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I am seeking only slaves sincere in the intense and some would consider extreme.

In Sadism and masochism there is to us few the love and beauty of mutual wants, needs and desires.

Fullfilment.

And this is who I seek. Only those sincere in a commited long term relationship of acceptence of these forbidden, dark needs.

Consensual slavery in sado masochistic love.

Fulfilling the heart as the mind and body are explored, used, abused to and beyond.

Who I am -
I am a sadist. It is not the love of inflicting but the love of hearing, seeing, feeling the response from My masochist slave. Thus I am a very, loving, sensual sadist.
Whether I were on the 13th lash with a bull whip or the 4th hour of a prolonged, extreme device bondage session, I am seeking and need the open, honest, mental, emotional and physical response from the one I would have.
This is who I am and why I need My one. My one to give Me all of her, openly and honestly as I will give all of Me to her. My one that knows and yearns to be used, explored for the orgasm/pain connection.
My one that comes alive in surrendering to this dark love.
I am a responsible Owner of a slave that needs a safe home to grow, learn and build a long term relationship. A home and life where she can become a real life, real time Owned Property.
I live in a middle to upper middle class neighborhood. Am well educated, well read and have a very safe, comfortable, secure life. After programing,conditioning, My property would enjoy evengings out and in. A 'normal' life for all intents and purposes but for the mutual need of sado-masochism love.
I am a very patient, organized and disciplined Man, Master and Owner who enjoys a quieter, more casual lifestyle.


What I seek -
I seek a masochist who needs to more then a piece of meat or a doormat but knows she is a prized piece of property that will become a partner and companion to the One that will own her.
I seek a true, devoted and commited masochist. The need of, the love of pain, torture, humiliation, degradation, objectafacation is how and why you need to be loved.
The attention to feeding your forbidden, intimate need to be used, explored, subjected to discovering unknown pleasures.
I seek one that needs to know if there are limits to her giving of her heart, her mind and her body to this love.


What I offer -
The opportunity to leave all you have been behind you. Be stripped of all you are, propoerty, ID, responsibilities and be controled completely.
An opportunity to live with only one responsibility and that is to serving Me and learning the 'REAL' you. An opportunity of living a life with no decisions, be directed, guided, trained, micro managed into objective, consensual slavery.
Caged, bondage confinement with no outside world contact for 30 to 90 days until programed and conditioned as a sensual/sexual/masochistic slut.
A good life to be secure and grow. To live real time, a life of consensual, sado-masochist slavery.


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I have no age preference but would prefer someone in the 30 to 35 + range so that we would share some sommon interests in our home life.
Nor do I have a preference to a body type except that I do prefer a 'thick' or fuller figure female.
The reason being is that I have a need to extremely modify a female body, heart and mind. I have and seek to do so again and own it permanently. Extreme distention of the nipples, areola, breasts, labia and clitoris. This also includes extreme position bondage so would encompass extreme arm, leg and body flexibility. And extreme waist corseting.
Thus a 'thick' or fuller figure female 36 or 38 C/D cup - 160 lb + is prefered as what I need may be too much for a thin female.
I am an experienced personal trainer so My property would be improved in health and this is so that sessions can be taken longer and to more intense themes.
I require a property that needs and knows it will be kept in sensual/sexual arousal/orgasm continously with the only rest being to sleep.
My property is a sensual/sexual orgasmic masochistic slut. This is why she was born and the life she seeks to be whole.
And once whole, will be kept property forever.

9/19/2009 3:30:13 AM

'Domestic demands and needs' -
Actually rather light. There is just Me and I am hardly a pig so it is a matter of you maintaining My home. Cleaning, dusting, laundry, etc. Very normal household chores that a female is expected to do. But I do expect perfection.
You, even in your 'conditioning' will be My chauffeur.
I expect very good meals and preparing and serving will be excpetional.
I have a good sized yard with both flower and vegetable gardens. I live in a Northern clime so the gardnes and yard need tending, weeding, watering, mowing in the Spring, Summer and Fall months and of course snow removal and de-icing in the winter.
I do have 3 cats so if you have allergies that ends this. So their litter and food dishes will be kept clean and filled and you will brush them daily.
And I have a garage/shop/training/torture structure. You will keep this spotless.
After you are 'conditioned' then you will do the mundane research that I require.

