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OK, I’m sick of putting a pretty face on my bdsm!!! I’m not on a spiritual journey, I’m not her to help a submissive woman reach her next stage in life. I’m a sadistic bastard.
I want to take a once-proud girl, strip her naked and spank her till she cries like helpless 6 –year old. I want to make her crawl on the floor, bare ass naked, in front of 20 of my friends, while we video tape her. I want to make her lick my feet, then suck my cock while me and my friends are watching TV. I want to use her as a TV-tray and keep my beer on her naked back, while she’s bent over sucking my cock. Then I’ll make her thank me for the experience, look straight at the camera and admit she’s a worthless brainless slut who’s such a brainless air head that sucking cock and holding beer is the only thing she’s good at. Then I’ll put the video on YouTube, so she’ll know that she’ll never have dignity again and everyone she meets for the rest of her life might have seen her debasing herself.
I like to HUMILIATE girls! I like to fuck their brains out and make them shout that they’re stupid and worthless while their cumming. I make them SCREAM that they’re a stupid bimbo, I pull their hair if their not loud enough until they shout that they has shit for brain. When I’m finished with the sex, if I didn’t think she was good enough, I make her bend her over and spank her with a horse whip while she counts each swat and says some repeating phrase like “One, thank you sir! I’m sorry I didn’t fuck better.” Then I make her kneel naked in the corner, her ass glowing red out in the room and think about how the only thing she’ll ever be good for is getting fucked by me, and she even failed at that.
I want to slap my girl in the face every time she gives me lip. Tatoo the words “dumb cunt” on her chest so she sees it every time she takes a shower. And tattoo the words “property of ______” with my initials filled in on her lower back so everyone could see it whenever she bent over.
I want to force a girl to clean every inch of my house, every day, wearing only an apron. I ‘d expect her to have dinner waiting for me when I got home and have breakfast waiting for me when I woke up. Whenever I brought home a new girl I’d expect my girl to cook both of us breakfast in the morning. I’d make my first girl stand respectful while I or anyone else ate at the table, so she could fetch anything some one wanted. She would not be allowed to sit at the table ever, in fact she would not be allowed to use any furniture in the house without specially permission. The floor is good enough for her. The only time she’d ever get to sit on any furniture or sleep in a bed is if I invited her up to me. She’d have drink most of her water from a dog dish on the floor and she’d have to compete with the dog to get it. Most nights I’d make her sleep in a large basket at the foot of my bed.
That is my ideal relationship! Some of the above is things I actually do, some I haven’t tried yet. The following are all things I’ve actually said.
I like to tell a girl things like:
“You’re stupid. You’re so fucking stupid you’ll never be able to get a real job, you’ll never be able to take care of yourself, you’ll never DO anything worth doing. I mean your head is just empty there’s nothing there. The only thing you’ll ever be good for is getting fucked and doing whatever a man tells you. You’re basically a worthless human being, the only he only way your life will ever have any meaning is through me. I’m the exact opposite of you, I’m smart and ambitious, I’m going to do great things. You’re a worthless little nothing, but if you come with me you’ll be a small part of my greatness. If I decide to keep putting up with you that is. I am so much better than you that you don’t even deserve to get fucked by me. For me, fucking you is like a charity. I could get girls 20 times better than you and we both know it. I mostly just keep bothering to fuck you because I feel sorry for you.”
“When we were born God gave us each gifts, some people had potential to be smart, some are strong… you got almost nothing. All you got was your ass. You’re kinda pretty, if I dress you up really nice and I take you out somewhere you can be eye candy. You can stand in the room and make the room prettier, but the moment you open your mouth everyone will realize what an airhead you are and they’ll laugh behind your back. You’re more of a decoration than a person.”
“I don’t care if you cum, we both know you don’t matter. The only thing that matters is my pleasure. When we have sex we both have the same goal of making sure it’s as good for me as possible. After all, the most important thing that you’ll ever do is getting fucked by me. When I’m using you is the only time you get close to being a complete person. When I’m actually inside you and you feel me using your body, you can almost feel what it’s like to have a real brain. You’re basically just a life support system for a pussy.”
I like ro make girls repeat these things back to me about herself. Especially when I’m fucking her. I like it even better if I make her believe them. I get off on totally destroying women’s self esteem and breaking her spirit like taming a wild horse.
I’m sick of trying to make these urges into something deep, or pretty. Or try to make this into something socially acceptable. I like hardcore S&M, and there is a reason many people are afraid of it. I like emotionally destroy a woman, humiliating her is often better than the sex part of it. Sex is only to reinforce her sense that she’s just a piece of meet.
If that’s not your thing, fine! But there are truckloads of women whose deepest darkest fantasies are being on the other side of this, and everyone knows it.
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