A good few weeks and a let down, but progress is being made...

A shopping trip for "everyday" clothing and attire made and a dress and play session on Sunday evening is going to be fun.. 

I have taken a few days to calm down but I am still fucking livid. A so called Dom who did all the chasing, requesting to meet tracey and play...couldn't even have the balls to text message us and cancel. Yes my sissy and myself were playing a play meet on that day and the hotel was booked so he could just turn up and meet her. She had been dressed and made up like a slutty school girl and was looking forward to the meeting. Ms Ann had ably assisted in choice of clothing and make up. This waste of space knows who he is and I will not give him the satisfaction of even offering an apology. I will be posting pictures of what he missed out on. 

tracey IS available to play, she is eager to please and be used but please be aware we will not be fucked about or have the piss taken in future.

Too long since my last Journal entry. So much has happened but everything still seem the same.

My sissy his still awaiting delivery of her new car, but have been given a date now but so wont hold my breath...but finally we will be able to resume training and play. 

My cuckold couple have visited twice now, and was good fun. We are still finding our feet and moving slowly, but there is definitely fun to be had. 

I don't normally approach other Dom/mes but on a whim I decided to message a Domme to offer tracey for play & photo-shoot opportunities. Surprisingly she was a very receptive to the idea and I have invited her to lunch to discuss a few things.

Okay, I am now actively looking for a lawyer/solicitor for some advice regarding my subs insurance claim against her stolen vehicle. These leeches are now refusing to pay out after 4 months, because her mother moved the vehicle on the the day the car was stolen, and wasn't insured for the vehicle (although a driver of many years and moved the car to make access to the vehicle easier for the my sub). They originally had said that this was of no consequence.

A simple thank you to tracey for proving her loyalty & obedience. 

Ok, people please listen up. I am not looking for any more sissies. I have a very well established sub sissy that takes up most of what time I have available. Unless you are able to offer something original, something different, something that I can use in my training of tracey, or large amounts of cash, it is doubtful whether I will be interested at the moment.

I am interested in other Dom/Dommes interested in using my slut, and female switch/subs and couples. 

Good afternoon all, and welcome to 2013. This promises to be an eventful year. tracey is still housebound after scumbags stolen and burnt out her car and chair. Believe me, if I were ever to catch these people I would have no hesitation in kneecapping them and seeing how they would like to be stuck without transportation and freedom of movement. 

On a happier note, I plan to make up for lost time when she is back mobile. 

tracey has decided that she wants to become completely owned by me and I am proud to accept her complete devotion and submission. To this end we have decided that she will go though a small private ceremony, where she will take a vow of complete devotion to her owners. After which, it is planned that she will be fucked and used by all the guests. I plan to have no more than 6 guests plus the 2 hosts. 

She has been charged with sourcing an appropriate wedding dress for the occasion. She will also be presented a ring to wear at all times to show she is owned by us until we see fit. She will sign a contract dictating the terms of ownership and this will be witnessed. 

Finally, I am meeting a young married couple on the 4th. I have met them before and they are both great fun. The intention is to take matters further. The male is a sissy TV and the young lady is very sexy switch. I have been encouraging her Domme side with her sissy TV and both have revelled in this. The sissy has spent most of the Christmas period in chastity for the smallest things! This has developed to the point where we have discussed cuckolding the sissy. This is something that she feels that both of them would like to go forward with. I also feel that we could have something to work with and look forward to this meeting with great anticipation. 

2013 - We live in interesting times...

Today I entered negotiations with my close friend regarding traceys training, She is not a pro Domme, but someone with an interest in what I am hoping to achieve with traceys training.
Decisions were made and it was agreed that she would slowly be introduced into the play as well as the outside environment .She will help with traceys' feminisation, the occasional shopping trip, dress tips and make-up. In the play environment she will assist with punishment & humiliation and well as using tracey with all the tools available to us. She has already suggested whoring tracey out to individuals and groups to help us assess areas that tracey is excelling in, and where she needs to improve. If I thought she would be a passenger at first how wrong was!!!

I have attempted to avoid rants on here. It is unseemly and lowers the tone so to speak. The only problem is, that when someone tries to take advantage, or takes the piss, or tries to belittle the work you have done, there is little option but to vent and say what's on your mind.

My sissy was allowed to speak in chat to a Dom. As always, I trust her and she always asks permission. I had thought that, after checking out his profile.  that this Dom was just a "WANNABE" and a playa! but allowed him to chat, but told tracey to send me the logs of the conversation and just ask questions.