'Sexual demands and needs'.
Your physical body is for Me to use and in using it, extract the Pleasures that I enjoy.
From your body, I want and will obtain your mental and emotional sensual and sexual releases.
You have read My journal. That is Me.
You will be whored out once a week. This is to both earn Me money and to pay for your keep (food, medical, etc). I will be there to assure your health is protected but up to 20 men will fuck you and be sucked by you.
I will join in from time to time but mostly it is Pleasurable to watch and hear you respond to being raped and for you to wallow in your obscene, depraved, primal sexual lust. Whimpering, moaning, crying, screaming, groaning, begging.
You will, in My home, be trained in sensual pleasure and sexual lust with other women. Both top and bottom to them. Again My pleasure is to see and hear you respond, release your stiffled 'civilized' reactions.
And you will be trained in beastality. Beginning with a family dog I will acquire after you arrive and eventually moving on to horses. You will very often be filmed.
As to My Personal demands and needs, I prefer anal sex with a female but with a twist. I enjoy fisting the female's twat so that when I fist her, I can stroke My cock that is in her rectum.
It goes without sayuing that you will be conditioned to oral sex.
In short, when you are not preforming domestic duties or sleeping, you will be explored and enjoyed for the sexual Pleasures you can provide. Which will include when not in sexual use, you masturbate for My viewing Pleasure. This is 24 hours a day with the only exception being when you are asleep.

My household is based on the 1950's Household. Strict? Expected behavior of the female. Expected dress, expected talk, expected actions, reactions, expected duties. You will be managed so that you fulfill this role.

'Real punishment'.
Punishment is inflicting that which another hates or restricting that which another loves.
So punishment is a matter of getting to know you. I am a Sadist. I have no qualms of cording your breast, running the cord through ceiling hooks until you are raised onto your toes or even suspended by your bound breasts and delivering 20 canes to each, your back, bottom, belly, thighs and breasts.
Or perhaps spreading and stretching you on the rack for 24 hours.
Or perhaps flogging, whipping you until you are unconscious, reviving you and continuing the flogging/whipping.

As to assuring total sexual compliance........
You have one choice to make. Your last choice. If this is you, the life you really want, need to be, to feel alive, then you will chose it. From there, we will talk so that I know you and can make the proper decisions. In talking we will then meet to access our 'real compatibnility'.
After that when all is ordered in your 'life', you will begin your new life. A life being held in bondage.
I am real and what I offer is real. No fantasy, no play, no part time. That is why the exchange we are having and if this is you, will have are based on the understanding this is real life and how you and I will live it.
You will live in bondage, restraint and be used as and when I see fit. This is your conditioning until this life that you chose, your last decision, becomes completely natural to you.
A slave, domestic and sex is who you are.
Slavery, domestic and sex is the service you provide.

 

8/23/2009 11:51:08 AM

The thin, thin line between the rational, logical, socially acceptbale 'normal' world and the real world of Confined, Consensual Slavery.

The real world in which it is your 'will' to be taken and held in constant bondage, restricted confinment.

Completely managed, controled, conditioned to be a Service/Domestic slave, a Pleasure/Sensual slave and a Primal/Sexual slave.

After negotiations and a week or two trial visit to ensure that we will be mentally compatible after your Conditioning, the female will be taken into custody.

Conditioned to know your place, your purpose. Owned Property.

For 4 months
You will be kept nude except for your leather restraints or chains.
You will have no contact with the outside world save for emergencies that I will monitor.
You will be kept bound to a secure mount at all times.
When not bound, you will present yourself on your knees.
You will eat from dishes on the floor.
You will sleep on the bed at night. To warm it and for sex.
I will manage every minute of your day.
Conditioning you in Household Service and Domestic use.
Conditioning you in Pleasure/Sensual use.
Guiding you to release to your Primal/Sexual being.
After one week, you will be introduced to another female to be conditioned in same sex physical/sexual/emotional use and enjoyment.
After one month you will be introduced to K-9. Conditioned in physical/sexual/emotional animal sex.
After 2 months you will be introduced to whoring. One day a week you will be, under My Supervision, whored out.

This is a form of Stockholm Syndrome Conditioning.

