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Greetings!
I am...
lib·er·tine /ˈlibərˌtēn/
n.
1. One who acts without moral restraint; a dissolute person.
2. One who defies established religious precepts; a freethinker.
adj.
Morally unrestrained; dissolute.
de·vi·ant /ˈdēvēənt/
adj.
Differing from a norm or from the accepted standards of a society.
n.
One that differs from a norm, especially a person whose behavior and attitudes differ from accepted social standards.
mis·an·thrope /ˈmisənˌTHrōp/
n.
One who hates or mistrusts humankind.
per·vert /pərˈvərt/
tr.v. per·vert·ed, per·vert·ing, per·verts
1. To cause to turn away from what is right, proper, or good; corrupt.
2. To bring to a bad or worse condition; debase.
3. To put to a wrong or improper use; misuse.
n. (pûrvûrt)
One who practices sexual perversion.
I take great pleasure in all that I am. My anonymity is extremely important to me, for my career choice is quite vanilla & lucrative; therefore I stress the importance of the aforementioned. I find modesty to be a waste of time. The masses but a waste of good flesh & merely worthy of death & death shall come to them. Their pain my pleasure, my pleasure their pain. I find there is no objective "right" or "wrong"... it is merely subjective. My self-constitution is upper most, as is self-preservation. I see individuals abstaining, praying, begging, wasting away & merely existing. One must give their own life meaning, because if they don't, you can bet your ass someone else will. I am dominant by nature & showcase this in every aspect of my life. In the bedroom; a sadist, a Dom, a Master & one who explores the limitless boundaries between pleasure & pain & most times, beyond! I challenge every law, every person & every rule, that doesn't hinder my well-being. I find scapegoats are for the weak, the selfless, the sheep & the bothersome bastards whom need blotted out. I find no pity for mankind, for it is not deserving of any. I simply do not care.
"And if a man smite you on one cheek, smash him on the other! Smite him hip and thigh, for self-preservation is the highest law!"
- Anton Szandor LaVey
As much as I hate, I am full of love for the things & people that bring forth happiness & wealth to my life. The select few in which I consider friends are on the same level as a family member to most. I show no time for psychic vampires who drain one of their vital existence & refuse to waste love on ingrates & those undeserving of it. I instead focus on those that contribute rather than take away. There is no other way for me. Isolation & seclusion is how many of my nights are spent. This however is by way of choice. I do not feel my time should be cluttered with "filler" or "hangers-on", so I have become very selective over the years.
For those not in the know about nihilism, allow me to enlighten you...
ni·hil·ism
1. Philosophy
a. An extreme form of skepticism that denies all existence.
b. A doctrine holding that all values are baseless and that nothing can be known or communicated.
2. Rejection of all distinctions in moral or religious value and a willingness to repudiate all previous theories of morality or religious belief.
3. The belief that destruction of existing political or social institutions is necessary for future improvement.
4. also Nihilism A diffuse, revolutionary movement of mid 19th-century Russia that scorned authority and tradition and believed in reason, materialism, and radical change in society and government through terrorism and assassination.
5. Psychiatry A delusion, experienced in some mental disorders, that the world or one's mind, body, or self does not exist.
I am a sexual deviant, one who adores the taboo & abhors conventional society & the strain it puts on the human animal. I hold carnality in high regard & associate myself as, well, just another animal. I have very few hard limits, but there are some. I feel no need in listing them here, for that's what comes about during good conversation... which is a rare thing these days too! Unlike most sadists, I also derive pleasure from those being pleased. Whether that's through flagellation, sodomy, fellatio, cunnilingus, nipple/breast torture, CBT or deep, passionate kissing... I do not care! I up for it... all of it! I am a hedonist, an Epicurean & above all else, a misfit. I wear those badges proudly & raise my glass in honor of other like-minds! And, as the late, great Marquis de Sade stated so eloquently...
“Either kill me or take me as I am, because I'll be damned if I ever change.”
- Marquis de Sade
- Sado
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