I won't bother you with all the details, but as usual, when he found out that she was alone, he tried to get her on cam, promised her things that she thought she wanted to hear, slagged me off,  told her I was not pushing her enough, wanted unprotected sex, and generally tried to turn tracey against me.

He is now definitely off my xmas card list. 

I won't name the idiot, but tracey has blocked all contact from this knobhead. 

I am curious as to if there are any convincing TS or TV's interested in playing with tracey. Would love a hung black TS to face fuck her and use her pussy

I would just like to say thanks to all those that have made so many nice comments about my sissy. She scrubs up well doesn't she!

Good afternoon all, 

Well, my sissy and I never made it to the club. We were joined instead, at the hotel by a female friend. She is non scene, and had never played with a sissy, but found the experience most enjoyable! tracey was delighted to have a female to pleasure and delighted in her role. This is something that I hope to explore more. 

I have posted some pics from the make -up session they had. I think people will agree how much she has come on in the past year and how accepting what you are helps the process. 

She is a good looking sissy, with good legs, a tight ass, fuckable mouth. She has become a good looking sissy, now she needs to learn how to be a good fuck slut to become the complete package. 

I am looking now for long term female/couple friend/Domme to assist in her training.

I hope you enjoy the pics

Off to the WayOut Club on Sat, with my slut 4 a night out. If you will be too, say hello, be good to meet new people. Is my b'day so be nice to the old Dom!

Last night, I had a very interesting conversation with a Dom, and we have set up a three way meet to discuss a play session between tracey, him and myself. I always have insisted that tracey should be used by others. I don't believe that exclusivity is a necessity in this arrangement we have, and I believe for both of us to grow and learn, new experiences are vital. As I have said, I have only limited experience in administering corporal punishment, but I want to learn, and I have always maintained that learning for someone that has experience and knowledge is the best way. 

We still seek a tv/female, especially from the Essex area who would be willing to assist tracey with her make-up. If you feel you could help please feel free to contact me.

Of all the things I really seek, it's a feminine TV or female that would be willing to assist tracey in her make up lessons. As you can probably guess, dressing and practising at home is a definite no-no. I feel that this is something that she needs and would really appreciate, as would I.

Afternoon all. It been interesting recently and although I have neglected to update on a regular basis, things move on apace. tracey has started to embrace her femininity and relax. Her confidence has grown and she is beginning to get what I knew all along. That she can be so much more than what she is at the moment. Her dress sense has improved & she now gets where I am hoping to lead her to.

Her confidence has grown so much that on a recent shopping trip she managed to co-ordinate an outfit from scratch -dress shoes, lingerie and accessories. I also accompanied her to a wig shop (all previously bought on line). This was a big step, but one that she took in her stride, and she knew exactly the one she wanted as soon as she put it on. 

For the future, I have had contact with 2 possible Dom's that have expressed an interest in assisting in training tracey in discipline. I must admit that this is something that I need experience in, so having an experienced Dom to assist should help both of us.

Had three messages today. All one liners. One from a female that  believes I am desperate because I have "made do" with a TV, one, from a sub that says tracey is a lucky slut and one from a guy that is not even mentioning.

More than one line, once sentence please

I know people read this, and I have had some good, bad and indifferent responses. tracey has finally admitted that she really enjoys being a sissy and gets off being dressed and wearing the outfits she has. Her real problem is her inexperience at applying her make up. What she needs is practice and help. 

To progress tracey further and faster I am seeking assistance from a sissy, female, male slave, Domme or even a D/s couple with make-up experience to help her.

Any takers???????

Good afternoon all. So, it's been a while since any entry's here and with good reason. I shall explain. Both tracey and myself have had many vanilla, and some "OTHER" issues to deal with and get out of the way. I will not go into details as they are not important, but what was important was she needed to get her life and head sorted out. So, one month ago, it was mutually decided that tracey would surrender her collar and then go away consider what she wanted and needed. 

18 days later, she contacted me, having thought things through, and asked to be re-collared. 

So, training will resume! Harder, and stricter than before. New rules, new regime and definitely a new tracey. 

To welcome her back, tracey was told she was to make her début as tracey in company. 

So, last night at just after 11pm, tracey was dressed in her black dress, long blonde wig, stockings, sparkly heels, and professionally made up, she was taken to the WAYOUT club.

She was of course nervous, actually I think the word was "petrified", but she did as she was instructed. She soon relaxed as she realised she fitted in so well with all the people at the club. For once, the chair was a secondary issue. They didn't see a person in a chair, they saw tracey, the blonde headed, sexy slut. She had a great time, and even felt confident enough to return to the hotel with just a coat around her shoulders, but still made up and wearing her wig, dress, heels and smiling like cat that got the cream. This will not be the only time she ventures out as tracey. This is but the first of many times.

