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Left for awhile. Now I am back.
This is my original post. It describes me best.
I've made a few adjustments to it since my last posting.
To the women of horizons I offer the below.
What if just once you stumbled into your dream?
What if that moment held you securely and whispered into your ear that It's alright. That he loved you for who you are not what others want you to be.
What if within that whisper and hug you felt the warmth of opportunity and the security of an adventurous future.
What if there was a man that wanted to passionately live life with you and show you all the wonders of the world starting with what you desired most, his heart, his loyalty, and his love.
I know that I will receive some unusual email responses. I know that I will receive some oddball replies.
BUT:
What if there is someone out there searching for YOU and wants a life of love, joy and happiness, a sphere of comfort where smiles and laughter are as common as the next breath we take. I know you must be out there for I feel it in my heart and I know it's in our destiny to meet. So I search, restless, wanting to discover the gift of you.
Until then I am moving forward, building a life that I want to share. There is so much to do and show and express.
By profession I was an Investment Banker retired although by heart I am a writer. I have had some short stories published and I continue to finance ventures to keep busy. Today I race cars in several series. I'm not great but it is ever so exciting.
I have traveled the world, over 40 countries, some so many times I can tell you which tables of what restaurants I prefer over others. I like to travel and to soak in the cultures of a people that are different than mine. There must be some ancient Bedouin blood that courses through my veins. Egypt, Switzerland, France, all hold stories of my history, past, and future.
I speak several languages poorly but conversationally. I also believe I am more fluent in cultures and nuances of them than I will ever be at language. I am most comfortable with my French, Arabic, and although hesitant can get by in German, and to a lesser degree Spanish and Kikuyu (a derivative of Bantu an African language).
My faults are common and lead perhaps in that I am too sympathetic to others positions, feelings, and put them above my own. Although I do not see this as a fault I am also always seeing the possibilities in everything that I suppose made me a good I-Banker when ushering in new companies and technologies or a writer. Given the choice between seeing something that is and what it can be my sight and heart run to the later.
I am also much to romantic, the type of man who leaves notes tucked in your purse or under the pillow of the bed. It is central to me and the comfort of who I am and between the flowers and poems or stories written or dinners taken or created I am at my best when I have someone to express the enormity of my love. This however can be a bit smothering, such attention to someone else. In addition I am dominant in the corridors of sex. I enjoy the ultimate submission of a women's soul as she trusts in my direction as I push her body and desires to the very edges of her imagination. Ok so I put it out there. Can't help it-that's me.
I have posted before and have been both wowed at the responses I've received by sheer numbers and how far off the respondents have been. That's my fault, as I haven't made it clear what it is I am searching for.
Perhaps this may help.
You smile a lot. It is natural to who you are. You feel deeply, with love, compassion, cravings, hopes for the future, and are acutely sensitive to your surroundings. You are soulful. A cup of hot coco and a good book where you tuck your toes into the warmth of a comforter as you read is you.
There is an adventurous side to you in travel, dresses you may wear, the non conformity of your thoughts, all of which you express.
In love your heart swells like a just filled balloon who escapes up to the blue and warm skies above. It is hard for you to hold back that expression of you. Perhaps a bit jaded, a bit hurt, skepticism doesn't inhibit you only makes you a bit cautious and rightfully so.
You like to cook, and hate cleaning the dishes but will so long as he is there with you to help.
You also seek his strength and support, the security of his hug, and the whispers that cause your heart to beat and other regions to stir.
You would like to have children as you are comfortable with the beauty that you are and believe that you could provide a nurturing home.
Most of all you are inspired.
Of your looks well that I am certain is resplendent. My personal attraction runs tall, lithe to athletic, height weight appropriate, flexible, nubile even, and has dark winsome and tousled hair. A smile is important, my beacon to the heart, and eyes both demur and fiery, mischievous and wanton, loving and soulful.
Not to much to ask huh?
Of the responses I have received there is also was a great sense of urgency as if they wanted it all now, in a neat tidy package, delivered on their doorstep.
Romance to me, courtship is a process built upon trust and discovery and that takes more than a few exchanged emails, phone calls, dinners and dates. I guess that's another fault of mine too. I am building toward a lifetime and not an encounter.
Physically I am 5' 9", have hazel eyes, long fingers, legs, and a very long...imagination! I am easy on the eye, have fluidity about me, am athletic, and feel more comfortable in jeans and boots than the Brioni suites I wear.
That is as complete a profile as I have ever written and I would be impressed if you read all the way to these lines.
To end this novel I think it is important to add this.
I, in my soul, and heart, know that in destiny that you're out there somewhere. Everyday I work hard in preparation to provide the security needed and deserved by you and is my joy to provide. Although age is unimportant, I'm turning 51 this year, I would prefer someone youthful enough to have two more children but not so young as it would be uncomfortable for her or me.
I also have some baggage, there are some sensitivity points in my history. Who doesn't. That's not deflective and no it isn't really that ominous.
Kindest of regards,
BK
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