Today i find myself wondering. What is it that makes me tick. some strange dreams that seem to draw forth the past in such a way i wonder of my previous lives.. I really need to master this PLR thing so i cang et a damn handle on my mind and thoughts.
but as the sun rises My mind drifts towards Him.. his day how work is treating him. I could get used to tending his needs for the day every single day. that is a bit scarey.
i love listneing to his voice the way he speaks. in any accent. its amazing his talent with his voice. strange indeed that i could just listen to him and Our friends talk and sit at his feet quietly and feel his fingers dance through my hair.
yet, there are days that my Domme side comes forth and in that time frame i take no shit from anyone. My BS radar is always on and i dont suffer fools, assholes, princesses, or those that think they know everything lightly.
Liars, Fakes, Children in adult bodies MOVE the hell on. I dont put up with subby princesses, or those that think its ok to constantly test, yell at, or call his or her top gently. I keep My place because he asks it of me. However, i will only hold my tongue for so long. Those out there that think I am easy to push around will find out PDQ that I am the worst bitch You will ever meet.
I am protective of those I love .. Yes I am HIS SLut, submissive, and hungry whore, when its appropriate but I am not always a submissive. I am his Submissive there is a Very very big difference.
as I told a Young man this weekend I may be a submissive but I am not YOUR submissive. DO not test me or my patience. You will find the Domme side is not so easy to put up with.
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