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I am actively seeking a younger submissive woman for a permanent relationship to have a family.

I like the shy submissive lady, who in most cases is so shy she is unable to post her photograph.

However, not too shy, that so that she can actually meet Me in person.

1/5/2009 2:22:54 AM

Be moved by this collection of observations a slave has written;

“I relieve and release your hurt that you may be set free.”


Alice in Wonderland

 

"If you put a chain around the neck of a slave, the other end fastens itself around your own."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

"What is pain but perhaps a violent pleasure?"

Mistress Heather, CSI

 

"Grace is savage and must be savage in order to be perfect."

Charles A Stoddard

 

"Although we think we are in control, it is merely an illusion. It is our desires that control us, that feed us, and sustain our existence, for we are the servants of that which we have no control over."

Found footnoted under a
Dorian Cleavenger photo.

 

"Beauty without grace is the hook without the bait."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

 

"He who angers you controls you."
Words I live by.

 

"Only the one who hurts you can make you feel better. Only the one who inflicts the pain can take it away."

Madonna in Erotica

 

give everything you possibly can
leave nothing out
expect nothing in return

the essence of true slavery

 

A mediocre Top tells,

A good Dom/me teaches,

An excellent Dom/me explains,

But a true Dom/me inspires.

10/27/2008 3:32:08 AM

The words of a slave, which are so profound;

 

“I am looking for a Master who wishes to own a special type of slave. Along with any relationship i might have with him my ultimate fantasy is to be used by my Master to supplement his income on a part time basis as a Professsional sub/slave bdsm escort.

 

I need to be used and made to serve in this way.”

10/23/2008 3:39:14 AM

The prophetic words of a rubber slave;

 

RUBBERY MIND:

(a) A mind which is somewhat obsessed with rubber and the various variations thereof.

(a) A mind as resilient, and as slippery, as rubber.

(c) A mind yearning to be moulded and manipulated as if it were rubber.

10/23/2008 2:01:15 AM

Words of a slave;

 

“I have always been a passive person, a follower, and submissive. Awareness and acceptance of my nature allowed me to become comfortable with myself and to realise that I am more content to be directed and to serve other's interests over my own. Over time I have realised that my personality is servile and the life best suited for me is that of a slave.

I have been told I lack self esteem, but conversely I see this as an asset. I am also a very unemotional person and don't need romance or excitement in my life to be content - you may or may not also see this as an asset.

I am looking to be possesed, controlled and used in the fullest sense possible, 24/7 365 days a year. I am not looking for a role playing relationship or just kinky sex. I am looking for a consenual non-consent total enslavement arrangement. Do not contact me unless you understand the responsibility this places on yourself as well as me. I anticipate that once entered into my slavery will be permanent, or at least difficult for me to end - you must be ready to commit to permanent responsibility as well.

I offer no preferences as to gender, physical characteristics, age or family circumstances. You may be single, married, male or female - all that matters is that you are capable of owning me and bending me to your will. I am not seeking any kind of emotional attachment, or any 'relationship' where I would be a partner; I do not wish to be considered an equal at all.

I have not listed any interests as I do not believe its my place to influence what my owner would wish to use me for. My sexual orientation will be whatever is decided for me. I will work in any way I am ordered to, inside or outside the home. The only thing I expect in return is to be kept in good health and not worked into the ground or excessively physically damaged, and to always be kept in my place.

I know that this is a tall order and perhaps I am looking for the impossible ... nevertheless I know what I am and what I need, and I will not stop searching.”

10/23/2008 1:42:38 AM

Words of a slave;

"complete submission
to serve is to do so without question or limits
a Master should own the soul"

10/22/2008 3:50:58 AM

Words of submission;

 

“Submission is not about being used, it is about being of use, it is about what you do for others, not what is done to you...my submission is something that i do not give lightly...it is after all a huge part of me...it is not something i wished to be, or asked to be, it is just a part of me, and how i view myself and those around me...it is not a game, nor a part time hobby, but a way of life...my submission is not just a promise to submit, or a statement of "belonging" to One...it is far more…it is a condition of my heart...

