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I'm pregnant if that's your fetish. 12 week as of December 22, 2021 I'm not your dog meat or fuck meat Im just not I'm Master's baby girl beautiful and innocent in his loving eyes. Wanting to be protected and love for everything I am and am not but if you mold me right I may become your ideal baby girl. Willing to learn from you and take punishments when I deserve them. But respect what your trying to mold me in to a loving young lady. A baby doll to play with or a young lady to show off to your friends. But always at your feet and first and for most willing to do anything to make my Master happy. :) Pro dommes your gold digger.

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4/14/2022 5:54:23 PM

So about 6 months ago 7 months ago I got pregnant with the love of my life's child he left me a week before I found out try to work things out with him he didn't want that so I'm moving on and dealing with the hormonal emotions of being pregnant being alone but there's nothing I can do about it we all make our choices I'm kind of glad he's gone though some days and then there's other days I wish he could experience it with me cuz to me growing life is fascinating and feeling him kick me is pretty freaking cool I mean sometimes side effaspects are interesting others it's like the f*** why did I do this to myself but it is what it is as long as my little scrap is healthy that's all I care about


6/4/2017 9:34:50 AM
i wish You could understand As He grabbs my throat completely aroused i see the look in His beautiful blue eyes. This look He may never admit to me a look of passion of intent of everything that amazes me about Him. i spent the whole day with this Man i dont think i could ever get enough of the truth of the matter is that after my ex i thought my emotions where fried but no matter what i do now matter who im with Hes the only thing i think about but its completely one sided i wanna be with Him and be like it was when we first met him telling me He misses me and is thinking about me or if He woke up in middle of night Hed text me cause im who was on His mind but somehow in His head all i am is a toy and a friend but with every interaction and every word He says i fall deeper and deeper in love with this Man knowing im not His type or at least that what He tells me. As much as Hes not my type really either the more i got to know Him the more i dont think i not could be with out Him. i think during the day W/we fell a sleep a few times but i woke up a few times just to make sure it was Him i was next to and it was not a dream later on i sat on the couch with Him watching tv together His head in my lap as i rub His head with my nails and just listen to his laugh its so sexy i know im hooked like a drug addicted to someone that never be addiected to me. Cause i love the lifestyle i love having bruises on my body He grapped my throat i felt this high when He rips up my back i wear stuff just to show it off cause im so extacic that i have His mark on me in my head it says He loves me too. But O/our realitys are very different my heartbeats for Him. I smile every time i see His text on my phone no matter what He says. He does not see it that way im nothing but a good friend to have sex with least thats what He tells me His actions say something else i wish He understood the passion and feelings i have for Him.

5/14/2015 2:51:50 AM
I got this off fetlife from heFeebleFile so it not my own writing but giving man credit cause he no doubt deserves it. I want you to know: the line between being your Dom and being your Man Yes, its true: I love your attitude of servitude. I love when you ask permission to use the bathroom. I love torturing you for my pleasure. I love using your body as a way to get out the frustration of life. I love giving you chores to do around the house and punishing you when you get an attitude about it. I love the collar you picked out. I love the level of obedience you adhere to. But you know what I love the most? Above all else? Before any of this bdsm lifestyle mumbo jumbo? I love you...more than you can imagine. Don't ever think for one second that just because I'm your "Dom" that I'm not your man. Your knight in shining armor. Your friend. Your lover. Your pillar. Don't ever think that because I find sexual release in beating you almost senseless that I'm not concerned when you have a bad day. That I'm not overjoyed when you have a great time with your mom at the play. That I'm not excited to hear about your achievements at work. I love when you send me pictures of your drawings. I love hearing about the book you're reading. I love getting vented to about that bitch Jessie at work. And do you know why? Because when I lay down with you and wrap my arms around you and hold you tight, I'm not thinking about all the bdsm rubbish. I'm not thinking about what a well behaved sub you are. I'm not even thinking about that brutal beating I just put you through. I'm thinking about how much I love you. I'm thinking about that moment when you realize you've been lost for what seems like an eternity and now, here in your arms, I'm finally found. Everything makes sense. I'm happy. You bring joy to my heart. And peace to my mind. Yes its true. I enjoy being your Dom. I enjoy being your Master. But I love being your Man.

7/18/2014 2:30:42 AM
So im in shelter for 90 days and im ok with that meeting very interesting people like this one trans person very sweet and couple others. Master sees me when he can things are ok just annoyed that he's like you know your just going end up with broken heart but its like why arent you going be with the person that makes you happy that wants would die to snuggle with you everynight or that bends over backwards to make you happy. Maybe its just a game to him *sighs* so i decided that id find my own happiness but untill i run into it im going stay with Master as long as he lets me lol hes everything to me hes my world do anything for him love him that much.

7/15/2014 4:30:28 AM
So annoyed got caught with Master by moron i live with so now im in shelter but annoyed with situition what i have to do and idiot is begging me to come back

7/8/2014 5:30:40 PM
Master got home yesterday he said he wanted see me today but slept cause 24 hour car ride anit no joke straight through so we have plans for tomorrow cant wait to see him so hyped and i need spanking so have few things picked out for him to use on my pretty little ass now that im feeling better so hyped

7/7/2014 3:19:13 AM
Its really early i mis Master so much just been depressed latly cause Master is so far away cant wait for him to get home he said at soonest Tuesday so whats latest grrrrr so annoyed with everything about ready to flip he needs get back quick

7/6/2014 8:11:25 AM
Day 9 starts 2 more days cant wait so Master tells me he misses me i miss him so much cant wait to be in his arms as strange as it sounds when i really miss him i inhale his shirt which im glad i asked for now or ill fall a sleep with it so having it has helped *sighs* when does this shit end? I want him completely i want a child with him i want to tell him that hes most amazing man i ever met and im lucky to be with him everynight snuggled up with him and wake to sound of his voice tell him every morning i love you and id never want anyone else *sighs* all a nice fantasy but doubt i not worth losing to him but guess other then some the emotions i feel im enjoying it a whole lot

7/5/2014 7:59:23 PM
Day 8 over he said Tuesday he'll be home cant wait im so excited to see him

7/4/2014 4:22:54 PM
Day 7 almost finished thank God 3 or 4 more days

7/3/2014 6:43:24 PM
Day 6 almost over *sighs*

7/3/2014 1:33:55 PM
Day 6 now my thing still is when Master gets back that im going get bad news like there moving to where there vactioning or worse hes realising me both which would devastate me but so not thrilled to see him unless i know i wont hear either he hates when i get like that cause i get distant from him done a few times but he understands why he's like pet you know you get distant and needy at same times but more so distant never noticed its just for him though cause when i get super needy not worth losing my Maste . So i try to avoid it at all costs. All i can think of lately is having kid with Master just so annoyed i cant or wont cause he dont want him like i do i mean im sure he does but to many complactions in our life and where not really together like i wanna be just deperssing to me maybe thats why i feel way i do cause depressed

7/2/2014 6:52:45 PM
Day 5 over *sighs* only 5 more days till im in Masters arms agian

7/2/2014 12:05:00 PM
So around 8 something this morning i got a text and Morning My beautiful pet with kisses so been in decent mood  cause that means hes thinking of me that always a awesome thing I love my Master so much still 5 more days till hes back 

7/2/2014 5:24:52 AM
Day 5 starting i almost lost it last night i need a spanking so bad cant wait for Master to get back just very rough night grrrr

7/1/2014 7:37:29 PM
Day 4 over thank god 6 more days 

7/1/2014 4:13:13 AM
Starting day 4 Master texted me last night that he loved me and missed me and he hoped it wasnt to bad for me probley would be worse if i didnt ask for his shirt before he left when i start to miss him i will sit there and inhale it its my compharte object while hes gone but dont feel right texting him back no matter how much i miss him or love him but if im feeling better when he comes home i got something special planned for Master when he comes home.

6/30/2014 7:40:55 AM
Starting day 3 now my biggest issue is that hes going come back and not want me or tell me hes moving outta state i think id lose it but well see 

6/29/2014 4:38:26 PM
Day 2 so that 8 days till hes home *sighs* I miss my Master more cause hes not close

6/28/2014 5:55:44 PM
Day one almost done i miss Master so much I had another dream that we meaning Master and I Micala, Gavinna, and JR lived in the house he lives in and where sitting on back porch one night and theres a deck in this dream and it really has nothing on it so i look at Master "Master i think we should make deck into play room what do you think? Its just talking up space so y not put it to good use" "pet i don't know JR's so young still and the girls are very curious" "well keep it locked with alarm thing please" "It can be our little project it will be fun and we can make all the pieces together too" "You really wanna make this pet" *nods head* Then I woke up short dream

6/27/2014 9:19:29 AM
saw Master twice last night at 11 and asked if i could have one his shirts hes leaving for 10 days so i saw him today too now theres nothing wrong with me being obsessed over him i feel it keeps me faithful keeps me wanting and needing him he is my world its funny i tell him all the time i can walk away (hes like i thought i could walk away too but guess he couldn't either why would he hes got a pretty little women that cresses his ego plays dress up for him and takes care of him whod be crazy enough walk away from that and in return i ask for love and attention its pretty good deal if you ask me) but that will be the hardest thing i may ever have to do is not be with the man im in love with no even going worry about it Master loves me and i love him that all that matters. But some times this need to be in his arms and i cant next 10 days are going be rough and he things i get aggressive now just wait 10 day little contact he is so fucked lol cant wit for Master to come home more soon

6/17/2014 11:30:17 AM
So Master stopped by yesterday and i just hes amazing so i put up my periodical table so he walks into kitchen and starts saying Selenium, Xenium, Yttrium so hes like go look it im oh SeXY the other one was Copper, Tellurium, Yttrium. Hes so cute then he's looking at it with im standing at the door with his back to me I just stared at him he is absolutely handsome and amazing. I'm so lucky to be with him and to be owned by him. I wanna start a life with him i wanna have his kid he says if we did no rough sex cause hes scared i might lose it. But if I did id be ok with no rough sex is ok cause im giving him something we want both want a child with both our DNA *sighs*

6/9/2014 1:10:36 PM
I was super agressive toword him to day which is not good thing but i miss him over weekend. Master today was like i always wanted have sex with you in your bed i asked for how long he smiled and said 18 years lol but he always thought it be bad if my dad caught us be worse if my idiot caught us then agian i dont think hed care but my dogs did the only one that was good was my pittbull chiwawa mix the other two werent but they delt. But it was fun having him in my bed laying next to me as i love to do ohhh i love him so much hes so amazing and handsome.