As part of your conditioning you will be brought to and kept in a very high state of nutrition and physical exercise. Your body will bloom as the better your health, the more use and pleasure I will get out of you.

After you are Conditioned so that being a Service/Domestic/Pleasure/Sensual/Primal/Sexual slave is your complete world, is your functioning mindset, is your real and normal world, then your Conditioning will have put you in good stead to be Mine.

You will be intelligent as you will be doing research and I expect very intelligent and good conversations between us.
We will continue to explore and stretch your sensual/sexual limits from your conditioning.
And having undergone Conditioning, you will now be ready for Body Modification.

This is not play. This is not a part time kink. This is not now and then.

This is the life of a slave that I would have.

A very fulfilling, secure, safe life. You will be nutured, educated, raised to a higher level and opened to all that you can be.  

7/20/2009 9:56:48 PM

All too often, the S&M relationship is seen as the slave/slut being spread for sex or being bound for whipping.

For Me it is the beautiful joy of the response I get from the attention I give.

It is a symbiotic relationship. The more My female responds, the more creative I become. And that is the love and exquisite beauty of the Sadist / Masochist relationship. Each is satisfied by and inspired by the other. The preperation is often as beautiful as the object of the session and together, offer hours of mutual delight.

Such as a simple spread/suspend bench mount.

Lay the female on her left side on the bench and taking one leg, bend and tie her ankle to her thigh. Cinch it very tight. Oh so lovely. The stretched and strained skin. Umm. Delicious to the touch and lingering caress.

Take her arms and bind them behind her, attaching the 'D' ring on her wrists to the 'D' ring on her ankle.

Now take her other leg and hooking a clasp into the 'D' ring on her ankle restraint, raise her leg to the ceiling hook, stretching, spreading her legs wide. This exhibits your female's sex very nicely and keeps her somewhat immobile.

Now to put her in a position that your female is completely immobile, sit on the bench and lay the females head on your lap as you slowly and lovingly bind her right breast with cord. If your female is a 'B' cup or smaller, it will be easier to use a couple of rods of rebar to press her breast. It is one reason I enjoy a fuller figure, heavy breasted female.
I very much enjoy all forms of breast play/torture and especially breast bondage.

So a good 5 or 6 wraps of the cord. Here is where I often begin to slow My pace and linger to really enjoy My sensual/sexual Sadism of My female.

Very, very slowly wrapping the cord around her full, heavy breast. Hefting it, adjusting the cord so it is cinching tight. And then just enjoying the tightly bound breast. Caressing, squeezing, slapping it. Umm. Pinching and pulling on the nipple, watching as the nipple swollens and hardens, the areola darkens and finally as the breast begins to darken red. Sometimes I just hold the breast, the circulation cut off and enjoying the reddening and swelling. The beautiful hard, full orb of the meat of her breast.

Ohhh. And the beautiful sighs, whispers, whimpers, moans, cries, screams as she responds and together we bond in our loving exploring of pain/pleasure/perverted delights.

If the breasts darken too much, I'll release the cord to get the circulation back as I want more.

One leg bent and bound to her thigh, the other spread and raised to the ceiling, now I want her breast bound and used to suspend her ever so slightly off the bench.
 
Ohhhh. That first raptureous, long moan/scream as she is lifted off the bench by pulling on the cord that binds her breast! Sometimes I'll jerk (if the female is experienced enough) on the cord so that her body is jerked up and down by her breast. This will always elicit beautiful cries of joy from your female masochist.

There is more I want from her/will give to her but usually I sit on the bench and just enjoy her body for awhile. Softly caressing her face, perhaps brushing away a tear or two. Caressing her arms, belly, thigh. The love I see looking into her eyes as she gives her body and receives My attention.
  
But I and I know My female wants more so I stand and using an extender, attach one end to the wall and mounting a Pearl Rabbit Vibrator on the other end, moisten My females slit and then impale her twat with the Vibrator.

Oh so beautiful as it plunges and disappears deep inside her. And the beautiful deep, long low maon as she takes the pleasure deep in her twat.

Sitting on the bench again with My females head on My lap, now together we can explore perverted orgasmic Sado Masochistic pleasures.

