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| I am not a friend collector. I need to have talked to you or met you before at a function before I add you as a friend. Please put forth the effort and don't just try to add me because I'm adorable as all get out.
I AM NOT A FUCK TOY, I AM A PERSON UNTIL I AM OWNED. TREAT ME LIKE ONE
First and foremost, I am a sensation slut. I love experiencing all sorts of new feelings, so I'm terribly excited to go out into the community and to have as many new experiences as I possibly can.
Now that the worst of the formalities are out of the way, let me introduce myself. My name is Lilah, though you are free to call me Snow, Bear, or whatever happens to strike your fancy and whatever will help you remember. I became interested in the world of BDSM at a younger age, and when I turned 18 I joined Fet and lurked the site on and off for about a year before I attended my first Kink party back in 2013. At that party I was invited to my second one, that would take place the week after. My first two scenes (and publicly, oh my!) were Electricity and Fire, and not once have I ever looked back. I have had very little real world experience with a long term D/s relationship, so please bear with me as I try to learn the ropes on things. Reading books and blogs and taking studious notes only gets one so far. XD I'm always open for new and exciting experiences, so long as they are provided within a safe environment. I firmly believe it's always fun to step outside your comfort zone, especially when doing so leads you to finding new things that you absolutely love.
Firstly I am a submissive, and a lifestyler. My submissive nature has no off switch, and I can't just keep it in the bedroom. If that is something that you are looking for, I am more than happy to be friends, say hello at functions, and answer questions, but pursuing any sort of relationship beyond that is simply a waste of time for everyone involved, and I don't like to be a waste of people's time, nor do I like to waste my own. That being said, I am currently discovering a more primal part of myself, as well as a top side. I won't "switch" just for anyone, so that's something that's still up in the air. Unless we actually meet and a relationship becomes serious, please treat me simply as a submissive rather than a switch.
I do have a little side, and her age sits around about ten years old. She's just like me, and still ooky spooky to the bone, minus our love for bows and unicorns (because who ever "grows up" and stops believing in the magic of the world? Miserable motherfuckers, that's who. XD ) She is in no way, shape, or form meant to be taken as anything sexual. My little is an outlet for my, unfortunately, tragic past. I never got to have a childhood at that age, and so when I hit a little state of mind, that is my psychology saying that I need to have some kid time.
My hard limits are as follows: Toilet fetishes as a whole (this does not include oral or intercourse during period week) , scat, diapers, sippy cups, pacifiers, masks and hoods, being threatened with a leather belt, and Full suit Yiff (I have paid too much money to ruin a nice suit like that. Besides, I wouldn't feel sexy sweating myself blind while trying to have sex with someone while wearing a couch.)
My soft limits include: Blood/ Vampirism (I'm very curious, but it would need to be with someone super special), needles (I have a horrible fear of them, but I love the look of detailed needle work, so I'd like to work up to it eventually), Poly relationships. I am absolutely poly friendly. I have no problem being approached as someone who is just used as an occasional play partner, however, I know for myself, a poly relationship would be very hard to maintain, and I would need to do it under very specific circumstances and with very specific people.
For the non-kinky stuff and just the generally awesome bathroom trivia, I have one very important philosophy in my life, and that is: Live by passions, not by laws. I'm a Pagan woman, and my patron deities are Nyx and Thoth (Strange combination I know, but they are what fit me the most) So understanding, and most of all, respect of my religious beliefs is a must. I am primarily user of light and 'white' magic. However, my Chaotic Good alignment gets the better of me. I will do the right thing, even if the right thing means killing everyone. XD I have not had the time to research or practice my spiritual beliefs the way that I would like to, so I'm not the best at answering questions, because, just like the BDSM community, there is still much for me to learn and know. Right now I'm actually working my way through a book about Fae magic, and I'm finding it quite delightful.
If you're looking for a plus size girl for a film I'm open! That's something I'd love to try, and you'll find I'm very good at taking direction and almost anything you throw at me. Local is easier for me to get to, but if accommodations to a secondary location can be provided, I'd love to talk!
I'm an artist, pure and simple. I write, I draw, I paint, I sing, dance, play violin and many other things. Most recently, I'd love to try my hand at being a living statue. I've written you all a novel here, so I'm sure that gives you plenty of a taste about what I'm like. I am a completely open and honest book, so if you have any questions at all, feel free to inbox me!
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