6/6/2014 6:18:42 AM

I saw my wonderful amazing Master my last day for 2 months grrrr i made sure we had fun. So i switched roles yesterday well first Master told me to fight so he got really aggressive boy did i love it i've learned not tell him no cause if i do especially the way we playing he would have stopped and wouldn't have gotten to feel the aggressive side i love so much. Then hes been talking to me about fucking him so i did oh my God it was hot to watch him cum from me fucking his ass i would do it again cause Master likes it and it turned me on very much but only for Master im here make him happy i exitect to please him. 


6/4/2014 2:23:18 PM

So Master changed his mind i told him i dont want any one but you which is true and if he says he dont wanna be with me now he can forget me coming back untill im his one and only so glad that fixed it cause id lose myself if i lost him. So i was laying with him and im like "Master you know that growing up i always wondered what it be like to actually be with you and you know what" "What my pet" "its better then i could have ever imagined you are amazing person and with every story you tell me you become even more amazing and wonderful" My Master is amazing an amazing man i told him my last Master was coming down soon and as he looks at me and smiles he told me i can see him and with tonz of cockiness in his voice hes like "im not worried" and he really has nothing to worry about he sees by my goofy grin and the way i watch him some times weather its watching a movie or him on his computer im in love with him more so then any man ive ever met in my life but when its time to walk as hard as it will be i'm going have to but not any time soon cause i need him right now more then the air i breath strange how someone can make one person need another like i need him. I was talking to friend and i asked him if he could see him self with this girl in 10 years he said no how can you be with some wheres there's no passion just baffles me.


5/24/2014 6:09:35 AM
9 days left so up set i could cry i might Master still sees me and spends time with me but I get almost high when im next to him and that's not feeling i want to go away anytime soon but i cant do any thing but deal with the fact he rather be where hes at then where hes happy but that means i have to move on which blows cause ive loved him my since the first day (18 years ago) i met him hes left me speechless but such is life and i guess if its meant to be eventually it will be if not hell be the one that got away but the thing that annoys me by the time where together i might be able to give him a child cause that's what i really want is to give him a child more then anything then after that if he stays wheres hes at i don't care another thing ive wanted since i was young to have kid with him. After that i have no problem letting time take its course. just upset with whole issue. But the worst part is im so in love with him i cant breathe and im expected to just move like he never meant anything to me. 9 more days to enjoy or time together

5/19/2014 8:59:12 AM

So I have 3 weeks left and i feel like I'm suffocating like its hard for me to breathe I'm losing the one person that means more then any one because he says if he reconsiders it will show weakness, weakness to what that you rather give in to your self be with woman that is hopeless madly desperately in love with you and that hes in love with too that shows him in everything she does she loves him I take care of him in every way i can but instead he rather be with woman he fights with quite often ?hasn't known most his life lets ive know my master since i was 13 and he was 19 im 31 now hes 36 there then not to mention how amazing the sex is for the most part or the fact when we cuddle its almost like you can feel all his tension melt away or the fact that im begging him to give him something that she cant or wont a child of his own but none that shit matters to him cause he still wants her more then me he's a wonderful Master to me and a amazing person but no matter what no matter how long ive been in love with him its just not enough and that what sucks the most no matter what i say or do im not going win so going try enjoy last three weeks. He told me the other day when hes with me it feels like hes cheating on his wife well duh but when he's with her feels like hes cheating on me but hes not cause i know the situation and i knew it when i started it so its my fault for letting my feelings run away with me but since i was young hes been amazing to me. But I could've changed my decisions and had a family with him but i really didn't think he'd take me seriously and now its to late for any thing and he keeps saying pet you can do better but if i wanted better i have no problem getting better I want him and only him. I love the way his skin feels on mine, the way no matter how annoy i am with him when he takes me in his arm it all disappears, the way i fall asleep in his arms and i feel protected and safe, the way he looks down at me and smiles and my world falls into place or how his kisses make my heart feel not so broken any more but most importantly i dont have be something im not with him and he dont with me and i exept him for who he is and our relationship is based on total honesty and trust.?

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No day will ever erase you from the memory of time.


5/6/2014 7:46:03 PM
What the fuck does back in love mean that means that at one point in the 18 years hes known me he loved me woo hoo and damn it all at same time woo hoo cause i could never experss to him just how in love with him i am and how much my life right now repsents him the necklace i wear is love friendship and loyaltiy for eternity and no matter what, no matter what man i tell him about im his and i may talk but as long as im in situation im in i wont step outta thouse bounds with out Master there to protect me but it i could have him to myself id be content being with just him for the rest of my life and damn it cause he can say im his forever but that don't change fact of matter that hes in complicated situation but i still stare at him like theres no man in the world thats better cause very few men come close. I texted him today that you know Master in parallel universe that where married with 4 kids hes like yep no comfort to me someone else is living life i so desperately want and could have had grrrr

5/1/2014 7:42:18 PM
Always mine forever as those words echo through my head. As much as im in love with Master it seems like wishful thinking because of his situation. But its a wonderful fantasy. As i lay in bed playing with Masters hair i cant help but smile hes my world to the point i got a necklace its claddah ring with eternity symbol means love loyalty and friendship for eternity funny thing is i walk up to his car and i stand there for sec and stare at him or he walked in to room today and i sat at door and just stared till he asked me to join him but i watch him in house the days i get to see him. I feel pathetic some days.

2/20/2014 10:22:18 AM
Master is so amazing. Frist Master I came in house took off his shoes like I always do and I'm sitting there staring at him and as I'm sitting in my head how increabile gourgous he is cause he is he blurts out your so pretty I had to blush then he was was like something baby hehehe im Masters baby then i was on the bed and i walked over to him and hes like sweety. So amazing im so lucky i have amazing man and Master. So happy hes my everything.

2/15/2014 6:46:39 PM
So Master and I where talking and I was telling him bout this friend I have and he don't like I refer to myself as Master slave but I told him same thing wise Dom once told me. Men back in days would fight for there slaves theyed kill or be killed for slaves cause slave do all things they didn't want to that's when Master looked me in eyes and said I had choice and everyother time yes I have had choice but with Master I never had choice cause this is how its suppose be so great to think I did but it was never my choice. Which for once I'm good with don't get me wrong no one force this upon me but its always ment for us to be together I feel. I mean he's reason I am who I am and I contuine to grow everyday going be long month very long month. I love my Master and have since the day I met him he's amazing Master and wonder man and I could not find better man when I'm with him my brain goes silent.

2/9/2014 8:18:11 AM
So I had another dream about Master woke up at 6 am got breakfast ready then walked in to room as I stand there for what seemed like 20 minutes in amazement he's so gourgous and wonderful. I see thought bubble appaer "God I'm so lucky to have this life with such a amazing man" as I walk over to him I give him a kiss then move down his chest he's pasted out as I get to my toy I start sucking and kissing it as I see him start to wake up "Morning my pet" as I look up and smile "Good morning Master" "well aren't we in good mood this moring" "Sure am You know y" "Y is that my pet?" "Cause every night I fall a sleep with the most amazing man I've ever met and wake up next to him too" "Well I'm going have meet this man your seeing" as he let's out laugh "Wait what why" As he growls "Cause your mine" "Silly Master" As I finsh his blow job I walk over to kids room and wake them up for school as every gets ready even JR we sit at table and eat and talk Masters off today so he asked me what I wanted do for day as I lean over and whisper in his ear "I want to play" as I take Micala and Gevanna to school and JR to daycare. I come home and get in postion for Master to take off my day collar and put on play collar. as I look at couch there's toys out ball gag and few other things as Master puts ball gag on he tells me bend over couch and grab your ankles. Oh at this point I'm blindfolded too. As I feel him grab my sholders as he stuffs him self into me I get super wet. As I feel him go harder and harder he stops just as I'm about to cum. And tells me to put my legs down. As he starts to drip hot wax on my back and smak my ass with belt. As I sit there grinning cause I love that feeling then he stops kisses me softly and rams his cock into me really hard like I love him to do. As he leans in he whispers in my ear "mine always my good girl" I shake my head and smile yes Master as he contiues to fuck me then he walks away a second to grab a toy as I feel the tip go in it vibrates as he slams it in over and over again I'm not able to hold my own weight so the couch is holding me up. As I'm cumming hard under his hand he goes back to hot wax and smacking my ass as I m wet as hell he stops and says with his cock in my mouth "my pet time to stop and clam down you gotta get kids soon" as he takes out ball gag I'm a goopy mess we lay there for like a hour and hold each other all of a sudden I whisper "thank you Master for our life together for the wonderful understanding man you and for being with me you are my world and I would not trade that for any thing I love you so much and always have since the frist day you walked into my life." Then I woke up but least got see our kids for alittle bit too that's always treat in my dreams.

2/7/2014 5:56:46 AM
I feel like I wanna die Master says we might needa take a break and that depresses me. I'm so stupid so stupid I fucked this up but what makes it worse it could been me to be taking care of him and answering his every call but no maybe I don't deserve him so that's why I could never really be with him. So now I sit here in tears knowing that at any time in 18 years I've knowen him I could said Master I love you and wanna be with you like I said I fucked it up now I'm paying for it in worse way imagiable and it makes me feel like I can't breathe . I'm so upset that I might lose the most amazing, wonderful man I've ever met and I ended up realizing it to late he's as awesome as he is so fucking stupid. So now I wait till he deciecs what he wants to do about this but it might not look good. I pray I'm very wrong.

