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SadistViking

I am what I am. I do not apologize. I do not make excuses. I firmly believe in my superiority. Not to everyone. I cannot bend the world to my will, nor would I want to. But to those who serve me and suffer for me.
I am anachronistic in the way that its my belief that a man ultimately has only his word and his honor. I'm strong, I'm rough around the edges, I am loving when I get my way ... and vicious when I don't.
I am a sadist. There is no denying this. I enjoy the pain of others, and I enjoy the humiliation of others. I am tremendously inventive in this area. I find weaknesses and exploit them mercilessly. I invent new ways to bring those under my power to tears of shame and moans of pain.
I break people. I know this is cliché. But through torture, humiliation, restraints, lack of comfort, harsh punishment, sensory deprivation and isolation ... of ever increasing inventiveness and severity. Combined with me always asserting my will, and giving when needed the littlest signs of affection. I change people. When they leave they are not who they were when they entered.
Safe & sane? This can be argued over. At length. I try, I do not accept just anyone. I need to be convinced that the one entering not only has the psyche to survive the treatment reasonably intact ... changed should NOT mean damaged for life. I do not want to go to jail, and I'm sure nobody wants to end up in either hospital or a mental institution. Safe & sane easier to believe in when I've demonstrated my selfish reasons for it? I hope so.
How does it work? Simple. We talk, talk and talk some more. Here, on MSN, eventually on the phone. When we finally agree we should proceed we arrange a trial. Trials are short spanning only a few days, and most of the time there are safewords. Then you go home and think things over, or at the very least spend a week or two away for me. After that we talk again, and either agree we do not work out or that we should enter a limited time contract. I often recommend three months, but have also done six. Ultimately, this seems to be enough for most. And while I do have the romantic notion of one day signing a lifetime contract, this has yet to happen.

5/8/2011 6:47:48 AM

Already have a few questions on this. So.

I fully realize that what I do isn't for everyone.

I do try my damndest to avoid people for whom this would be harmful.

Its for the select few; and yes NATURALLY its possible for both parties to abort at any time!

 

Now, quit moaning about insanity, ok? ;)

kitties
 
 Age: 26
 Dallas, Texas