We have new meets set up. These will be severe tests for her. I am sure she will do her best...if she knows what is good for her!

Its been a long few months since my last entry. tracey has been ill and meets and play have been put on hold. I have had some interesting conversations and mails on here from various parties which has entertained and pleased me. 

I am looking to visit the wayout club in London this weekend, and I would like some feedback from people that have been before me. 

More to come soon I hope

Merry Christmas to all.

Meeting cancelled due to adverse weather. Bollocks. 

Would you credit it.

I am sooooooooooooooooooooo bored now

Friday sees a pre christmas meet with slut. This will involve loads of bondage, punishment and mutual gratification. Pics to follow. 

I will see about following a Christmas theme regarding punishments.

Happy holidays

I hate bullies and I had people who seem to think that by threatening people, they will immediately get their own way.

If you are a male Dom, 30+ and would like to use tracey for an afternoon or evening, please feel free to contact me.

SDG

Been a manic week, after a surprising and very, very good weekend.

The meeting with tracey, myself and Mistress K went exceptionally well. tracey was extremely well behaved, and did exactly as she was instructed without exception, took her punishment well and thanked both Mistress K and myself. She was rewarded with being allowed to pleasure Mistress K with her tongue. I must say the Mistress K was a revelation and makes a wonderful Domme, offering tracey additional facets of play and punishment. One of the things discussed between myself and Mistress K was using tracey for photo opportunities, not just as a sissy slut but a male sub. I am delighted to happen. 

Now, we are looking to expand her play further. I seek an understanding male Dom that would like to play with tracey. You would be given full access to her to use as you see fit for the duration of the session. She will answer to you fully, but all punishment/training would be pre arranged and agreed with me.

Onwards

These past weeks have been interesting, but with no real opportunity to play with tracey which has been unfortunate. However, I have set up a meeting for play (amongst other things) for this week. tracey has disappointed in parts, she has failed in a few things, but has maintained a reasonable standard but still needs to be reminded occasionally. She will be punished comprehensively for all her minor indiscretions and mistakes, but punished by who..! 
Now, we move on to our next meet...One thing that HAS happened is that I have been conversing with a young switch female that peaked my interest. She has followed traceys progress for a while and we have swapped emails and ideas, and finally we met for a coffee, a chat and to see where we could go with a few ideas we had. She arrived on time, and we immediately hit it off. She was polite, charming, very knowledgeable. She was also honest in her needs, wants, experience and aspirations. After almost 2 hours together chatting and flirting somewhat, we agreed that we were happy to progress further. 

Not a good few days, both slut and I are ill. Her with an ear infection, migraines and wisdom tooth problems, me with a bloody head cold and stomach upset. So, meeting cancelled until I am well enough to do her justice. 

Ah well, she will appreciate me more when we next meet. She has already admitted she is missing my cock. 

Such a slut

just received a request for pic of the slut with her make up running with cum. I will attempt the shot on saturday. Any further requests????

Feeling like crap and tracey has advised me that she has an ear infection. Poor slut, but she hopes to be well for our next meet, which is Saturday.

I have sent out an invitation to a friend to join us but I don't thinks he will be able to play but we will also see. 

I have a hankering for some extreme stuff this week, including bondage, pain and even some stretching. I have asked her to bring a variety of fruit and implements to open her pussy and stretch her holes.  Lucky her

I have just purchased a Tens unit for play. I have seen some videos but I am seeking suggestions as to suggested uses and play scenarios.

I am bored today, so will be working out scenarios for our next meet.

I am off shopping for a few things, mainly a collapsible chair, and a few other smaller things. Still looking looking for genuine female assistance and input. I have had a few enquiries and suggestions, and, to the Dom who suggested I was just "scum" for playing with the emotions of a cripple...I do suggest you contact tracey and ask her opinion. I have given her free licence should you have the balls to actually contact her and repeat the accusations to her.

For those interested. tracey has Cerebral palsy, she in physically handicapped, NOT mentally, and is probably more intelligent than most on here.

I have just watched a movie clip where a sub was bound to a chair and punished. This got me pondering. The chair was obviously well made and adapted to BDSM use, with clips rings, but it also was adapted to that easy access could be gained to the soft spots and genitalia. Now this got me thinking about my sub. As you know she has a disability that means that standing for punishment is not an option. So, I have been searching and researching some collapsible and folding chairs that could be adapted and taken with me for meets. 

