the school year!

let the bitch games begin!!!

Almost told the boss to go fuck herself today. I have never been so mad in all my life. This is why I freaking HATE women!! They are catty, moody and just plain ole bitchy. I wanted to tell her to go get laid and maybe she would feel better, instead, I took a deep breath turned around and left. You can bet on Monday the Bitch Games will begin.

Ya see, I will take shit from a Man because they usually have a reason to give me shit. Another woman, its usually just a bitch power trip. GOD I HATE WOMEN!!!!!

Rant time: freaking "18 yr old Domme", please!! Grow the fuck up before you claim that title! Kids, yes kids, that age don't know their head from a hole in the ground!! I have crops that are older than that! Uggg, love a strong male, the feel of their dommination. Women or little girls for that matter do NOT turn me on! Rant finished.

4 more days until my road trip!!! spring break here come!!!

tis a good for homemade spagetti!!!!

ahhh, sunday, sitting here in just my robe.

pink undies, check, pink bra, check, tight red sweaater, check, skirt and fuck me boots, check! valentines day here i come!

come on easter! can't wait to see my family again. snnow this year sucks so far!

where the hell is spell check when i need it!!!

i have to wonder why some doms take their picture looking all kinds of pissed off? my momma always said you can catch more flies with honey than vinegar! uggg, a mad dom is not a good thing!

Ohhh days off are bad for me!!! I do bad things like buying fettish wear and toys. Ugg, must stop doing that. Maybe . Just bumming around doing the things that I must before the work week happens.

oi! new year and it already seems long! irthas been such a mild winter, i hate that! i want to play in the snow and have some fun!!! snow days arent bad either!

nothing like getting that boost from buying some "fuck me" boots!!!!

good way to alienate yourself from me; telling me i'm just another notch on your belt! lol, oh that will make me weak in the knees, not! 

Well, Christmas was a good time. It was fun watching the presents be unwrapped and seeing all the excitement. still didn't find a Dom under my tree, LOL! Guess Santa knows my taste! Not complaining mind you, just sayin.

I hope the new year comes in and stays good. I'm tired of the badness; after all it is supposed to be the end of the world. I hope I go out with a, umm , BANG!

horrible weekend!!! car accident, uncle dying, good friend dies of a heart attack. now, i have all these funerals to go to, yuck!!

please note, if i dont answer right away it means i am away from the sight but still logged in! don't get pissy if i don't answer you!

Woke up cold, forgot to put the fan off, I hate that when that happens. Rolled out of the bed and went for my coffee. Went to the store, got new Christmas lights and started to decorate the outside of my house. Washed one stinky dog, I guess he won't want to ride in the car again for a long tome.

Now if only I could find use for that crop.

ok, someone tell me why one would be asked the same question over and over again by the same person? drives me bat shit crazy!!!

yeah, tomorrow i get to go back to work. didn't find any black friday sales at the fettish shop! oh cherri had some awesome clothes for sale on cyber monday, love it!!!

Sooo a wonderful weekend out in the sun, it was an awsome weekend. I so dread the winter that is coming and that just makes me feel cold all over. Had a creep try to pick up on me, ugg, he was slimey!! What can I say, I'm waiting for a Dom, one who knows he is a Dom and not a wanna be.

Well today was Turkey Day. I had a good dinner, then started doing my homework. Yup, homework, not for a Dom, for school. It sucks, I get tired of writing things out to explain a simple concept for an ingnorant ass!! After 5 hours of this I want to smack someone!

 So, I'm in for abuse tomorrow morning, time for the crowds and getting bargins!! Nope, didn't find a sale, but the tack sale is going on tomorrow!!! Have a good time and be safe everyone!!! Remember, 30 shopping days until Christmas!!!

ahhh preparing for black friday!! wondering if there are gonna be any fettish sales???

ever want to reach through the screen and beat the shit out of someone? yup, describes my attitude towards a certain supposed dom today!

ok, arrive at work, there are 5 sherriff cars, one van and about 20 deputies standing around in bullet proof vests. i think a drug house might be getting some unannounced visitors! ahhh, inner-city, just gotta love it!

how do you explain a crop in the car??? i thought i would die!!!

uggg, today has been one of those days!!! work was interesting, thinking i need to take a few ball gags in with me for a certain few people. the new young pup at the office has decided he knows it all, couldnt stop thinking that he would make a good bitch for a domme! then i get home and have to deal with a little attitude that was thrown at me! and i now know why i need a dom, he can deal with the shit!!!

ok, the glimps of winter wasnt a good one! my poor trees are cracked and branches down. geeze the only sound of cracking i want to hear is that of a crop! im bad i know!

i love the feel of fall, the turning of leaves, the dewy spider webs. the weather gets me prepare for the harsh cold of winter.

ok would like to know why a dom would spend tje time for 2 weeks talking then all os the sudden vanish? freaking collarme magicians!! damn! ( kicks the wall)

i had very bad thoughts this weekend as i was following a herd of bicyclist; i thought what would happen if you tipped one over, would they all fall like dominoes?? i hate it when there are so many that they clog the road. the "share the road" doesnt apply to big groups like that i guess. dont get me wrong they have a right to be on the road, however, my car can go alot faster and i obey the rules of the road, like stopping at stop signs, right of way and ll that good stuff! 

when will i ever learn? i stayed up late reading a book on my kindle about d/s (yes i know the d is supposed to be capitalized, stupid m won't let me.) anyway, i'm at work now dragging cause i didn't get enough sleep. ugg silly thing to do!

these journal entries are a reflection on what is flitting through my mind at any given time. not written for any particular person, just my ramblings.

hmmmm, talk to someon then all the sudden their profile disappears. guess wifey found out eh? i'm thinking i'll just stay safe and sane by myself!

OK NOT INTO WOMEN!!!! I have discovered about myself through the years that I really do not accept that other women are dommanant over me. I'm sorry but a man has his place. No I do not want to try out another woman, not even remotely curious about ladies.