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Searching1020

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Hello to all, I'm new to the lifestyle and searching for my Dom. I have a true desire to serve and am very open minded and willing. I'm also very honest and direct and would like the same in return. To let you know, I am not a pain slut, pain is actually painful to me and not a turn on. But I am egar to lear and believe that if I can find the right Dom he will be able to get me to the point of no limits. I want my limits explored and pushed, (including my pain tolerance) and would like to find an experienced Dom that knows how to do this with out breaking me.
Please feel free to ask anything, as communication is the key to trust.
The pics below is an old one, but the only ones I have that I could up load here, the others are the wrong format. The second is about the same age as the first, but I was blond then, and I really don't like it much. I'll be more than happy to send one your e-mail if interested. This on e is about a year old, and now my hair is much longer, to mid-back. That's about the only difference.
11/10/2003 3:22:49 PM
It's so easy to get discouraged in this search. I meet someone that I think will be what I"m loking fo and it doesn't work out. Either I'm not what they want, or they are not what I want. 
 Sometimes I really wonder if I should just give it up and keep on keeping on. Live the boring vanilla life and resign myself to being with out the one I desire.
 But then again, what's life wiht out hope and desire and adventure?
 I may be a brand new little newbie sub, but I'm worth my weight in gold to the right Dom. All he'll have to do is love and cherish what I have to give. Which is no small part of my self.
 So the search continues....

11/8/2003 5:54:40 PM
Brand new to the site, and new to the lifestyle. I've had some interesting experiences and some scary ones. I hope to eventually find the Dom for me. Maybe this site will help. All for now. More later.
doormatchic
 
 Age: 58
 York, United Kingdom