1/28/2014 7:22:19 AM

So upset I saw Master for a whole 10 minutes I feel so empty I was so looking forward to taking care of him today :( and him spanking me and holding me as we walk out door i give him big hug and he's like if we dont go now you wont be living till later *sighs* somethings gotta give somewhere 


1/27/2014 9:23:36 AM

I had another dream about Master this one was same theme 3 kids and Master. So i woke up at 6am like always and gave Master kiss before i got outta bed as I make breakfast where having oatmeal once its done I wake Master first cause he don't like waking up alone so I kiss him once then again I get up and look at him for a few moments and a grin wipes across my face as I cant believe he's mine. As I crawl under the covers i feel Masters dick getting hard in my mouth as he whispers "Morning my pet." I smile at him "Morning Master" as i continue to nibble and suck his cock. AS he rolls outta bed breakfast is ready Master as i go to get the kids up Jr is having issues this morning it seems. All 3 kids are up and at table as I look at "Master hour till You need be at work" "Yes my pet"as he whispers in my ear "i cant play hookie" "No Master you cant sorry" As i get food ready there's none of kids have crust on there sandwhiches but Geovanna is in it 4 triangles Micalajade is only 2 and Masters is cut in two triangles with crust. and i put soda in Masters bag and juice boxes in rest and chips. In all them theirs notes Masters says i love You and Thank You for our life together for being amazing Master and husband. Have a amazing day. In the girls it says I love you Micala. Have a wonderful day. and other one says I love you Geovanna. Have a wonderful day. And before I load kids in car they all run over to him and give him kiss. I walk over to him and whisper "i love you Master" I kiss him on lips. As we walk out door I drop off kids and give them lunch Jr comes with me. And we go to library, mall, and shopping as we go home its time for lunch and Jrs nap as I lay him down and sing to him he dozes right off it hits 130pm I wake up Jr "time to get girls Bubba good nap" "yes Mommy" as he rubs his eyes as we walk out door. I grab Jrs tablet so hes not bored waiting as we go get kids there out on time and they hop in car. "Homework when we get home then you children can go out and play" As girls walk in house they grab there homework and put bags by door. And start on home work as I sit at table Jrs playing in his room. It finally hits 5 and i start dinner as Master walks in cooking handbuger helper  tonight as we sit down and eat we talk about our day. I bathe kids and put them to bed and now time to take care of Master we hop in shower and talk as i dry him of I tell Master "im tired can we watch movie?" "yes my pet thats fine" I fall asleep half way through movie i whisper "I love you Master and Thank You" Your welcome My pet, I love you too" Then I woke up that pisses me off its just a dream so frustrating. And its all my fault i could had this life but i didnt take it Grrrr 


1/21/2014 11:01:20 AM

So i had a dream about Master the other night went like this. So i woke up in my dream looked over and it was Master next to me by out side looked like it was 6am so i got up made Master breakfeast after it was done i came in i just stood there for a minute observied Master sleeping then kissed Him once then again when I realized that was not working i kissed down His chest till i got to my toy hehehe and as He started to rise i whispered * Good morning Master" He looked down at me with smile and said "Morning my pet" as I continued to suck His cock till He came. After i went in to get kids there were 3 Micalajade she was 8, Geovanna was 6, (the girls looked like me more then Him) and a adorable little boy JR look just like his Daddy same blue eyes and features as Him handsome little man. So as we all sat at table to eat and I guess it was weekend cause we where trying decided what to do and girls said beach Jr was a bout 3 or 4 it seemed but smart as hell he blurted out "zoo zoo zoo" as i looked Master girls look at each other and asked "yes please can we go to zoo" at same time. As i looked at Master Hes like that's fine. So i pack up stuff lunch sandwiches chips drinks and something for Jr to do in case he got bored the struggles of having super smart child. As im making sandwiches Master come up behind me whisper in my ear "I love you my pet" i turn around to look at Him and stare for a second just enjoying being in His arms and finally say "Thank You Master for our life together" As we walk out the door i look at Master and ask "do we have" and rattle of few things He's like "Yes my pet" "OK kids hop in let's go" as we all play eye spy and sing and when we pull up to zoo i do head count "got everyone Master" As we walk around zoo He sees i'm excited as kids as i turn back to look at Master and smile as i lip i love You Master. As we walk around I read the things to the kids Geovanna and Jr are interested Micalajade not so much. Till we get to the fish Micalajade seems into ocean like i was. i get real close to Him and whisper "time for lunch Master" ( kids see it as normal me calling Him that cause that's what i called Him through whole dream) so we find a picnic bench and sit i give Master His food first as usually then i feed kids there's none of kids have crust but Jrs is cut like strips Geovanna is in it 4 triangles Micalajade is only 2 and Masters is cut in two triangles with crust. As we sit there and eat a peacock comes up to table and i giggle "um Master looks like we have company" as both girls giggle Jrs hiding snuggled up to me birds scared him. As i stare at Master with Jr in my arms i smile. W/we look at few more thing then leave. Everyone goes back in van and as always im up front with Master with His hand on my leg "Children what do we say?" "Thank You Daddy" As he smiles at me i feel a warmth over me. As we ride back home we play games sing stuff keep kids busy. We pull into drive way i unpack kids looked like one when we left zoo Jr feel asleep for his nap but girls are still up so I gentley pick up Jr put him in his bed for nap and tell girls to get stuff out of the car as they run to get it. We all go out back and play kick ball. i walk in the house and Master goes to ask where im going and stop as i walk in kitchen i sit there for moment and watch Him and kids play and a thought bubble pops up *this what life's all about and could not get any better* so i go in and wake up Jr but he's up as i look at him and smile "good nap Bubba" with a wide grin "yes mommy" as i smile back. "so Jr you have 2 choices you can help me cook in bit or you can play out back with Daddy and your sisters. Cook mommy really want help you cook." as we walk out back i bring him to Master "im going pick in house and do laundry till dinner Master" "yes my pet" as it hits 4pm time to cook I knock on window for Jr to come in and help me start cooking as we finish up making dinner we call every on in we have bell lol and we all sit down and eat and talk about the day our favorite animal and parts when where done the kids have ice cream bars as each child finished they get bathed i do the kids hair and they wash them self as i take each child out and put lotion on them. Its bed time now so girls go in there room bunk beds and Jr goes in his room. So now its just us as i look at Master and smile "now my favorite part, time to take of You Master." as we get in shower i bathe Master wash His hair dry him we then lay in bed i get up and check on kids there a sleep and get Master drink. As i come back in He tell me get undressed and get on knees. As Master take off my pretty day collar its a smallish silver collar that has lock and says owned and i look at key its just key Master wears that says Owner on tag and slip on my play collar its a pretty pink camo collar made of nylon. As Master slip my ball gag on "anything to say before we begin" "i love You Master" "I love You too my pet" as Master put it on my collar and tells me "bend over bed my pet" He has His belt there as He wacks me few times He then silde His cock in to my wet pussy as He continue to spank me with one hand and pull my hair with other. He then flips me over and take the ball gag out and say "Thank you for choosing me over everyone else, , giving me 3 amazing kids and a home." all i say is "this how its suppose to be Master" then i woke up. Sadly it was just a dream Master agreed wish i could made it reality but guess its to late now but i have dreams like that alot.


1/15/2014 12:57:18 PM
I'm so upset and scared I might lose Master I think id lose it if I do he seems so distance last few days maybe I'm over reacting but he's everything to me but it worries me and he won't tell me what's wrong or even what its about so just hope where OK don't think id survive it if where not but I've been good girl for most part and I treat him amazing I think. So hope just im over reacting.

1/14/2014 8:34:04 PM
Master...... so I was over clingy today i hate when I get like that cause i have no reason for it. Master loves me and that's that. Just and Master was amazing like always he never ceseses to amaze me. So as I sit there next to Master I can feel this wide smile wipe across my face I'm so lucky to have attention and love of such amazing man. He's like yesterday cause he was scared if scaring me off cause something happened but really if I ran away when he scared me I wouldn't be with him now. There's been few times when I was younger he did but now don't think he could get rid of me if he tried which he's not going too i hope But I don't think id suverve losing him been I love him so long now that I got him its like oh fuck. I know there something not right with way I feel its like I can just watch him or stare at him and be happy. I'm happiest when I'm laying next to Master. I'm so in love with him and never thought i could feel this way over and one person. It depresses me cause I want to him a child its so depressing I can't so depressing *sighs*

1/12/2014 3:11:59 PM

Im so depressed i want give Master a child boy or girl don't care as long as its his just been holding baby's all day make me want oh so much more hehehe and its so upsetting cause i want this more then anything i've ever wanted in my life and i know i cant cause of our situation. So its so depressing to me.  Its like i don't know but if I keep this up im only going up set my self. I just want a piece of us that's what he or she would be a piece of us. This perfect man ive been in love with since i was a teenager. I have both a girl name and a boy name picked out for the baby if it should happen but all it is, is a fantasy and that's all it will ever be *whimpers*  


1/12/2014 6:48:47 AM
Very upset I was suppose see Master Friday but schools where closed and Saturday but my idiot came home as I was about to walk out the door but less the 24 hours till I see Master so can't wait my goodness its like really it sucks having to wait I keep telling my self its my fault I could had Master to my self at any time over the 18 years ive known him but its scary as hell having so much emotion for someone and being with that person permanently but it makes me sad as I lay in bed alone I realized something I bet I'm the one that did this cause a year after I told him I was married he got married it saddens me I lost having this wonderful amazing man that completes me in every way so I'm going take what hell give knowing the sad truth that its only temporary *whimpers* so going enjoy my time with Master while I have it but I feel he's it for me shame he don't feel the same but fucked up part is we would ran in to each other eventually again if he didn't message me. Cause we live in same area just seems fucked up cause I feel home when I'm with him like something I've never felt before with any man or Dom its very strange feeling to me. But nothing in world has ever felt better either. He gets me and loves me and all my strangeness like I love him and all his.

