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I became widowed about a year ago. I have a child, but she is already grown, so I finally feel that I can start to look into a life that I have always been thinking of, but never was able to experience. My husband of over 20 years was nothing near the word dominant and I ran the house and marriage entirely. I loved him, but there was something lacking within our marriage and I want to assure myself that I don't make that same mistake again.
I'm totally new to this and I really don't know too much of what I am interested in or what limits I would have. I do know that I have been interested in d/s since I was 25, but I was already married and it was too late to do anything about it.
I will have to say up front that I am a very strong-willed woman and that it will take someone who really understands how to handle a woman like me and has experience in that kind of situation. I'm certainly not going to be able to submit to just any person who has been play-acting at d/s over the internet. I will need someone who has lived the lifestyle, knows exactly what he wants and demands it.
For now that's about it, except that I do have an age limit -- I am really uninterested in anyone over the age of 55 -- I think that is very fair being I am 41 in February. And I might add that I'm an attractive 40 year-old woman who is usually taken for 30. I have brown hair and eyes and am a petite 5'2, 105 pounds.
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