 

Because as a submissive i give from the heart, i don’t consider it a ‘gift'...it is not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons...it is the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self i can give...i give only what is left, after my pride and defences crumble and i am left exposed to His eyes...”

10/22/2008 3:41:41 AM

Words of slave wisdom;

NEVER QUIT UNTIL YOU WIN.
It may require a lot of changing,
but you can do it.
The seed of greatness
lies within you.
Nurture it, and there
will be nothing you can't do.

10/21/2008 5:16:25 AM

Further words of wisdom from another slave;

“I’ve already told you: the only way to a woman’s heart is along the path of torment.  I know none other as sure.”

Marquis de Sade.

 
 

'All this virtue of which you make such a fuss is worthless in the world; you may bow continually at the foot of it's altars, yet it's vain incense will never feed you.'
Justine - Marquis de Sade.   

 

 

Criticizing others is a dangerous thing, not so much because you may make mistakes about them, but because you may be revealing the truth about yourself - Harold Medina.

10/21/2008 1:49:25 AM

Words of wisdom quoted by a slave;

 

'Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.' - Albert Einstein.

10/20/2008 11:35:47 AM

The words of a sadistic seeking slave, that encourages Me no end...

 

“I am not wishing to be wined and dined, just used and abused. I consider myself masochistic and am certainly not looking for any kind of vanilla relationship.

At present I can only meet up for weekends.  Ideally I would like to spend the weekend in a cage or a dungeon..  I prefer to be fed from a dog bowl if fed at all.  I have almost no limits aside needles, blood, and breath/electrical play.”

10/17/2008 4:41:51 AM

The words of slave wisdom;

 

It's been interesting to say the least .From the surface it's amazing how one person differs from the next.

But even more surprising is finding out that at the end of the day were all pretty much seeking the same thing........Release.

Emotional release.

Physical release.

People keep telling us not to forget where we come from Well to those who have given them selves the chance to experience that Primal Level of raw instinct You really are getting to know Yourself and at times a little more then You anticipated but YOU will remember where YOU come from.

We come from a time where Men were Takers and females surrendered It's plain and simple yet we tend to want to complicate things.

It's all about Your choices to whether explore it and feel it or not.

10/16/2008 3:37:39 AM

Here are the words of another slave, who expresses My understanding too;

 

“It is my experience that submission is at its best when it is fostered, not forced. When it becomes an undeniable need, or want, is when I enjoy it most. That doesn't happen after one email :)”

10/15/2008 7:01:18 AM

Here are the words of one slave, who describes the essential need of bondng.  It moved Me, I hope it moves you.

 

Some things are nice to know about a person, some are not important, but that depends who you ask. We all have differing thoughts about what is important or not.

I put emphasis on the fact that I need a Sadist, for the simple fact that I need pain. I like pain, not necessarily sexually charged. I need my limits pushed, I need to be pushed and pushed hard. Don't get me wrong, pain and sex is great, but there is much more to it than that. I have had Masters that are not Sadists, and found the relationship lacking, they could offer me the dominance that I needed but not fulfill the more primal urges that run far deeper. But at the same time, I need a Master that understands that ownership means just that, ownership. That the word 'no', or "not able to" does not enter into the equation. Someone that understands that one is property, no more, no less. That the slave is there to serve, and in serving they find freedom. Dare I touch on the word "micromanaging"? Most shudder and dismiss a profile when hearing/reading this word, but a slave understands the need for this, understands and craves the ritual that goes along with this. In time, the orders are not even needed,  it becomes second nature.  One learns to watch and listen, anticipate what is needed without a word being spoken. My cat, for example, he knows when I'm upset and comes close, offers cuddles or curls up next to me, which normally is not in his nature. If I'm angry, while he knows I would never hurt him, he makes himself scarce and gives me a wide berth. This kind of behavior comes with time, bonding and the ability to pick up on things without the need for words."

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