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I'm an easy going male from Arkansas. I've been living by myself since the age of sixteen, and do quite well for myself. I own a 1988 chevy, a 1980 chevy, a 1998 mustang, and a 2000 GMC z71 offroad 4x4 extended cab 4 door. I work three days a week for 20 bucks an hour, 24 bucks an hour if I dont goof off and actually work. I tend to be a real goof at times, but I CAN be serious. I'm kind of new to the whole BDSM thing, but I've been reading about it and the like for some time. I'm not afraid of anything in life, nor death. I'll try anything once. So, if you live near me and want to try it, simply give me some feedback. I'd love to try it out with you. I'm always willing to meet new people, and try new things. The better the variety - The more fun.
5/21/2008 1:48:59 PM
My friends all used to tell me that confiding in a live journal made it easier to cope with things. I sometimes wonder if this is true. Can it help me cope with things that I don't have the energy to do on my own? Who will read the things I confide into my journal? Is it just me? Or are my secrets merely a few keystrokes away from the entire internet? I've no idea. It is hard for me to even accept the fact that I should care. I have nothing to hide, and I fear nothing from others. 'Treat others as you yourself wish to be treated.' I've always trusted everyone I met untill proven otherwise. I've always been loose with my money and loaned friends excessive quantities with little insight to ever be paid back. Few have paid me back, and those that did.. I cherish them as my friends. Its hard to find these kinds of people in the modern day world. My grandfather and father always told me that back when they were kids.. Everyone was kind. Everyone helped each other out and they helped others out in return. Why is it that I find little true kindness in this world? Why is it the only few friends that I have.. I would die for? I don't even care if they would do the same for me.. My life used to be entirely about ME. Then I met the few people online who changed this..I never had any friends outside of the net. Then again I never tried to have any. Ive lived in the same town for twenty years.. I know noone outside the few people i work with. i know more about people who live thousands of miles away. They know more about me than my own family. . I sometimes wonder. Are they all being honest with me?
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 Age: 20
 B, Belgium