My fingers spreading the prongs on the Rabbit to mold around her swollen clitoris. I strap a fingertip vibe to My hand and looking deep into My females eyes, begin the joy of tapping her clitoris or pressing hard on it to arouse and bring her to orgasm.

The soft, beautiful hum of the Rabbit, the delightful moans, cries, screams, whimpers of My female. Before sitting, I put the cord binding her breast through a pulley and now I pull on the cord, yanking her breast, stretching it as I lift and suspend her off of the bench.

Her twat filled, her clitoris rubbed, her breast pulled and stretched, I now can use one more piece of her. Loosening the belt on My robe, My Manhood is hard and swollen and as I lower her by the cord binding her breast, My female opens her mouth and takes My Manhood into it.

A female slut/pain slave. Her body savoring the raptures of the orgasms from the Rabbit and Finger Vibe as I jerk her by her breast up and down and the pain trembles through her and her mouth is filled by My shaft.

7/5/2009 9:39:42 PM

Mounts -

With the great weather, outdoor mounting of property is the domain of the creatrive Owner.

A Ladder Mount does require conditioning of a female as it places a strain on the small of the back so patience and care in conditioning are needed. Usually a good moth will bring the female to the needed and necessary conditioning so that she can give 1 or more hours on this mount.
But when taken, Oh the results!

I prefer the Ladder Mount as it is 6' tall and when the female is placed on top of it, it presents, displays and exposes her sex beautifully.

I also prefer the Ladder Mouint as when care is taken in conditioning, then the female can be kept on the Mount for several hours thus using her mouth for pleasure and also using her as a piss sprinkler.

A Mount
4 Stakes
Rope, chain or come-a-longs

Anyway I prefer a Ladder but a stool, post or even a fence can be used.
Take the female and have her sit on whatever is choosen. Start with her legs/ankles. Spread them and using stakes, secure the 'D' rings of her restraints to the stakes.
Moving to her arms/wrists, lower her so she is reclined to the desired position (with greater practice and conditioning this can become more amd more extreme) and secure the 'D' rings of her wrists to the stakes.
Once positioned, you can adjust the width her arms and legs are spread and be it ropes, chains or come-a-longs, the female can now be stretched to the desired display.

This can be done in the backyard and simply place a large beach towel over her. Remove it or just reach under to enjoy her as you would.

A drive out in the country and using a fence on a deserted or not deserted farm can add variety.

And again I prefer the Ladder as this raises the female up high, accents your spread eagle display and is very eroticly beautiful when delivering a long spray of pee. And her face/head when positioned pulled down, is at waist level so she is availabe to use her mouth for sex or as a urnal.

5/24/2009 7:48:14 AM
Lived, 24/7 restraint, confinment, captivity. 
A life of bondage.
Suspension, caged, imprisoned, device.

My preference is suspension and various mount devices.

In suspension, the natural weight of the girl can be used to the advantage of self pain. Care needs to be taken to assure blood flow to arms or legs but the benefit is extending the suspension for longer and longer periods. Multiple hours and eventually multiple days with brief rest and massage periods.

Ah but the beauty! The slave girl/pain slut squirming, jerking, straining in and at the bondage. The beauty of strained, stretched muscle and skin.
Tracing loving caresses over those strained muscles.
The beautiful sounds of anguish from her endurance.
The beauty and pleasure from a girl as art in suspension.

And of course suspension does lend itself to flogging, whipping and caning. The wonderful spasms of a girl jerking about as she is disciplined.

My love of course is from device bondage. In My home I have descret hooks in the cieling and walls so that a slave girl can be kept in continous restraint. Clipping wrists, ankles and collar to the various hooks so she is displayed for My pleasure and her need to be kept.
But of course the greatest joy is form various device mounts. Some created specificly for the girl but in general My favorites are the Saw Horse Mount, Ladder Mount or the Bondage Bench for longs hours in the evening so that I can relax and work on the girl.
Laid on the Bench, arms and legs under and secured. Leather and bamboo flappers, needles, clamps, weights, pinchers, suction.
Ungaged so that the girl can joyfully express herself to My attention.
And attention she recieves. Working her body to unlock her heart and mind to our mutual needs. Knowing her and her limits and how much more she needs and can give.

Sensual sadism and masochism.

MistressFreyja
 
 Age: 29
 Iligan city, Philippines