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| When I entered into this lifestyle it was a definite growing experience. Over 15 years later and I am still learning and growing. Thirsting to experience more and to be able to share it with another. I have a wonderful Master and do not need another dominant figure. That being said, what i have found that is missing is a sister possible lover. A girl that understands the corner of my mind that is all female. The longs for the softness of another female. That can be my partner in crime and even a teacher or fellow student.
Are you that girl? One who craves the attention but is sometimes hesitant to ask another female because of how you think it will be perceived? Has a thirst for the kink but hopes it will be wrapped up with a deep mental connection that pushes the senses to their most? Holds a wonder for a simple caress while longing for a strong grip on the right places on body or mind?
Come explore with me.
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Communication
We are taught as children that communication comes in many forms. Soft whispers, stern commands, kind guidance, angry screams. We are taught how to use our inside voice and if we are lucky we are taught that entering into a conversation with the wrong tone sets the mood for the entire conversation.
But what if no vocalization occurs?
Living in this lifestyle has opened me up to the depths of communication is all forms. And that the forms can be different depending on who you are interacting with. The dynamics of the relationship between myself and another colors the signals.
From my Dominant: The slide of a hand down my arm or across my back side. The tilt of a head when your focused. The turn of your body when your being dismissive. The look when a hard conversation is over. The look that tells me I had better come closer.
For my subs or sisters: The single step towards me asking for a hug. The crinkle around your eyes as you smile wickedly as we team together. The roll of shoulders when your upset.
It is because of being exposed more to these others forms of communication that I have learned to recognize how I am presenting myself both verbally and non-verbally. Am I standing up straight? Am I meeting eyes when desired? And I openly reacting to each touch, grasp, shared wink?
And even deeper than that is when I realized that by purposely changing my non-verbal communication that not only do I change the reaction of the other individual but I also change my own outlook on a situation. It calms me and makes me realize that growth can always be obtained in any situation even if it is only in small degrees.
Thank you to this community and this lifestyle. What I have learned and continue to learn here has helped my grow in my vanilla interactions as well. Growing as a person and thriving on learning more. |
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It's amazing to me how many males look at my full profile even after having supposedly reading that I am owned and not in need of another dominant in my opening. If the amount of viewers is any indication of how many emails I would of received had I not sent them all to bulk....I would never find the girl I am looking for under the weight. |
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It occurs to me that my sensual nature can be seen but the way I feel about the slide of a hand to grip the back of my head, or the thump of the cane against my behind, or the sinky skin of Masters cock in my mouth is so locked inside my head. How do I put words to the connection I feel and the peace that I get from every word or touch from my Master. The safety and security of body and mind that grips me even as the rope binds me. The joy at being wanted and useful. The pride from bringing happiness to another. The feelings are overwhelming and addictive in the same stroke. I crave more.....another female that senses the same tide of emotion from each action and will share and understand with me. If I could just put all these amazing thoughts and feelings into words another could grasp, I know she would find me.....waiting....to share my awe and wonder of this part of me. |
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| Age: 20 |
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Virginia |
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