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shannonlee
If "labels" are important, I have settled upon the title of "transvestite" at this point. As for a specific rationale behind that philosophy, it revolves around the fact I have evolved beyond occasional crossdressing - but also find myself stopping short of pursuing surgical (sex-change) modifications. That said, it has definitely turned into more of a "lifestyle" for me... For the moment (primarily because of employment-related considerations) I do what is possible, remaining conscious of stepping over any "lines" that might interfere with my ability to earn a living. One example involves keeping my entire body (including arms, legs, etc) completely free of hair, which requires an inordinate amount of time and effort. Virtually every single night, you will find me watching various "Netflix" documentaries - during my "date with the epilator." Though a somewhat uncomfortable endeavor, the results are so worthwhile (actually pulling hair out by its root) as it helps me maintain ultra-smooth, sexy skin! So, anyway - what is it that I am seeking from this website? In my particular case, being "transgendered" is about much more than simply "dressing up" and "getting off" every now and then. If it were necessary to quantify my gender and sexuality, both would probably average about 50/50 on any given day. In other words, a very significant portion of "who I am" is undeniably female, and the "woman within" yearns for an opportunity to be appropriately nurtured. Long ago, I realized that in order to derive deep and meaningful fulfillment from such activities, it would involve sharing not only my body - but "myself as a whole" with someone, in this context. Unfortunately though, I have found that most guys desire little more than a few minutes of fooling around - followed by about thirty seconds of intercourse. Ultimately, I want to establish an ongoing arrangement with one very special gentleman; rest assured - my primary emphasis will be to ensure his erotic satisfaction in every way. (Don't get me wrong; to imply that my underlying motivations are not of a sexual nature would be woefully inaccurate!!!) In exchange, all I would ask - is that during the course of my "visits" (preferably over the course of a couple days and nights, consecutively) you allow me to fully assume, and experience / truly within live the "female" role during our time together. Upon finding this very special gentleman, I will gladly surrender every last bit of my masculinity at his feet - and become his loving, adoring, totally submissive "woman" in every way. Basically, once things evolve beyond friendship and we build a mutual bond of unshakable trust, something very special awaits you. Shortly after arrival, for lack of a better term, I would essentially want my male clothing "confiscated" until just before our visit concludes. In the interim, I am allowed to wear only sexy, alluring, feminine clothing as we spend time together - just as any other "regular" couple would. By combining this with my womanly intuition, hopefully it will prompt you to seduce me repeatedly, giving us numerous opportunities for hot, passionate lovemaking. Provided we are in an environment of absolute safety and privacy, my well-prepared (meaning perfectly-clean and sweet-smelling) vagina shall always be available, at your beck-and-call for even the slightest manly whim. If you are otherwise "unattached" and find any of this intriguing - I would be glad to hear from 'ya! Please though, only "serious inquiries" from guys who are sincerely interested (meaning, more than a fleeting curiosity) in transgendered "gurls" like myself. I am very "real" and looking to actually meet in-person; the standard taglines of safe, sane and legal are attributes for which I cannot (nor will not) make concessions. My ideal "match" would be more relationship-oriented, although any specific arrangements can obviously take the shape of whatever we mutually decide. As a side note, if you are inherently afraid of the four-letter "L" word (love) and not at least open-minded to whatever possibilities could potentially arise between us...then I might not be the one for you. Before I forget, consider myself a "total 100% bottom" in every respect. Right now, my own sexual / fetish-related tastes are pretty "vanilla" in many respects. However, the man who makes me feel comfortable being a woman in his presence, will also undoubtedly reap the benefits of my imagination. An environment of mutual trust and respect is absolutely the key to unlocking that door; I will likely be rather eager to "explore" much of what sexual expression has to offer, with someone I care deeply about - and who feels the same for me. :) Peace and Love, Alyssa
amberyone
 
 Age: 40
 London, Ontario, Canada