If for When you know Me, you will be glad W/we met. You will see in my eyes, kindness and wisdom. When I hold your hand, you will feel warmth and strength. When I speak, you will be disarmed by its calm rich timbre while at the same time, depending on the words, you can find yourself subdued... surprised by the power in its tone.

When I stand before you, hands touching your waist, shoulders, or cheeks... though the touch is gentle, you can neither move closer nor pull away. Each time, you are struck by my size... at 6’ 1” and trim, my body, although nicely proportioned for my height, is massive compared to yours... and sometimes you quiver at the realization that even if you wanted to escape, it would be futile. You could not run fast enough, nor could you struggle hard enough. Any time I choose, regardless of what you did, I could catch you, carry you to wherever I want you…, and do as I pleased with you. That thought, when it comes, sometimes makes you feel a little fluttery inside and perhaps a little weak-kneed, small or helpless... but still all the simple certainty of it excites you.

You realize, in fact, that a generous heart willingly grants all the freedom you have with Me. All of the control that I have over you... although I exercise the power and make the choices... came initially from your willing submission to this life. Now, that the initial consent is just a memory, you know that you will not revoke it... you will abide by it.

When you have thoughts or feelings about a decision or an issue, I listen to you and consider what you say. This makes you feel valued by Me. You know, however, that I make the final decisions even if you disagree, and ultimately, you would have it no other way. You do not want to, nor would I allow you to, exert control or refuse my guidance and instructions because of your submissive position.

Whether you call O/our relationship D/s or M/s there is inevitably some vanilla time in our life. It may be out of desire or necessity. However, whatever vanilla time there is and whatever purpose it serves, you remember that you played a role in determining its place in O/our life in the beginning... through negotiation and agreement.

Occasionally, during your quiet moments, you find yourself amazed at the degree to which I understand you, control you, and please you. You smile and shake your head... almost in disbelief... when you think about my incredibly imaginative mind. I continually discover new ways to "treat" you. You wonder where my ideas come from. They seem to come spontaneously from nowhere, but they come, and they keep coming, as if there is no end to them... and for that, you are profoundly grateful. Then you smile with anticipation at the thought of all the BDSM lifestyle experiences that lie before you.

Another thought intrudes that brings a slightly different smile. You think of all the things that W/we have done together and you know that in all that you will ever do... you will be completely safe... with me and because of me. You feel a great sense of comfort. This thought comes from knowledge born of experience that accumulated over time since W/we first began to know each other. Your conviction of my trustworthiness has only grown during O/our time together so that now your trust is absolute. You think, "I would trust Him with my life." Then you realize... I have... I do... and I will continue to".

Memories emerge of other special moments, when you are grasped by the hair at the back of your head, or perhaps kneeling before Me, or your may be your body is immobilize by my strength and then you are firmly reminded of (something, whatever). Then, your thoughts flow to memories of times when spankings or whips reinforced "getting a talking to". You love it all. Finally, your thoughts range back to those memories most cherished, of how O/our naked bodies feel when they are so close they can be no closer... and you feel... the need to be nowhere else.

You are anxious about taking the step of writing Me. I understand, darlin’ and it’s okay. Just don’t let that feeling stop you. Your fear is your nemesis… I am no threat to you… I am the One you want…have always wanted. All you have to do… what you must do… is follow your heart and reach out for what you seek… only then will you find it. Once W/we make contact, you will begin to feel better…quickly… in a way that will last. With Me, you will feel no anxiety. With Me you will feel only anticipation, peace, contentment and fulfillment… along with all the other sensations and emotions you long to embrace.