I've been getting some really mean messages today and I want to address them. 

You are a full of ship wannabe

First of all, I do not and I ever have had a ship inside me. I promise that I am ship-free. Second, yes, I am a wannabe. I think I made that pretty clear when I said that I am brand spanking (pun intended) new to the BDSM world. I was led to believe that I would be accepted, even if tested a bit.

Get off poser!!

I can't believe the nerve you have! I will admit that I am a little frightened about this new community that I am trying to join and be apart of and messages like this just tell me to quit trying. So if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing, dick.

I'll try to make more journals as my quest for a Dom continues. 

<3,

Rose

I will answer a few questions that I find myself answering every now and then. 

 Where in Tx are you? I am seriously want to know. you sound real and not like a fake.

 I will not reveal my location until I get to know you personally. I am in west Texas and that is all you will know for now. ;)

 To all you older men, I am actually wary of y'all 35ish and up due to a past which I won't get into so right now, please be kind and try to understand that, while I may not want you as my Dom, I would love to have a few friends to go to.

 That's a sweet profile you have, though this place will eat you alive.

 Hahahaha! XD Please don't scare me. 

 What is your true name?

 Rose is what I will go by on here. It is a nickname from an old friend.

 Post Pics!!! I wannna se yo boday!

 First off, seriously?? Please use proper grammar. And I will post pictures as soon as I drop those last twenty pounds. I'm kidding but my self image is the main reason that my profile is not filled with pictures. Give me a break, I'm only 18 and I'm allowed to be a little self conscious.

 WHATS YOUR YAHOO /MSN / SKYPE??

 Is your caps lock key broken? I do have a Yahoo messenger account due to the suggestion of a much nicer guy who was the first person or so to contact me (I think). It is RosePetalsFall@ymail.com

 Come to me in *******!!! I will make your pu$$y wet!!

I will not relocate. I am a very busy woman right now. I am going to college and trying for 3 majors. I also have a job and a high standing in my university. Plays also take up my time.

 Are you a masochist?

 Honestly, I had to research this. Form my Google searches, I think that I am more into the Bondage than the Discipline and SM parts. Although I think I could get into SM but lightly. I am an actress and I canNOT show up to rehearsals with cuts and bruises.

 That's all I'm answering tonight because I have a midterm to study up for. Oh! Almost forgot to mention that I may have found a potential Dom. He is new at this also so I don't know if this will work out. Just a first date scheduled so I'm not taken yet. ;)

--Rose

Wow! My first night on and I've already blocked a few people. I did NOT know that I would be fending off Doms with a stick. :) Tough night. I hope tomorrow is better. Good Night!