I'm glad he found me. He's become my teacher and trainer. In his hands I'm ready to explore my boundaries and be taken to places I've never been ;)

i'm looking for something... something i have yet to find...

a man who will control me but cherish me.

a man who will punish me but never hurt me (emotional hurt i mean).

i want to explore but i'm scared to do it with a man too old, i was with a man 21years older than me

 and he left me hurt and alone. i dont want to feel that again.

It hurts when you open yourself to someone;

Someone who feel so comfortable with and then they turn and just disappear :(