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	I am a submissive woman in a relationship. My hubby is not into the lifestyle which makes things a little difficult. I have a hard time being me. I do still like to make new friends though and we are trying to find someone to play with.

9/19/2011 5:10:04 PM

Wow I can't believe how long I have been in this lifestyle for. I can say however that having kids really puts a strain on this kind of relationship. We never have time for one another, and it's hard to keep the mindframe when your trying to keep 3 lil ones in line and out of trouble. Any ideas to keep the spark there would be great. we are both very much into it, but seem to find kids and sleep to be the most important things lately:(

6/22/2009 5:58:18 AM

I'm sure there comes a time for everyone when it seems as though they can't please anyone in anyway. Has there ever been a time for any other slave or submissive when they've felt as though they can't serve as they are meant to or want too? Perhaps thinking about looking for another to fullfill their Dom's needs and desires? Am I alone in these thoughts?

5/31/2009 7:50:14 PM

ok so i'm struggling with some inner issues you could say. i've been a part of this lifestyle for a very long time but most of it was online. it was so easy to uphold to all expectations when your not in real time. i've been with my Master now for 3 years and i still struggle with everything. i'm a brat at heart to begin with but i have problems with nervousness and embarrassment with certaim simple tasks and orders. how does one jump out of her old online world and into her real life one?