1/7/2014 5:57:55 PM

Masters so freaking cute he's like I read your collar me journals cause I missed you so in case he does read it this ones I guess letter to the man of my dreams.

Master, 

You are my world and I couldn't be happier then to be your pet, baby girl, good girl, and whatever else you like call me every time you hug and kiss me that's what's it all about my whole body goes to another world and I thank god that I'm yours being with you makes everything melt away if I lose you I'm sure I'll lose my self I've loved you my whole life now that's its real I'm complete. I love you times infinity plus 10000000 I always have and no matter which way we go i always will but know you will have peice of me but right now I'm lucky to have one my best friends as my Master, partner in crime, my lover, just my everything some one who gets me and loves me for the person I am because you love me.

I Love you always and forever, your pet


1/7/2014 5:00:36 PM
I saw Master today he's like I wanna have sex with you under Christmas tree so he put it little away from tree I was like you going do it right so I moved it right under tree. Hehehe he's awesome then we snuggled rest the time I feed him and we talked but kids again its so annoying having this conversation know I want this more then anything in my whole life and I can't have it grrrrr worst is I had my chance he's like I wanted you to move in with when I got own place but by time I got place you disappeared I'm like really double grrrr how my life would been different if I would have been his finally woman. Both our lives *sighs* to late now.

12/30/2013 5:53:08 PM
Master is going try see his pet tomorrow so excited. He's something else he's like well asked him how he felt and he said blah so I asked again this morning how he felt and he in nut shell I need see you and I'll feel better he's so amazing I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful Master who's a gentlemen, smart, funny, sweet, hot, fun to hang out with I can go on and on. He's amazing.

12/27/2013 9:26:04 AM
I had strangest dream last night that Master and I where pregnant and he was amazing as far as getting what I needed and he kissed my belly every chance he got and he helped me pick out stuff for baby he would read to my tummy and rub it but out side of my dream he is amazing. But all it is, is a dream.

12/26/2013 6:07:24 PM
So this morning Master was like I think I'm going go to the store I was like when he's like in bit just putting on shoes now its been about 5 days since I seen him now so I got ready and was like I'm here so he came got me. I walk up to him and am like I miss you said it like 10 times and when he finally got word in he's like I miss you to my pet. Then im like I love you nother 10 times. As we sit in Walmart parking lot we have sex right there then we walked in Walmart we walk by the baby aisle and he realizes it and he's like this anit best aisle to walk down is it cause I wanna give him child so bad so I nod my head and we walk out then I give him bj on way to games top and he finds games he want as I stand behind him and rub his back when he goes to pay I Say Master don't respond I say it again then I say it loud enough for store to hear Master I'm going be over there he says OK my pet as I walk away the guy cashing him out says did she just call you Master he's like yes he told me in car he should told me to kneel and I would have cause I love him that much. I'm so lucky to have such a amazing man in my life. He is such a gentleman too. Opens doors for me kisses on forehead amazing man.

12/25/2013 5:44:46 AM
Merry Christmas to all been few days since Ive seen Master he want see me yesterday but couldn't cause family stuff, I realized some thing last time I saw him I have never in my life felt the way I do with him he played with me well and the content on my face said it all but it amazing but Thursday if he can slip away I wanna see him I miss him so much so Friday where sitting there talking and I was like you don't know how much I'm going miss you and he was going say something and stopped him self and I know what he was going to say so I'm like I love you to Master he's a amazing man and wonderful Master I'm so lucky.

12/14/2013 8:43:04 PM
So I asked Master to spank me other day cause I thought I was going be in room with some one I can't stand so it started out us messing round and I begged Master please bruise me so he started spanking me. Then he went get wooden spoons and ended breaking wooden spoon on my ass lol and got 3 small bruises and one med size one on thigh don't get how that works guess as hard as he was hitting me expected more bruises. And he snuggled after care think thats most important part of any scane shows your loved and cared for.

12/11/2013 2:49:00 PM
I'm upset so Master and I where messing around and I caught something that was meant for his wife. I had to stop cause my fansaty came crashing down around me. But as always Master was amazing about it. But still hurt me but I'm going keep him for as long as I can cause he's everything to me even if I'm not that to him. So I'm going enjoy it but what I said was just my fantasy came crashing down and the reality of it all hit and sucks. He's like I know my pet I know how the does he know what I'm feeling how does he know the strong craving to wanna give him a child a home and a need to take care of anyway he wants or needs knowing all it is a fantasy *sighs* I'll deal I always do and tomorrow hell make it better he always does just tough situation to be in be so in love with some one that you'll never completely have. But I love him so much I'll deal with it for now. He said yesterday that if I ever threaten to leave him again he's going lock me in cage he was pissed but I really said eventually he's going have to choose. But not right now. Just love him so much I don't wanna lose him ever if I don't have to he's my world.

12/10/2013 6:15:58 PM

Funny Master still sees me as that 14 year old girl that was so in love with him that shed do anything to make him happy. Esentally I am still that 14 year old that was in love with him ( cause thats how he makes me feel but im 31 now) one the first older guys I was obessed with I got bad at times he was my protector, my toy and my now my world. Funny I once was told a story the wife have touch her husband every time she went past him that's how I feel like he's not real or I going lose him or wake up from dream. Just seems so in real so unreal like I said every time I walk past him I have touch him or hug him just min longer I so smitten with him he's amazing man and wonderful Master. I'm lucky for him to own me. Funny he keeps telling me he's luck but I'm lucky one really I am.


12/10/2013 1:17:16 PM
I feel horrible really horrible so Master and I where talking and don't know how it came up but you tried have me as your first and I don't think it was cause I was tired of being virgin I think its cause I really loved and still do love him. But he's like you tried twice I feel bad cause I didn't remember you think I remember something like that but guess been messing round with since I knew him. Which is funny he said I was 15 at time so that made him in his early 20s wow amazed he remember that like he remembers first we met he said look on my face when he walked it to place I was hang out was priceless but that was man I always wanted and still want to this day he's a amazing and wonderful man.

12/2/2013 4:09:13 PM
I spent day with Master it was great as always. Master fucked me then I took care of him. I fed him I washed him just took care of him cause I love Master so much get more from taking care his needs then I do us having sex I mean Sex with Master is amazing but I love serving him more. Cause he's my world my everything..

12/2/2013 2:02:14 PM

I spent day with Master it was great as always. Master fucked me then I took care of him. I gave him food I washed him just took care of him cause I love Master so much get more from taking care his needs then I do us having sex I mean Sex with Master is amazing but I love serving him more. Cause he's my world my everything..


12/1/2013 8:26:09 PM
I see Master tomorrow so excited I cant wait missed him last few days he says he's going brusie me but hes not that's not what he needs he needs the affection and the loving so unless I ask I'm not going get bruised. Just know Master can't wait to serve him really can't wait been thinking it since he's been away. I really missed him.

11/30/2013 6:51:55 AM
Its been 4 days since I've seen Master but one more day after day and wake up and I asked him text me least once per day and he's been doing good bout it which is nice cause shows I mean something to him but can't wait to see him at all miss Master so much guess I miss spoiling him most of all cause I love spoiling my Master cause he treats me very very well emotional so anything I can do to please him I'm more then happy to do.

11/27/2013 8:02:37 PM
I miss Master so much I had rough day and I need him to spank me. Let's see I got called fake for not sure y but you know who takes care of Master I do I take off shoes and socks when we get in house and I bathe and wash his hair dry him shave him get him what he needs I spoil him he says I'm way to good to him but he's wonderful to me so he deserves it. Don't think id go as far for anyone else but him bout been waiting my whole life be with him don't wanna mess it up he's my world and thank god every day for giving me another chance to be with him. This time I refuse to mess it up and this time he tells me he loves me all the time which is amazing. I don't serve him outta anything but i get gratification knowing Masters happy.

11/26/2013 7:14:54 PM
Hehehe I love my Master he's so amazing so we went to play yesterday which I'm very thankful for and we messed round and then as I'm laying there I ask Master please bruise me so he gives in now my skin is tough so hand really does nothing unless its round my throat him biting dont either (any other man bite or choke me and I'll flip but Master special.) So he left my ass black and blue its pretty. But he had use wooden spoon to leave those marks.

11/23/2013 7:03:47 AM
Day 1 grrrrr hope its only next week any more *whimpers* and I might lose my ever loving mind I won't be able to handle month not being next to him or being in his arms. I've never felt this way over anyone. But when I'm with Master I'm home. Its strange feeling its funny cause he got mad at me yesterday cause I suggested break but I shifted away from in car and he's like don't dare move away from me but I didn't get punished cause he understood why I was upset but we walked in house and he just hugged me and I hugged him back and he's like that's it. So I hugged him tighter just I don't want the break at all I'm hoping Monday he's like let's hang out even if its not playing just to be together. But I went to change and he's like all over me he's never that clingy. Then he's like no break I told him it needs be done as upsetting as it is cause he's not aloud get caught till I have place of my own so he can come stay with me. So he can see when my demonor changes and he responded to it and he saw when that hunger for him the lust returned to my eyes. (So as I lay there with him my eye looks like I got hit I didn't but Master informed me if my idiot was to hit me Master make my idiot his bitch. One the many reasons I love my Master.) So we talked for while and guess well see what happens I texted him later on and he's like I feel blah I do too. Then he's like how you feeling my pet I told him it don't matter (but even the thought of break makes me feel like I'm suffacting like I can't breathe it sucks.) he's like I know your not ok.....cause I'm not ok then I said goodnight and I love him (which I do more then I could ever explain he's my world) and he's like I miss you already my pet and said night that he loved me.

