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| Before you proceed, please understand that I will NOT respond to anyone who fails to read my profile. There's simply nothing I hate more than being forced to read a form?letter that has absolutely nothing to do with what I'm looking for. Also, I will NOT respond to one liners. No, it's not because I don't want to talk to you, it's just that I already know what to expect on this site. After creating my first profile on here, I soon found myself inundated with pages of messages. Most of them were of the types I've mentioned beforehand.
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Now I've decided to create a new profile and hopefully refine my serach this time, as well as set some general guidelines for people before they message me. I may not reply immediately, but I guarantee that?when I do?my response will be well written?as I always strive to make good first impressions. I only ask that you show me the same courtesy and?remain patient as I'll try to respond to everyone I can.?
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If you want to capture my attention sooner, make yourself stand out. I like Dominants that are straightforward and blunt. Get straight to the point and explain in detail why you believe we would be compatible. DO NOT try to make me into something I'm not. If you don't share my interest and desire for this sepcific type of relationship, then I'm sorry you're not the owner I'm seeking. I'm seeking something that is mutually beneficial for both individuals involved and as such we both need to be on the same page.
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Speaking of which, the relationship I seek is quite strange so let me thoroughly explain why I'm interested in it first. Ever since I could remember (age 4-5 perhaps) i've been fascinated with dolls. Whether it be a plastic barbie doll, baby doll, or porcelain doll, it didn't matter. I would play with them, collect them, and yet had no idea why I even had this strange obsession?and feelings of?love towards them.
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If I had to guess now, I would only assume that I was interested in them because of their lifeless bodies and their humanoid appearance. What they represented, I secretly wanted to become. This obsession grew even stronger as I discovered sex dolls as a teenager. They always got me thinking, "What if I could become one of those sex dolls?" These types of fantasies during my juvenile years kept me up many nights.
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Once I reached early adulthood, I had a clear vision of what I wanted to become and fell in love with dollification and sensory deprivation. Now the ultimate goal is to become one of those sex dolls I fantasized about when I was younger. That's right, I want to become a real sex doll with as many doll like qualities as possible.
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In order to achieve this, I believe it's important to remove all human traits from the doll. This is why I fell in love with sensory deprivation, because almost everything that makes us human is defined through our senses. A sex doll should not be able to hear, see, smell, feel, or taste anything. It should be lifeless, motionless, and expressionless.
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All of those senses are easy to deprive a sex doll of with the exceptions of touch and taste. Although, I believe the most important one to remove first for both the owner and the doll is sight. A sex doll should never know what it's owner looks like, because it can lead to feelings of guilt or shame within the Dominant after he is done using it. These feelings are similar to those of a male that has sex with a girl and then feels awkward that he has to be around her afterwards.
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To?remove sight from the doll, a rubber mask should be placed over it's head that bares no resemblence to the shell behind it. This should be done beforehand so that when the doll and it's owner meet, the owner still feels safe knowing he remains anonymous to this doll. This also helps to remove any feelings of guilt or shame as the Dominant will be far less likely to show compassion for the dolls "feelings" or "needs".
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Speaking of showing compassion, there can be no expression on the dolls face of sadness, pain, anger, etc.. The mask also helps with this since it will display the doll in a constant state of unchanging pleasure. Wide eyed, rosy cheeks, and smiling like a donut. The latter being the most important as the mouth is one of the three uses the doll has.
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The second most important sense to rid the doll of is it's ability to feel. This can be rather difficult to do since there's no way that I know of to accomplish this without plugging up all it's holes and making it virtually useless. When the doll is penetrated it's going to feel pleasure. Although, perhaps that's not so bad as long as the doll realizes that it's the only use it has and can't respond to it.
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The doll should be encased in a thick rubber skin tight?suit 24/7 so that it no longer feels when it's being touched, or knows where it's being touched at with the exception of it's holes and possibly breasts if they aren't already covered by the thick rubber suit. Of course this presents some problems being encased in rubber 24/7, but any ideas of how to accomplish it while still keeping the doll locked in it's lifeless mindset are certainly welcome.
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After the senses have been removed, the doll should undergo some finishing changes. First, it's teeth should be removed to accomodate the suit and whatever goes into it's mouth. Dolls don't have teeth and it will help to form that perfect O shape of a rubber sex doll. Second, it's vocal cords should be cut so that it can't speak or moan in response to any pleasure. Dolls can't speak and instead should have an electronic voicebox with prerecorded sounds such as moans. Last but not least, all 3 of it's holes should be made circular and plugged when not in use.
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Now before you begin to respond with things like "this is just a fantasy" or "be careful" let me explain why I want this. You see, I'm going no where in life, stuck in a dead end job, and no longer socialize with anyone on a regular basis. In a sense I'm just a useless piece of meat taking up space. I want to be useful to someone, but I don't want to be human anymore. I no longer want that responsibility in life and that's why I'm ready to commit to being a doll. Becoming a sex doll is merely to make sure my owner gets some pleasure and use out of me.
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Anyways, I hope this explains my fetish thoroughly and lands me in the home of an owner who wants this even more than I do. If you're one of those potential owners, feel free to message me. If you don't want this, please move on. Thank you!
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