In a perfect situation...
I would like to be a commanding, intelligent and dignified Sir/Madams pet / companion. Part valet, part plaything to someone old fashioned in dress and manners.
My duties would be ensuring Sir/Madam looked more than presentable at all times, had everything they required at all times, and were sated.
The most important part would be mutual respect. There has to be some fondness and dignity. Not too familiar but an underlying warmth.
I want to be owned by someone who i would be proud to serve every whim of, to want to learn and anticipate their each and every preference and mood. The sight of Sir/Madam to fill me with pride.
I am not into humiliation much, but I'm not into a great deal of tenderness either. I like a firm hand metaphorically and physically. but saying that, i react well to positive reinforcement. Im looking for a delicate mix of sternness and tenderness.
I want Sir/Madam to teach me to be more confident. To better myself. To learn more. They must care and demand that i be immaculate, prompt and willing at all times and be strict on ritual, manners and protocol. The joy of bending these is the thrill.
Sir/Madam may choose to speak to me when i am in their presence but not to be wanting an answer. I am there to be an audience of their musings, not to converse, unless clearly told i have permission to give my opinion.
I would be very keen to do any behaviour or activity training such as deportment. or just activities that amuse Sir/Madam.
I'm open to the idea of maintenance spankings and the like, as well as obviously being corrected and punished for any mistakes made with old fashioned punishments (especially religious school punishments). Or simply being grabbed and put over his/her knee if he/she felt like it in the moment. (I am hoping to 'graduate' to 'enjoy' being caned as its more aesthetically pleasing, isnt it?)
I get a great deal of satisfaction from ritual and routine.
I have a clear head when i have a purpose and know exactly what i should do, especially if it is making a great person even greater.
To assist Sir/Madam in grooming, washing and dressing would be an honour.
To be summoned to dry Sir/Madam off with a towel after bathing, my hands and lowered eyes allowed to be intimate with their nakedness.
Helping with dressing particularly with socks/stockings and shoes. To be allowed to caress their calves while putting their socks/stockings on, to lick Sir/Madams shoes clean with my tongue if Sir/Madam feels like it.
to button and fasten, adjust and smooth out.
Also to help them undress.
To light their cigarettes and small things like that.
I would run errands for Sir/Madam such as dry cleaning and trips to the post office. and make sure his home is tidy.
Some times Sir/Madam may want to be accompanied in public. I may carry his/her items. They will decide if i am to pretend i am not in their service in public.
Perhaps at times sometimes Sir/Madam will allow us to speak and act as equals in private or public. To spoil me with his/her affection occasionally.
If he/she required to let off steam, i would be available for them. Either be witness to their own rituals and hobbies, to fetch things, massage, perform sexually, or be a participant in any other favourite act of release, sadomasochistic or not.
Sir/Madam will touch me when ever they choose to do so. I must be quiet and allow them to do what ever gives them gratification. be it the briefest fondle through clothes to fucking me brutally over the nearest piece of furniture.
I could think of nothing more satisfying than to be seated at the feet of Sir/Madam at the end of the day, while they relaxed with the paper and a drink (or anything else they would do to unwind), his/her fingers threading through my hair absentmindedly, feeling being pleased with my days work of making sure that they were immaculate, thoroughly organised and relaxed.
I have high standards which may be my problem but I am happy to wait to find the right person to serve. In the mean time i will try to find someone who will train me so i am at the best of my abilities when i find the right Sir/Madam.