11/22/2013 10:03:00 AM
I'm going cry I know its only month at most but don't upset me any less don't make me feel any less like I'm suffacting like I can't breath I guess I just need him more then I thought. Yes I'm still owned by him but just taking a month (I'm hoping its only a week we agreed month at most so nother us get caught). But I said once I have place of own if we get caught I want him stay with me so I can serve him. I love to serve him. I feel at home when I'm with him he's my world.

11/19/2013 6:35:24 PM
Had great day with Master he got rough with me it was fun and hot. I love Master he's so amazing well we played for bit then I did dishes for him as he dried and I washed it was nice strange enough when I'm with him I feel home. Then he played again and he's like that1 thats 2 thats 3 and I asked him why and he's like don't worry bout it. ( I had "dom" that tell me that and then break up with me and few days later he'd text me saying it your fault you need do this and I'll take you back.) So those words get me very paranoid but he's like I'm going bet you serverly for 3min and I was like and I was like um I don't know if I could handle that we may need work up to that so he's like 30 seconds at time. Hehehe I love my Master.

11/18/2013 7:05:00 PM
So I made food this weekend when I was away from Master he loved it made fried gizzards Shepard's pie and fried oreos and made some thing tonight and saved him some cause I'm such awesome slave.

11/18/2013 4:35:50 PM
My body's so sentive today not sure y Master noticed it too. But its OK and he's like if anyone else said how happy he makes them he'd be suspicious but I have nothing to hide from him. He knows my phone password I let him read my messages tell him when I'm talked to by other guys. Cause its about trust and honsety and he was telling about this girl that tried approach him and he's said me and I'm like you know why Master you love me lol he's like yes I do my pet.

11/15/2013 1:14:49 PM
How do i prevent sub drop or lessen it when not with Master? ive tried chocalate that only helps if i know im going see him next day. But because our lives we cant be together as much as we want but after I leave his side I start feeling tired really tired and sad.

11/14/2013 10:54:17 AM
I realize something to day besides being completely head over heels in love with my Master. I've always been a little bit of masatioc ever since I was 5 or 6 id get mad and bite my self so its always been in me so pain was always way of fixing my anger. But had good day with Master we watch show naked then watched movie it was nice

11/12/2013 7:33:35 PM
Am I wrong for wanting to bear a child with my Master even though where both married to different people. But worst of it is I wanna do this more then anything I ever wanted I feel its the ultimate gift I guess you could say. The fucked up part is im really not to thrilled for anyone else but Master gladly have 2 more or 4 more what ever he wishes. Masters been everything to me since we where younger. But am I wrong for feeling like this?

11/12/2013 12:36:05 PM
Last day I see Master tomorrow so excited really can't wait to be in his arms.

11/11/2013 6:10:27 AM
im hating it right now been 3 days since ive seen Master cause we have lives outside each other the weekend sucks really bad cause my needy self don't get be in his arms. But i manage you know why cause when I do finally get be in his arms its amazing feeling have today and tomorrow and wake up and I get to be in Masters arms again. What's suppose happen when i see him and what will happen are to very different things.

11/11/2013 6:00:26 AM
Friday (Nov 9 2013) was amazing with Master and he didn't play with me as hard as I expected I really expected be black and blue when I left. So we walked in house and I had outfit on it was short skirt and shirt (which now smells like him love it) so I look at him and ask Master is this to short as he looks down (now this man is 5"11 so hes good size taller then me so hot) and smiles no my pet its not and countuies to adjust it to his perfect length which is pussy just barely showing and where you can get peek of my ass (something it never wear out without Masters protection ever he bends me over and fucks me for bit. After he was done he blindfolded me im standing there he starts to flog me it was hot very hot as I felt it across my breast my back my ass then he took my hands and lead me to the couch and put me down and started dripping hot wax on me. As I flinch and squarm. But he keeps going and gives me more so he goes in bed room and grabs small dildo so he's not as tempted to fuck me and continues to drip hot wax on me and wack me with wooden spoon very hot by the way. After he was done made me cum hardest i have in months he gave me More after that. (Funny i could barely walk and i still was willing to serve him once i gathered my compusur i did.)Then we took shower as usually which i love i washed his body, face and hair got him a drink we cleaned up and snuggled i love snuggling next to my Master i feel so safe with him but ive always felt that way even when i was young he was my protector if i got scared or anything id run behind Master and he'd protect me he has a few times and didn't realize it. But because of it i love taking care of him too i guess you could say i live to serve him as long as he's happy ill do anything Master asks he's my world and he don't even realize it.

11/8/2013 3:16:04 AM
So today I find out what my body can take Masters going really play with me so excited can't wait.

11/7/2013 9:09:23 AM
So I had good day with Master but I always have good day with him first we had sex in morning I realize he brings out my inner nympho hehe then we went to park it was fun i gave him a attuide and upset him and he said he forgave me but I still feel like shit for it cause it was uncalled for and I asked if he'd brand me he smiled and said that if I brand you good girl there's only 3 things that could happen I could happen id keep you forever or id have sell you or brake you. I wanna be branded to be his forever and I was like wouldn't you wanna keep me forever. Yes my good girl. Then we went to park and played it was fun see once the passion is gone might as well forget bout realitionship so never going lose passion here so hell keep me. Cause I can be my silly needy childish self around Master and one reasons he's amazing

11/6/2013 7:41:23 AM
Master and I hung out today we hang out almost everyday yesterday we had sex in Walmart parking lot and guys there was some one watching cause dude was like fun right I giggled Master was like Yep sure is then to day we went to park and we saw bee hive we both got pictures and he was telling but the figous hes so smart if I ever get real chance with him again I'm taking it do anything for that man I'm completely his slave and could not be happier being that. Just wish I realize it sooner that he's type man I wouldnt ever wanna live with out no not type he is man I couldn't be with out he's perfect to me in every way and I got very pretty bruises from belt yesterday comes to interesting point Master it like you ever fuck around on my I wont get rid youI'll get rid all your cloths and get you new ones but slutty ones and never fuck you agian . But I wouldn't do it anyways cause he's my world he's sexy as heck smart fun silly crazy out going my perfect man took me while get it right but even if its only temporary I'm going enjoy every moment of it.

11/3/2013 4:29:08 AM

I very upset haven't gots my collar yet. But guess I gotta work towards it or just waiting for time to be right who knows but I do know can't wait to where my wonderful amazing Masters collar so guess I'm owned but not collared hehehe but we shall see right. I love Master so much. I'm little obsessed with him but not stupid obsessed but have been with him forever it seems.


9/29/2013 5:56:48 AM

Weekends are so long for me it sucks I miss my Master my last Daddy/boyfriend messaged me. He still mad at me *sighs* I offered be friends guess he dont want it oh well I like my current Master a whole lot more and trust is not issue cause I know hed never harm me. Cause my Master loves me lol. 


9/28/2013 4:51:45 AM
I have a wonderful Master let's see Wensday we hung out Thursday we went a bunch places spent time together which was nice and Friday we played and I got some pretty very pretty bruises

9/20/2013 11:36:26 AM
I gots amazing Master I so lucky its unbelievable today we just sat there and talked for hour I bit him few times cause it drives him nuts always has I am so lucky to have this chance to train under some one I trust and know.

9/19/2013 7:29:21 PM
I get my collar from my Master soon I'm so excited that was quick lol but I know him from teenage years so its OK that its been quick cause he's not stranger to me well he's strange but can't help but adore him I left bite mark on him I feel really bad. :(

9/11/2013 8:27:34 PM

Wanna let everyone know Crazyska (Mike Moxley) is married and is with his wife. So girls and boys if he approaches you run fast or you might end up talking to his wife I lie to husband but that's it I rather be honest with person I'm trying hook up with then ruin possible good thing. Don't need lecture cant stand drunk bastard. 


8/17/2013 8:03:58 PM

I have 2 profiles now fun lol but done hiding Im done with your dumb ass I found awesome switch so far so you can go somewhere cause I'm done with your fake ass 


8/8/2013 8:35:50 PM

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." 1 Corinthians 13:4-7



Now by no means do I care for bible but My Master before this one knew about it this was going be in beginning of wedding vows to him. I sent this to him one day and he explain it. But I believe this true looking at these words makes me realize that as much as I thought loved my resent master he didn't love me cause if he loved me like he said he did none this would happened (It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.) Him in nut shell he was rude to me angered by little things i did kept record of things that happened our first time round which didn't seem fair to me even after I admitted I screwed up and thanked him for second chance. Really didn't seem fair at all after showing him i was sorry he'd find excuses to augure with me not see me and ingore me. Just tired of getting yelled over stupid stuff tired of feeling like hell after we talked if having walk on egg shells. I'm sure he wasnt bad dom but just couldn't handle my situation or maybe just didn't care. But never lied to him even if he thinks I did was always obeident even if he thinks I wasn't I was good for him and unlike most these subs/slave I was willing to work, be his slave, play video games with him, pretty much be what he needed but guess it was to much for him be what i needed. 


8/8/2013 8:11:03 PM

I read a journal entry from someone and made me think of recent master says "Respect was earned not forced. Not demanded or taken. Just like trust. Just like love."

But its true you cant force person to trust you or demand there respect I'm friends with A Dom now and I respect him enough not to lash out or speak rude because he hasn't spoke rude to me even when i deserved it always very kind and I respect that so much. We where talking before this fool even when i wasn't so nice he still treated me with respect so that makes me respect him more. But this resent master demanded I respect him like I was wrong for not respecting him but did nothing to earn it just expected it not Dom sub relationship least don't think it is could be wrong.