If anyone has any ideas to add to my own, please feel free to contact me

Today I will sit down and go through the rules I have set her and decide which need to be amended, which need to be eased and which need to be added. I now have decided that regardless of what people think or say, she is happy to give me her trust and I will now move her training up a gear.

I know what I want her to become, and as she has given me free reign I intend to make her what I want. Ultimately, is not the aim? To make her what I want? Of course her needs and wants should be part of the consideration, but getting my needs and wants ensure she gets hers...

I am actively seeking a female to assist with traceys training. She can be sub or Domme, any age, any sexual orientation, any race.

Another day, another dollar so to speak. tracey has new tasks and rules because, variety is the spice of life, and I like to shake things up.

I have adjusted the profile to match my new needs and wants from others and her.

I and concerned somewhat by the amount of people that fail to read traceys profile and just assume she is free to respond to all and sundry. 

tracey was a great success yesterday, proving once and for all that I  have been right all along with the decisions I have made for her, and the decisions I will make for her progression down this road.

I may still be learning, but I have confidence in my ability.

I would like to express my thanks to Martina and her house guest for their incredible hospitality and work yesterday. The pictures posted on traceys profile are a testament to their work.

I have now to sit down and work out the next phase. 

I do hope tracey is ready.

Today I am finalising a trip for myself and tracey to the seaside! We have been invited to visit a Dom TV and her house guest. While there tracey will be dressed, and shown how to make herself up and of course be used as we see fit. This is a new experience for both of us but one I feel we will both benefit from. 

She has posted a some new pictures taken in and out of her new dress.

I do hope you all like

Today, I am considering what punishment should be dealt out to a tracey. She has admitted removing the chastity device without consent. I realise that she did this for what she believes is the right reason but I cannot have her making basic mistakes such as thinking she can act on her own without asking permission, and making such decisions without impunity.

I know this is a temporary lapse on her part, and she seems completely contrite and has begged forgiveness, but I see this as a real test.

All suggestions will be considered

What is it with some people? Politeness costs nothing. Ignorance and rudeness is abhorrent and not something I see as worthy traits in either a Dom/me or sub. 

Window shopping with tracey and discussing her progress. Very pleased so far, but mustn't become complacent, and let the good work she has put in go to waste. One thing she must improve on is her respect level in email and text. 

Her confidence is growing, where she once thought she couldn't do things she now believes. 

Still looking for a sub fem or TV/Ts to help her along with her make-up

tracey ensured I had a wonderful birthday and proved to herself she WAS ready. Mistress D also proved that technique is more effective than quantity! Though saying that, I have improved! 

tracey will be having more fun next week.

Hard day at work, and its my birthday too. tracey has bought me something nice, thank you slut. Play time tomorrow afternoon. I hope she is ready. Mistress D will there  to help!

Why do people on here only put UK? Its a bloody big place people and its a bit difficult arranging regular meets with someone in Scotland if you live in WALES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Two days til my birthday. I wonder what my little sissy slave will get me?????

Anyone else want to chip and buy me something is more than welcome

tracey is still looking for a Tv/TS to show her how to apply her make up. I would also consider a sub female for the job

tracey is today under chastity. MMMMM

Beginning to get excited about next week. tracey will have her new chastity device, and she will be locked away. Also the fun begins!

I have a new toy, an inflatable plug  to open her sweet little arse and train her.

mmmmmm

Just to clarify my last post on here. 

I am seeking a Trans sub, experienced and confident in her ability to apply and to teach tracey how to apply her own make up. She should be experienced, and not below 30 years old, be able to prove her ability and if possible provide testimonials and/or references.

Shaun

I am seeking a sissy that knows about applying make up and is willing to teach tracey with patience and kind words.

All applicants will be vetted and the best will be invited to an interview.

Applications should be forwarded to me.

Yesterday, tracey was treated to an afternoon of pampering, being dressed and being instructed on how to make her self up as a good girl. Thank you Mistress B and Mistress D for your time and effort. I am sure that tracey will be a fast learner (and if not she will be punished accordingly). She has been given permission to post a few pictures for all to see. 

She will be quite a good looking slut eventually. 

Have taken sissysluttracey under consideration for training and ownership. We have had our first meet and play. She has potential. We will see how she progresses.

I have been here a week now, andI am still finding my feet. I am still looking for a couple/Domme or Dom to show me the ropes (no pun intended). I am still looking for the fun side be side of things.

I am also looking for clubs where the dress code is more informal than fetish, so I can go alone and chat to like minded people. London and the home counties would be idea, but all suggestions are welcome.

Thanks for all those that have contacted me.

 SDG