8/8/2013 8:11:15 AM

This is second time this has happened can't you stupid Doms find your own subs after I'm done with you. Well ex master if you wanna call him that wants me find him sub not my place to do that now for my friends I don't mind but you dumb I left your dumb asses for reason Moran u think I want give anyone else my headache no I'll pass I think like 90% of Doms I talk to you should find your own slave and deal with fact I'm done with you and another Dom I had just don't get it. But I tried few times deal with your rude ass. Its not my responsibility to find some one take my place. Sitting there calling me all sorts of names but the thing is I know who I am and I want connection I want the love that comes from this type of relationship guess I wasn't good enough when all you did was fight with me which don't seem fair at all. Never in my life fought with some one so much in short period of time. Look stupid I don't fucking lie but accuse me of whatever you want I know who I am. I dont lie like I said I'm done cause those men you call trash respect me and never fight with me ever. So go check your self u fake ass Dom message me again and everyone will know who you are not playing. I'm done I changed all my passwords and deleted thing on Craigslist DONE WITH YOU. So leave me alone and get a life.


8/8/2013 7:54:45 AM

Had take this down cause stupid ex Dom putting it back up cause he don't deserve respect I showed him.

 

8/5/2013 11:28:30 PM   

DON'T DO POLY SO DON'T ASK NOT INTERESTED AT ALL NOW IF SLAVE OR SUB APPROACH ME I WILL BE NICE BUT NOT LOOKING TO BE ADD TO YOUR COLLECTION.

 

8/5/2013 11:21:11 PM   

Hey morans get this if its hard limit theres reason its hard limit.

Bull the way his ass treated me like i was in wrong but he did nothing but fuck me good didn't show I could trust him with other women my last boyfriend/Daddy could fuck who ever he wanted cause I was one he loved and lived for i was his future wifey. This fucker he did nothing to show me I could trust him he tried bully me into doing what he wanted I feel that's bull by all means that shows type man you are so if you read this you can go somewhere else and enjoy these stupid women that you hook up with I know I'm one of kind sure as hell cant say that for you cause your good for one thing sex I want a real man that understands that I'm not going look for girl off bat but appreciate time will when we play a lot with others and I don't do bull shit i'm in a complicated situation if you approach me understand that. Not here to play games and or get your money I'm not a gold digger will more then happily work for my share. Think I'm done belly aching bout you fake ass men just as bad as most the women on here.

 

7/31/2013 10:22:35 AM 

So this Dom if you wanna call him that had some nerve first he sits here and says if you don't do such and where done guess what idiot that's not Domanice that's called bullying but I did try deal with it as he sits here and calls me mean names but when he asked for account to some my stuff I couldn't do it that shit takes trust and I don't trust anyone like that Master before him if he ask I might have cause he really was my world I trusted him no matter what he was my life. But this person not really cause trust like that needs be earned not bullied in to person. Most doms want call me sir right off bat I rather call you by your name cause guess what I don't belong to you. So I came to conclusion all you some are fake just mad sorry for rambling.


7/23/2013 12:03:42 PM
So I'm not sure what to say I'm suppose explain our story so here goes I met this guy 2 years ago very attractive and we got along OK but I had huge attitude still do some what but I swore it was him I look on it now see it was me that needed to change not him so we talked for while and I decided to go with man from outta state cause it was safe but my master now told me it wouldn't work out it was good 2 years but last master calmed down my attitude a lot and made realize that its not all about me as a women I belong at mans feet never been physically trained but it was very emotional and claimed me down a lot to make me see sometimes my attitude is not worth losing what meant world to me. I guess I chose well call him O I chose O cause it was safe I couldn't really get hurt if I'm serving some one face to face there huge chance I could get hurt so its scary to me since we started talking again I regret my desision to choose O. But like I said its a desioin I regret but it was cause I was terrified of the emotion that come with it. So Master I'm sorry it was you all along and I was stupid for not seeing it and I want this to work I wanna be with you.

7/22/2013 6:47:01 AM

I sit here and drive my self crazy. He knew my situation from ghetto but still said I was his so dont get whats so hard bout it either I get honor of serving him or I don't. Just upsetting hearing words echo in head and knowing I feel complete at his feet. It's amazing really to ponder my first real experience and it was something amazing just in way I felt like high not really subspace kinda high but like wow I could do this the rest of my life if that makes sense. So guess we shall see what happens right but hope this time cards are in my favor cause wow is all i can say and I know I'm falling for him quick but he's just I can't explain it. Other then the passion I feel in serving him. Waiting for him get rougher cant wait. 


7/19/2013 9:43:35 PM
In first time in forever I finally feel like I belong somewhere I look all the bruises on my body and smile cause I know where they came from I sit in the position I'm suppose get in to when no ones around so I train my self to hold it I wanna be able to be in that position when he comes home it sucks catching feelings for someone but worst part is we could had good relationship the past 2 years but my attitude needed to change I really anit as bad as I was, my last Master mentally calmed me down now time to take on physical aspect of lifestyle and hope what he says is true if not I got taste and I never felt more complete then when I was training. I can't wait to be his sub fully so far as I know I'm owned right now but see what happens tomorrow. Seems kinda unfair make me wait a day see what he has to say.

7/18/2013 10:47:19 AM
So I feel very fortune right now that he actually is still interested after couple years but I had go through what I went through to grow so I can be better submissive to owner. Cause when he knew me I had attitude huge attitude problem but last master calmed my attitude down so I'm better sub for next person. My training started to day and loving it can't wait to see him again very excited and he's very hot too.

7/10/2013 4:37:19 AM
Just so everyone knows I don't have net doing everything on phone and some messages deserve more then one sentence answers so if don't get back to you as soon as I get net back will respond.

7/1/2013 1:33:06 PM

As I stare at this bright pink collar that meant I was his no matter what tears stream down my face knowing what i had to do knowing its hard thing in world to me to lose the man I referred to as my everything, my obsession losing him almost killed me but saddest part is as much as it depressed me. He played me as a fool the last month was hell for me just being neglected and feeling unloved by man of my dreams just about broke my heart so I made the decision to ask to be released cause I loved him enough to say if he loves me he'll come back and next time if he does i hope to give him what he needs if not I learned about my self through him and the person and sub or little I am but he'll always in my heart be My Daddy and the love of my life. Saddest part is some days I feel very empty and incomplete without him. All i can do is keep on keeping on. But my most important was I can fall in love again the type where I'd lie down and die for him or kill for him. But if not ill move on and be stronger for it. but i will find someone to love me again.


6/22/2013 12:09:58 PM

Not looking to add random people to my friends the only reason the person I do have there is there cause I've known him since we where teens otherwise he wouldn't be there either so stop trying add me cause I just delete it or if I ever find master agian I might add him but not random people not picture collector sorry.


6/17/2013 4:44:54 PM

So where done for now and it depresses me but ill live I always do lol and ill be stronger for next time. It makes me cry I was released by my request Its sad to me just it seemed like he stopped loving me and that hurts me more then anything.


6/12/2013 3:02:12 PM

Look stupid I think I'm dom but I'm really not cause I wanna bark orders to any woman that smiles at me. Not here to play games or not looking for master even if some days I wanna holler at top of lungs at my yes My Master hes still my world so don't sit here barks orders cause really don't care to hear it and no mater how hot you think you are My Master is 100% times hotter so all cause you have pretty face and think your dom means jack to me and if your going sit here and play me like you own me your as fake as most the woman on here.  But that's y if your younger then 30 you go to bulk mail I just don't care not here get your dick hard Id like to understand life style more. So if that's what your looking for fuck off. I know it sounds like i'm babbling idiot just angry  


6/3/2013 10:38:54 AM

Does that really work showing your cock like that big turn off 


10/25/2012 1:19:08 PM

I was just reading Daddys profile and I cried he changed it it sounds beautiful. Hes only dom ive ever met that sex was never a big issue. Till i asked but otherwise he was good with just friends which I respect him for so much now ive decied that next year i move back with him. Cause to be with out this man is nothing short of hell. I belong with and to him forever. I wanna be able to visit him at work for quicky or to bring him food. or to fall a sleep in his arms feeling protected and wanted not only for my body but for my mind and soul.


9/28/2012 5:34:22 AM
So it's finally happening i saw him yesterday in real time. All i could think is he's is so freaking hot like a God that needs be worshiped. So today he's going help me pick collar till i can get to him and get collar he wants. ive been in love with this man for last 2 years one down fall he's in to the Gor lifestyle as much as I'd love to learn bout it seems like joke every kajira ive seen that was into it was fat and nasty. Seems like a desperate cry for attention then anything that i dont need desprete i am not so some one can explain to me more id love to learn. But don't try control me cause i will block you and not think twice cause no one is worth losing my Daddy. im going marry that man one day.

9/21/2012 9:34:33 PM
Well I'm done with him my current master dont get me wrong i love my master but i needed him to realese (and he did) me it would not be fair to either them if i stayed with both them. So my last Daddy took me back im so excited he's what I've been waiting for my whole life sexy as hell, sweet, older, but not ugly older hot older, smart, and perfect. The worst part is he'll never get how obsessed I am that what it comes down to strong obsession.

9/13/2012 4:15:08 AM
What most men don't get I don't take order very well unless you own me. Otherwise and I'll ask for that when I feel OK with what's going on. But it don't matter right now cause I took him back cause I do love him a lot.

8/20/2012 7:26:15 AM

I was released yesterday I was very sad but I couldn't handle the lying the only time i got truth outta him was when i backed him in to corner. Thats not right for either of us. Told him to find someone more deserving of his time. Just everything was getting to much. I feel bad not sure y I guess i did care for him a lot. But i couldn't handle situation. Cause not like he live down street either or in my area he lived far another issue i had. So i asked to be released he wanted me to think about it but thats all i was doing and as much as it killed me i gotta do whats best for me. I know seems selfish but i dont know. Guess he was just not right for me. I do love him and it does hurt. But to much fighting mostly me fighting with him for his dishonesty still never got truth outta him.


8/2/2012 3:24:30 AM

Daddy comes home today I'm so excited cant wait to see him. Really excited cant wait to be in his arms been a rough month for me with out him around,


7/8/2012 7:08:29 AM
I miss my Daddy so much

7/3/2012 12:19:59 PM

Why is that this dom's insist Im his when I'm not I have a friend and yesterday he was you know you still belong to me still. But he relased me year ago so i'm no longer his cause I dont wanna be just not sure why he wants keep me so bad I told him I was owned. No i dont need you to fix it Daddy I can handle my self. 


7/3/2012 9:39:24 AM

Seems kinda depressing that im here and he's not. So we talked and he says hes being honest but with no proof to back up that there's something not right I have to believe him. He says he wants what I want but maybe i'm just over reacting.


7/2/2012 7:50:02 AM
I miss my Daddy feel so lonely with out him. *cries*

6/28/2012 9:32:32 AM

Something strange is going on but I don't think Daddy is being total honest with me even though I am with him and if he can't be honest i don't think its worth my time. No matter how much i love and care about him i refuse to deal with men that i cant trust to tell me truth. Cause its not going work if he's not 100% honest.


6/24/2012 5:57:42 PM
I miss my Daddy *criez* Seems like I havent seem Him in forever but only been week but still miss Him like crazy.

6/21/2012 5:13:09 AM
Hopefully i see my Daddy today?

6/20/2012 7:56:46 AM
i miss my Daddy i think i see him tommrow i can't wait too be in His strong arms amd kiss His lips. Mmmmmm. He's so great i got blessed when i found Him. Just the way He talks to my is awesome and touches me is high.

6/18/2012 4:40:39 PM
My Daddy loves me hahaha sorry thoese words made my day much brighter. My Daddys so wonderful i could not found better Man for me then Him. Just everything He tells me is so sweet. i see my Daddy tommrow i cant wait to be in His strong arms kissing His lips i should stop going turn my self on.

6/17/2012 3:43:10 PM
Somedays the days W/we dont talk i feel so lonely maybe im feeling too much for Him maybe im falling to fast for Him. i dont know i do know somethings not right somedays maybes its just me.

6/17/2012 5:21:10 AM
There is something really fishy going one with Daddy last couple days. Just lotta his actions. So I saw Daddy yeasterday let me tell you that was drive with bad with difficult direction map question did better job lol took me hour in half too get there took hour or less too get home so we i greeted Him like i always do but before i wanted real kiss so i got it lol love the way he kisses me. It's hot. Then W/we went on to playground and kissed and talked about life. It was nice. Just getting to know each other a little more. All W/we did was kiss and talk on jungle gym im actually behaving very well taking time let my playful side come out.im like little kid when i wanna be lol.

6/14/2012 3:53:14 PM
i miss my Daddy to day seems so long with out hearing his voice.

6/14/2012 6:29:51 AM
Borrowed from domipup i agree where here to serve Men i believe in Patriarchy - meaning that female slaves were created for Men, to be ruled over, owned and used for pleasure and service by Men. female slaves were NOT made to be equal with Men; they should be under the protection and authority of their Male Head of Households, taking their rightful place at a Master's feet and expressing ongoing gratitude to have been found worthy of being a Master's cherished property that understands the importance of Other properties of its Master, including its Lord's Pets and Friends.

6/13/2012 6:37:10 AM

I saw Daddy yesterday let me tell you. I love each and every encounter. So yesterday i saw Him lol such a cutie. As always i greeted Him as i normally do which i know He loves. After i was done with that He's like get in back cause W/we fuck in car alot lol. As He gets naked He pulls down my pants a little and smacks my ass a few times not wet enough after few more times slides in nice. As im sitting there fucking Him for while my whole body starts to go numb. As i look back to Him, He asks me "you like looking at me while I fuck you?" "Yes Daddy" Of course i do i love watching cum even more. Maybe I'm strange. As He has me against the seat He starts tracing my spine and i shiver really hard for some reason that turns me on. Finally I turn around pussy wet as hell lol. He grabs my neck softly with one hand i ask Him to do it harder and He does not to hard but where i feel it. Felt intresting. As i sit there and ride this cock i love cumming a few times. When he does cum for the 4 or 5 time maybe more. W/we sit there and talk as my body clams down just sit there and lay on him and talk. I love the feeling he gives me. As W/we walk around the mall i grab His hand He's like "what if you run into some you know?"  (But my husband knows or think he knows best part is if he keeps acusing me i may be actually get away with it.) Cant wait to see Him tommrow


6/11/2012 8:40:37 PM
i miss Him so much.. So ive been thinking y do men say sex is not big thing hell it anit if i dont have good sex life no doubt in my mind ill stray but in all fairness if i have it for someone takes me lot to get to that point. Still sex is big thing for me. i see my Daddy tommrow can't wait look foward to it bet if He had more time he could get me to that place no drug could compre He does get me weak and just not sure how to explain it high I guess is best way. Can't wait for tommrow.

6/8/2012 11:21:03 PM
6/7/2012 Well i saw him yesterday. Mmmmm i love the way His cum taste. Anyway so as usaul He met me while i was working so he pulls up i get in car and start kissing him. (It's funny the few other men i met it was like You have to do what i say no matter what He was not like that frist time we met He was more like its your choice you have to wanna submit for it to work. Been loving it since. Now ill do whatever He asks for most part) So i suck his cock like His good little bitch. As always i love sucking it dry. Then He took the belt from His short and used it on me gently guess Hes trying to build up my tolrance but i can take being beaten no problem. So He bent me over and was not wet enough so he kept it with belt finally it slid in after that He says to get on hands and knees and fucks me doggie style everytime i turn to look as Him, He growels "did I say you could look at Me" and smacks my ass a few times as i look away "No Daddy" as im sitting there shivering under His body He commented on it and i told Him i could not help it. Then He finshes and i sit on His lap as He looks at me my hair down covering my face moves my hair "Mami let Me see your beatiful face." (Hes so awesome im falling in love with Him which sucks cause it makes it harder to leave everytime we meet up.) So He bends me over agian and grabs back of my neck that made me cum hard . Hes been getting bitten alot from me. So guess He dont like it but to be fair i have nasty bruise from Him on my body. Finally i got to be face to face he wants to try affiction with me which scares me takes 5 lb of force to kill someone so Hes slowly trying to get me use to it for me to trust He would not hurt me its slow proess. But more then well worth it. As always few hours later still feeling high love it so much. Better then any drug in world what would made it perfect is if i could fell a sleep in His arms. He keeps telling me one day. Hes awesome. Can't wait.

6/5/2012 8:39:48 PM
Well long day and miss my master very much see him tommrow cant wait

6/4/2012 11:00:38 AM
Days like this seems so long and i miss Him so much. i see Him tommrow I can't wait so excited. i wait all week to be in His arms. my addction lol best drug in world i think no chance of overdose. rather be addicted to person then anything else. And when other person feels same high is twice as good.

6/4/2012 10:54:45 AM
Days like this seems so long and i miss Him so much.

6/3/2012 9:46:57 PM
So i dyed hair its red i see Master tuesday hope he likes it. can't wait miss him so much can't wait to actually be with Him like permenatly. W/we talk few times to day made me very happy. I love His voice so sexy. Funny most the time He calls me mami very cute. Hes so awesome i feel fortnate to belong to Him. Well cute He thinks my jelious is cute i think its unnecessary and a useless emotion. i hate jelious men but i find my self getting jelious at Him mentioning another female seems hypcrical to me and stupid i must really care for Him i never get like that.

6/3/2012 6:11:57 AM
i miss my Daddy *cries* i realize it gets harder and harder every day to be away from Him. Like most days i wanna see Him so bad i wanna be in his arms but right now it's hard where looking for same thing. But just i dont know.

6/2/2012 11:34:48 AM
W/we talked about stuff today looks like where going in same direction the thing is im glad its His personality i love cause a wise Dom once told me essential our personality don't change we'll always be people we are (looks change over years) and He's wonderful and sweet and makes me shake lol. But W/we talked about kids the man i live with drinks, and smokes and i hate it so none of that when you do that your trying to run from something if your life is good you dont needa run from anything. So i said i dont want any of that in my life this time He was ok with that. which makes me very happy now don't get me wrong i have my vices i love to fuck for hours but don't drink, do drugs or smoke. id like same from my Dom.

6/1/2012 6:42:38 AM
so I read story today about Speculum and viloet wand im going ask my Master if Hes done it if so can we try it sounds so hot and mmmmm. He has so that will be fun and hot cant wait. Funny how month flew by His so amazing. Like just i think im falling for Him hard which leaves me at cross im going get to know Him more then when He gets place be more then happy too change my souation. But like i said before we needa have long talk before that. He is wonderful person be happy to be collared by Him. i love talking to Him and way he feels when He holds me close. God i love the high he gives me. It's so amazing and His cum taste so yummy lol.

5/31/2012 12:50:47 PM
2/31/2012 So im aggravated with Master haven't talked to Him all day. Just upsetting to miss Him so much and not know whats going on with Him. But i miss Him alot. Tommrow well be talking one month lol wonderful stuff kinda exciting. He told me today i got Him sprung so called friend asked what He ment silly word.

5/30/2012 3:08:46 PM
5/29/2012 So i really didn't talk to Him all day texted Him few time but nothing round 4 got text "hi beatiful." i saw it my heart speed up i love feeling He gives me. Hope i can see him tommrow. Miss Him so much.

5/30/2012 3:00:35 PM
5/28/2012 i saw Him to day just something about him drives me nutz every time i think of him i wet myself. Something about Him makes me wanna be with Him. Honsetly i think im falling for Him everytime He touchs me or i snuggle up to Him i feel safe and wanted He's something else but in my world good things really dont last long. He told me today He wanted life with me great right if I take that step where going have long talk dont wanna take chance of same stuff happening agian and either of us being unhappy not worth it as a subbie my life is to make my dom happy. There's no one like me. Lets see what happened to day. I was sitting in car met at mall so he pulled up opened window "Hi beatiful" i blushed Hes always so wonderful. Where sitting there talking a second and Hes like get in suck my cock and after well decide where to go so i did as told as He grabs my head forcing me to take all of His cock in his mouth I gagged a few times but got it all wet got me pretty wet too. Lol then He came by this time it took lots of control not to just fuck Him. He came in my mouth but i kept going till He was dry i know He loved it just amazing but strange as it is I actually liked them way His cum tasted tasted good. Then Hes like hope in back so I did let me say Hes has some stamina. i love it. Some how i end up on top so after awhile Hes leans His body over so He can slam Him self into me hard. Made me so wet then guess He got bored of that so He put me on hands and knees and He leans down and kiss my back and i cum. It feels so good to cum that intencly. After He came agian i layed in His arms for bit then some one called He had go in bit i guess i didnt want it to end just being in his arms. i lay there happliy in His arms. Wondering the next time i can have that moment agian. He saw i didn't wanna let Him go. i miss Him so much most the time.

5/28/2012 10:02:21 PM
On May 25, 2012 > > As i sit there agureing with Him mad as hell.? Look i realize i cant give Him time He requires but i will try. But as much as i hate to say it i dont see i lasting much longer once He finds someone else it makes me sad i may lose Him worst part is He's not my type but i becoming so addicted to Him for some reason the way I hear His voice and i wet myself or when He kisses me i shiver i love that feeling He gives me. Funny yesterday he asked y i wanted him to stay a little longer in my world good things dont last long so i wanted to stay in that moment a little longer just to feel cared for, safe, and wanted a little longer. Back to our augrment i said "Your going do what You want no matter what i say."?? So He said "your jelious its cute" i thinks it so is not i should not feel like this i know He says the He wants me that i belong to Him but just upsetting Hes looking elsewhere too. After pretty much pissing Him off. Knowing i was going to get punshied for stepping out of line cause i know better i was not thinking i was mad. So now come Monday He's going punshied me. So i sent video of my red pussy like He asked. Then i called Him but He turned me on so bad so He told me get ice put it on my flesh i did it stung then he told me slap pussy. i did that hurt but Hes like ok where going push your limits a little more next time.? As i there masterbuting for Him i wanna get Him off so bad but He says He has to do something for work so i let Him go get my self close and tell Him he gives me permission to finish it but i really didnt wanna get off with out Him.

5/28/2012 9:57:37 PM
On May 25,2012 > > Well i saw Him today wow so He met me at KFC and we went somewhere quite there was church near buy. So i got in his back seat and was so aggravated from yesterday He asked how i was and i just leaded over and started kissing then i started? grinding on Him. So i think He liked it. so He un zipped His pants and i sucked His cock good i think so then i stopped looked at Him he looks down why you stop as i get on His now? hard cock i got off a few times one of them Hes trying to teach me spanish which is hot in its self so hes like lets pratice your spanish so as innocont as i could i said ok Yo soy una pedrro fucked Him harder every time i said it (just thinking about it makes wanna masterbate)(i know i wanted Him so bad to make everything go away and enjoy His hard cock fucking me till i came)hes like get off a sec as i sit there and when i got off for like third time He made me sit legs open and smacked my pussy it wasnt to hard or to soft it felt so good i had moan with every hit it was amazing. Then He started slapping and blowing it felt strange but good as He got closer i thought He was going go there "No you dont deserve that yet." Then got back on his hard cock and fucked him more "whose pussy is it" "Yours Master" As im fucking him nice and slow Hes like lets see if you can keep pace everytime i stopped He smacked my ass (i dont really see that as form of punishment cause it makes me wet.) so i tried keep pace but coulden't so He moved me so i was going back and forth which felt good enough to make me cum agian. Then a few times He lend me back and pulled me down on Him it felt wow when i came up to sitting postion agian i went a little longer then He asked "Why you stopping" "Tired" So He puts down backseat bends me over and fucks me i feel His hand in one sholder as He slams Him self into me. Then He leaned over and kissed my back i shivered it felt so good to feel His lips on my skin. When He did gets off i layed in His arms for a while just enjoying that high i got from Him fucking my pretty flesh. As we sit there and talk i didnt really want that moment to end for some reason it felt really good. Just being in that moment being in the safety of His arms.

5/28/2012 9:45:56 PM
On May 23, 2012 11:29 PM, > > So I called Him today. He decided He wanted to play with me. Which was > fun till I got call where are you I'm off. Grrr Ok well it started I > went to have lunch with aunt and grandma so I called Him and He's like > pull over so I looked for place to pull over Then Hes like touch > yourself and I did it felt good every time I slapped my pussy I felt > myself getting wetter and wetter (actually touch my self as I write > this) so he made me grab my pussy mound and finger my self as I'm > masturbating in public it was very hot then he told me to finger my > ass and my pussy then ring ring "Sir can you hold on a second." "No he > can hold" (what he dont get if I dont get after first he calls till i > do pick up) so I clicked over I would have loved finsh what I started > and got off with him. So I had to stop what I was doing :( go pick him > up and hope to get some thing descent later or do it my self did try > get something descent no go so no I wait till tomorrow just to fuck > Him.Just for Him to make me cum all over his hard cock.

5/28/2012 7:36:13 PM
Its been bad day and if tommrow does not come soon i might lose it i miss my Master so much. Soon enough ill be cuddled next to Him at least for few hours. Pleaseing His needs in that alone im content. im off to bed dreaming of my Master i cant help want more and more i love this song lol its so pretty the sum of it is your beatiful to me no matter what you look like cause your hearts beatiful its very sweet "Corazon Sin Cara" Ya me contaron Que te acomplejas de tu imagen Y mira el espejo Que linda eres sin maquillaje Si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a m? tampoco soy perfecto Solo s?ue yo te quiero as?l coraz?o tiene cara Te prometo que lo nuestro nunca va a terminar Y el amor Vive en el alma Ni con un deseo sabes que nada de ti ira cambiar Prende una vela resale a dios Y dale gracias que tenemos este lindo coraz?rende una vela pide perd?or creer que t?s fea te dedico esta canci?i eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a m?ampoco soy perfecto Solo s?ue yo te quiero as?i eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a m?ampoco soy perfecto Solo s?ue yo te quiero as?l coraz?o tiene cara Te prometo que lo nuestro nunca va a terminar Y el amor Vive en el alma Ni con un deseo sabes que nada de ti ira cambiar Nadie es perfecto En el amor Ay seas blanquita o morenita No me importa el color M?me a mi m?me bien Aunque tenga cara de bonito Me acomplejo yo tambi?Si eres gorda o flaca Todo eso no me importa a m?ampoco soy perfecto Solo s?ue yo te quiero as?l coraz?o tiene cara Y te prometo que lo nuestro nunca va a terminar Y el amor Vive en el alma Ni con un deseo sabes que nada de

5/28/2012 7:20:49 AM
It's holiday and might not be able to talk to Master that makes me very sad but going see him tommrow so im excited cant wait to be in his strong arms agian lol

5/7/2012 3:42:04 AM

Im starting to think most men on here are just dumb or desprete. Seriously i dont wanna see your cock when i look at your profile. I perfer man in jeans and wifebeater. But id like to see face picture not cock if i wanna see it ill ask. Cause you could have nice cock and butter face. So this why pics are important. But if u still doubt im real i have no problem showing my self. Cause Im sexy and i know it.


5/4/2012 8:30:02 AM

This is soo freaking sad to say but I realize as far as looks Ill never find a man as hot no that's understatement. As fine nope not there. Sexy nope not good enough to describe the way my last Dom looked he was a special breed of man gorgeous. But as far as looks i fear ill never find that quality again. So ill handle ok i guess with personality i want. There a lot of great Doms but most well aren't very gorgeous lol hot ok fine some are but not i hell i wanna fuck him so bad. Only man first words outta my mouth where wow cause there was nothing else I could say. Maybe im just being brat and need a be spanked ;) for it. As funny as it seems i let him go with out to much of fight and with as obsessed as i was with him why fight it, it was his choice i take comfort in knowing that for that year he loved me. And i could not for anything else. So thank you for loving me even if it was short time and even if i didn't get to touch you i learned a lot and am a little stronger because you where in my life.


4/30/2012 7:05:08 AM
Fem dom thats huge joke no matter what men will always be stronger. Nother joke is male sub might as will say pussy boy. Men will always be able to dominate females unless he complete gives him self up to woman but that seems silly.

4/12/2012 7:48:07 AM

This is beautiful But its not mine

 Submissive's Creed

i am a submissive woman…

i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship

i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.

i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.

i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me.

i know that He will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom.

He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.

Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy.

 

His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.

If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.

However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.

The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.

 

my body is His, and if He says i am beautiful, then i am.

No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes, and because of that i hold my head high for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me?

If He says i am His princess, then i am that…regal and graceful.

And if i see laughter at me in the eyes of others, i do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong?

If He says i am His toy, His slut, His tramp, then i am that…as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is they who are blind, not my Master.

 

my mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know as only He can. 
i have no secrets from Him…for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being perfectly His.

Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself…and i do not want walls.

His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own, but they are lessons He has decided i need, and so i learn from Him.

my soul is His, as bare to His touch as ever my skin could be when i kneel naked at His feet.

Never a moment goes by when i do not feel his presence, be He miles away or standing over me.

If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.

The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him is harder to bear than the physical anguish i feel when His belt caresses me with fire.

 

i spend my days knowing that the energy and thought He puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for His, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we do together.

i am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously.

i am a submissive woman. i am proud to call myself that.

my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly, and can only be given to One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.

Only to He who has that strength will i give myself fully, because i am strong and proud.

 

And i agree


3/7/2012 8:23:07 AM
Y are men here so abrasive look not interest in taking about sex maybe what I'm into but past that it's huge turn off for me. I want friends possible more but if it's all bout sex y waste time. I believe key to this life style is trust and if we can't get to know each other first how can I trust you. My dom should be my best friend first and for most, my lover, my partner in crime my everything like I should be his I guess you so called doms just don't get it. If there are any real doms out there feel free to hit me up for chat lol. I want someone like last master that isn't to worried about sex but is more interested in me but if it get to that point will put me in my place.

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Tlona
 
 Age: 43
 San antonio, Texas